Monday, January 14, 2013

CHAPTER 4

surpriseeeeeee readerssss !!!!!!! ? shraykooooom ??? afa 3alaikum a'9abi6kum  !!!!
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 the women looked at me then said

women  : ya 7iloo bintech ..... shismha

grandma : *smiles* hathee lujain ....

women : mashallah 3alaiha mazyoona ...... abeeha 7ag wildna .

lazim chitheee ib kil 3azeeema :P ^ !

grandma : eeee inshallah 3ad 3asa waladkum jameel

women : eeeee mazyooon mashallah .....

then all of a sudden this familiar muscular dude started to approach us . he keeps getting closer and closer . his appearance became clear now .

omggggg !!!!! la22222222 it cant beeeeeeee wahab !!!!!!!!!! the sunlight was hitting on his  brown hair that waves down to his ears. His eyes are a slightly darker shade of brown, like coffee . his abs were the only thing that my eyes were busy with . dont get me started u know that moment when a guy gets out of the sea and he has messy hair . yess that feeling is exactly what im experiencing .  behind all this was a slight smile on my face trying to hide the fact that im falling for his looks . but there is something i  hate about him and i just cant deny it , his personality the way he suddenly was about to hit abdullah . that didnt go well yesterday.

women : wahabii 7abeebty ta3al salim 3ala 5altik

wahab didnt hear what his grandma said because he was busy looking at me with a surprised expression .


women : wahab

the women said and this time wahab has gotten back to reality .

wahab then went on to greet my grandma and my grandma did the same . after that my grandma took a sec to look at his features .

grandma : mashallah 3alaik mazyoon , 5ala9 abee wildkum 7ag bintee *smiles*

women : 7alalich *chuckls*

noooooooooooo ..... excuse me i wont marry a guy who is full of himself ............ ! ok he might have the looks but not the personality at all .

women : 7abeby hatha abdullah o hathe lujain .

wahab : salam 3alaikum

he said and i could feel that it didnt come out from the bottom of his heart . it seemed that he was forced to act " nice " with us . oh well , i needed to do the same . since i rescheduled my flight until friday which is after 5 days . if i knew that he was going to be here i wouldnt have wasted my time with a useless guy like him .

wahab : yadte ana rayi7 abadil ...... wa ba3dain ba6la3 weya il rabi3

women : la222 wahab shahal 7achee 3aiiib ..... lujain o abdullah yayeen ihneee 3ashanik ....

wallah lo adree ina its wahab chan ma yeeet ... waaaaay 3ad al7eeeen il a5 iy9adig 3omra .

wahab : bss ana wa3adthum .....

and before he could continue his grandma interepted by saying

women : wahab ..... cancel 6al3itik weya rab3ik .. ohma yigdiroon yan6iroon ... bss lujain o abdullah tawhum awal marra iyzoorona .

wahab : * sighs * inshallah

he replied then went back in to take a shower . ufffff waaaaaaay babcheeee wallah ........ im seriously stuckkk with him for 5 daysssss ........ hufffffff amre 3ind allah .

women : abdullah ....... 7abeebeee shrayik itroo7 il shalaih ily yamna .... 3indee a7fad kubrik .

abdullah : ok..... yadteee ana baroo7

grandma : roo7 7abee allah iy7af'9ik 

he said as he stood up and left .

me : 5alteee minu akbar 7afeed 3indich

women : wahab allah la ya7rimne mina

me : * smiles *

grandma : lujain 7abebty  al7eeen mako shay itsaweena fa ishrayich itroo7en wa itjazheen darich wa it76een a'3ra'9ich foog

me : ok

i replied then i went up the stairs . waaaaaaay there are 7 rooms . al7eeen ana shdaraneee which one is mineeeeee . each door had a small paper with a different color stuck to it . i examined the doors and as i saw the pink paper , the though of girls came to my mind .

i approached the door slowly then i turned down the door handle and i opened the door . and as i was carrying the bags in  . i suddenly spotted a half naked wahab . my eyessssssssssssssss

me : * screaming *

i scram while placing my hands on my eyes . my cheecks started to turn red and my heart started to beat faster . i froze in my place . wa chan zain il ar'9 tinshag o tibla3ne .

wahab : shhhhhhh .... shfeeech maynooona

he said and he seemed annoyed.

me :la2 mo myanoona ...... iy9eer afta7 i3yoone

wahab : eeee ficheehum

he replied . i whipped away the sweats on my forehead . goddd how embarrassing that was .

me : *silent * ............

wahab :  shfeeech it9ar5eeen ba6aitay athoone

me : well excuse me ....... 7asbaly u were na.

and i quickly shut my mouth . ma kint abee ya5ith fikra '3ala6 3ane

wahab : was what ?

me : nothing ........

i replied while carrying the heavy bags ... inshallah iysa3dneeeee ya3neeee waiii3 8atheeeth and he isnt a gentlemen at all ... ohwa wain o il gentle men wain .

me : wain daree ?

wahab : il dar ily yame .... to the right

la22222 ...... laish ya3neee yam ba3a'9 .

me : ok thanks

i said and i hardly walked out of his room and walked into mine . and by then i threw all of the bags on the floor . pain started running through my back and the only person i blamed it for was wahab . i threw myself on the bed then i started using my phone ( twitter , insta etc..... ) then all of a sudden someone started knocking the door .

me : come in

i scram .  the door opened and came in  wahab, he  had his shirt on with shorts . thank god  he wasent shirtless .

wahab : uhhh ..... legait hatha ib daree

he said while holding up something ............ omggggg waittttttt ??????????? it cantttt beeeeeeeee .................... my braaaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!! what theeeeee ??????? shlon 6aaaaa7 . my cheecks were as red as tomatoes . my stomatch started forming butterflies and my head kept on telling me    that i was stupid . my eyes wouldnt dare to look at his from embarrassment .

me : opsss ..... 6a7 bl '3ala6

i replied while quickly grabbing the bra from his hand .

wahab :okkk

his soft voice said . then   awkward silence filled every inch of the room .

grandma: lujaaaaaaain ... wahaaaaaaaaab

her voice echoed through the place .

me + wahab : na3am

grandma : il '3ada jahiz

me : ok kana yayeen

i scram back so she could hear me . both of us got down then we sat down on the table that was covered with all kinds of dishes ( machboos ....... ) ....... i sat down and wahab sat infront of me , everyone was busy eating expect me , i was too busy thinking of what just happened. i looked up to find wahab and he was already staring , i quickly turned the other way . that was closeee..............

grandma : lujaaaaain yallah 7i6eeelich akil

she said while handing me a plate

me : la2 mo mishtahya akilll

i replied .

grandma : lujaaaain 7abebty mya9eer chitheee ...... lazim takleeen

me : yadteee pleaseee mabeeee

i replied while pushing the plate away .

grandma : uffffff 3alaich o 3ala mo5ich il yabis .

me : ana baroo7 atmasha .....

grandma : laaa2 matroo7eeen ibroo7ich ......... ni6ray wahab 3ala ma iy5ali9 akil wa itroo7een ma3a

whyyyyyyyyyy ?????? wallah mala da3eeeeeeeee ............ ufffffffff .

me : ok *sigh*

i decided to go out and sit on the chairs facing the sea . i placed on my headphones and the song " yetama " started playing .


مدري الا ما ياحبيبي الا ما


هذا الزعل ياللي على وجهك يطول


بعدك انا و قلبي غدينا يتامى


و ان صار فينا شي تراك انت مسؤؤل


و ان كنت انا غلطان سامحني يا زعلان


تدري انا و هالقلب بعدك يتاامىى

يا كيف تنسا اللي في حبك تساما


تنسا اللي يفضالك ولو كان مشغول


تنسا حبيبن صاح قلبه الا ماا


تبعد ويبقى الحب ضايع ومجهوول


و ان كنت انا غلطان سامحني يا زعلان


the thought of m7amed came up to my mind . the pain started forming in my chest , my heart started to beat faster . the tears froze on the edge of my eyes . 

*FLASHBACK* 

" switzerland 

location : m7amed's apartement 

m7amed was cooking dinner . i was sitting down watching one of the ' jalsat ' then  a lady named " shama " started singing the song " yitama

m7amed : a7777 .... a7ib hal '3neeya 3alay il 9oot 

he said and kan mindimij .i turned on the volmue . then m7amed started singing along . his voice kaaaaan naaaaaar o 5ayaaaal . all of my attention was focused on m7amed , my ears wouldnt be bothered to hear another sound than m7amed's beautiful voice . i looked at him and he did the same he smiled and i smiled . he then laughed and i did too


me : min mita 9ootik 7ilw 

m7amed : latbal'3een kan 3adee .... 

me : im serious ..... its awesome . 

m7amed :  *chuckls * 3ayal 5al asma3 9ootich 

me : you wouldnt want to do that .... 

m7amed :shda3wa .... its not that ba

me : it is

i stood up then i walked up to m7amed and i looked up the pan that he was using to cook . m7amed was cooking us some pancakes :p for dinner , it was my request . m7amed then raised the temperature of the heat ,  all of a sudden the hot burning oil splaterred on m7amed's hand 

m7amed : a7777777 

he scram in pain

me : ambaaaaiiiiih 

i said as i ran to the fridge and i grabbed some ice , then i ran back to m7amed and i placed it on his hand . 

me : salamt 

i said softly 

m7amed : allah iysalmich 

i could feel eyes on me . i looked up to find m7amed staring deeply through my soul . he smiled then said 

m7amed : i never knew you had hazel eyes 

me : * blush * 

m7amed : they suit you perfectly 

he countinued and i countinued on blushing 


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" lujaaaaain " 

a soft voice said . i got back to reality and i realized that the song has ended . i turned to my left to find wahab standing and staring at me with his confused looking expression . 

wahab : shfeech ga3da tabcheen 

he said while looking at me . i noticed that there were dried out tears on my cheecks . i whipped them away then i said 

me : la2 mako shay ............. 

wahab : akeed 

he asked

me : ee akeed.... 5anroo7 nitmasha 

wahab : inzain yallah 

he replied while taking a last glance at me then he started walking and i did too . 

wahab : umm .... itha intay kint ga3da tabchen 3ala ily 9ar fog tara 3adee you dont have to make a big deal out of it . 

me : la22 shako *smirk* inta a5ir insan bl denya ra7 abchee  3ashana

i said while smacking his hand in a playful way 

wahab : a7777 

he said while touching his arm . 
  
wahab : la222 9iggg ... 9igg

he stopped walking and i did too . then he countinued 

wahab : laish kintay ga3day tabchen 

me : why do you care 

i smiled .

wahab : hatha yeezay as2al ..... agool  yallah imshaaay jidameee

all of a sudden my tummy started making weird noises , yep i was hungry , actually starving . 

me : *sigh* yo3anaa

wahab : mishkiltech ma7ad galich matakleen 

me : shasawee ma kint mishtahya 

wahab : wallah ma3arafnalich ....... 

me : eeee 9a777 5anroo7 buckss 

wahab : sayig obooch ana ........ 

me : eeee kumar come on take me to bucks please 

wahab : a777 ana kumar ........... 3adal intay ... eee ni6raaay intaaaay ithakreene ib wa7da a3arifha ....

me : minu 

i said curiously . 

wahab : 5adamtna marry bss nag9ich i7jab o mara7 in3arif infarigkum 

me : 7aywan .... ma3indik salfaa 

wahab lets out a manley laugh ....... a55555 how much he reminds me of m7amed the way he talks and laughs ........... its like m7amed standing infront of me . i keep reminding myself that it isnt him . and i also knew that it was hard going to leave wahab because he just seem like m7amed a m7amed that i always wanted to get a another chance with but now he is in a better place a place where everyone wishes to be in " heaven " . someday we will meet there m7amed , i promise and i we will catch up on life because i have so much to tell u <3 stay safe and take care , i miss u 

 
            
                             


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