Goodbye - part 1 -

am i leaving the blogging world ????

answer : no

then what does "goodbye" mean?

answer : i decided to write poems and they make up a story .

what will happen to "never lasting love 3 " ?

answer : dont worry .... i will countinue it ..... and this poem story will be written every time im free so please check it out ... ill try my best to send the feelings of the poem to you ... and please im telling you this now .... dont ask if its a true poem or not .... it might be and it might not be ... my aim is just to do something different and unique other then the typical blogs ... im sure you know what i mean .... i have always hated writing stuff but something just hit me and now its one of my fav things to do .... so i ll stop talking now ... and ill let you read the first part of the poem story ... enjoy #warning the poems are short ... ya3ne it will just take 15 seconds from you or even 20 ... not more . so ..... check it out now and tell me what you think

is it a dream ?

is everything real ?

now how can i deal with you ?

when you dont have a clue .... about how much i love you .

my heart races every second you smile..... and i dont even know if its time to confess my love towards you .

i sit down every night pretending to be busy with my books ... but the truth is your all i can look at , your pictures that make butterflies form ... and im just concerned that ill be busy thinking about you forever .

my friends keep on asking about why i keep zooing out every once in a while.

i just smile and say everything is alright .... but the truth is your what my brain can think of only . i get back home one night and i decided to check if you were only .

i stopped to think that we might not be able to twine . i sit down crying , and the truth is im not fine because your not mine . i always get insecure about my body , my hair , my looks . i always feel that im not cool to impress you .

those feeling collide keeping me breathless and on the ground tearing like a clown .

with my mascara flowing down ,,,, and the only reason i put it on ... is to impress you . i keep asking about you and people dont have a clue on where you have been or where you are now ..... i try not to worry but its just too blurry to see you in this cruel neighborhood . as i sat down one day , in my balcony i down and as a frown gets drown on my face . i see you race in the car and off you were away ... and as the tears begin to rain and the skies begin to cry . i get out and i sit down , watching your car go away .... far far from my reality ... i try my best to cure this pain but i know that the only prescreption of it would be your name . i place my head on the steering wheel and i started to feel lost .... can i get the path that will send me back to you again .... back to us ......



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done ..... what do u think :))  ????