CHAPTER 13

i closed the door and i placed the box on the table then i decided to open it .

and i was suprised to find a huge red velvet cake and this was written on the top

" HBD LUJAIN INSHALLAH IL 3OMIR KILA <3 "

what have i done ......... poor rakan was planning a surprise for me , my birthday was tomorrow , how did i forget . a limp started forming in my throat . the tears froze on the edge of my eyes . i decided to try and call him again . unforchunately his phone was still off . i then placed my head on the table and i started crying . rakan has done so much for me and in return i do this to him .... unbelievable . and after minutes of crying my phone starts ringing " aziz " was calling . i pressed answer .

me : aloo

i said in my tired voice

aziz : hala wala bl 7ub

his words helped heal my pain a bit .

me : shlonik

aziz : ana ba5ir 3ogb ma sima3t 9ootich

me : *chuckls * wainek ?

aziz : bl 6reej , shwaya o o9al baitech

me : shooot lal7een ma badalt .

aziz : i5thay ra7tich

me : kane al7een babdail bye

i hung up . i quickly rushed in my room and i wore this

with my gray uggs . all of a sudden , my room door opens , my heart started to beat faster , i froze in my place , then i turned around to find aziz . *phew*  , aziz then suddenly starts approaching me  , and now we are few inches away , i could feel his breath tickling my neck . i look up to his eyes to find them shinning like always . i melt a little inside . his messey hair turning me on and his soft lips touches mine , ( '9ameery ga3id iy2anibnee bss 3ashankum baktib details  ) his tongue touches my tongue and and he countinues on kissing me more and more , his soft hands get wrapped around my waist and he countinues on kissing me . i push him a way a bit because it was too much , but then aziz places his lips on my neck and he starts kissing it each kiss gets deeper then the other a sudden bite was placed on my neck i scream in pain and i move away fast .

aziz : asif ma kan 8a9dy a3awrech .......

i rush to the bathroom to notice a love bite on my neck . shooooooot i cant go out like this now . i took my scarf and i covered my neck with it . i turn to the left to notice aziz staring . i then get out of the bathroom .

aziz : ma shiba3t minich

he said while getting closer .

me : bss *screaming*

aziz : intay shfeech it9ar5een ......

he said and he seemed annoyed .

me : inta wa3adtne inik ma itgiyeesne aw itgarib yame .

aziz : adree ine wa3adtich ... bss ma gidart amsik nafse lujain ... ana maynoon feech .

i shifted my gaze towards the clock to notice that my class will start after 15 min .

me : ambaaaaih ra7 at2a5ar 3ala il mo7a'9ara

aziz : mo 2la inroo7laha ilyoom ... shrayich inkamil ily kina ga3den insawee

me : thats enough aziz ...... i dont want to do this shit anymore ... i feel so cheap and so low for doing this .

aziz : who cares ... no one will find out

and aziz gets closer now .... he slowly pushes me to the wall . i needed to do something to stop this so i quickly slapped aziz's face hard . my hand got printed on his face and it went red .

aziz : a7777 .... 7aywana shisawaytay  *screaming*

he said while placing his hand on his face . fear took control of me , i was shivering and shaking in my place , this is my only chance to run . i quickly ran out of my room but aziz managed to pull me back in . aziz then suddenly pulls my hair and says

aziz : 7asbalich tigdireen tin7ashain mineee lujaaaainnn ib hal soohal .....

me : *screaming in pain * waaaaa5iiiir 3aneeeeeee

aziz : intay malteeeee 7i6ayyy hal shaaaaay ib mo5ich .........

me : *crying* mabeeeeek 5ala9 wa5irrrr 3aneeeee

aziz : intay nagaitene ....... wa tit7amilain ily ga3id iye9erlich .

me : pleaseee 5alneee arooo7 ....... *sniff*

aziz : chubb wala kilma .

and all of a sudden aziz kicks me hard on my stomatch i scream in pain . what have you done lujain ..... you have choosen the wrong person , see how your in a big mess now , there is no way out .  i then place my hand on the injured side of the stomatch . i close my eyes and i try my best to forget about the pain .

i then looked up at aziz to find him leaving the room then locking it . i knew that from this moment there was no running away ..... i was offically stuck here . i close my eyes and the tears start to stroll down ... the tears of fear and guilt . it wasent my aim to live this awful life ..... it was in god's hand . i was choosen to have this life and i needed to accept it in any way .

i stayed in this position crying for about an hour and as soon as i calmed down . i had managed to slowly get up and walk slowly towards the door . i started calling out for help but i got no answer in return . and after a few min .... i heard someone getting in the apartement so i started screaming again for help hoping that they would save me , but unforchunately it was aziz . the door handle of my room lowered down and it opened and came in aziz . my heart frowned and i knew that there was no way around this problem .

aziz : *laughs* ma7ad yigdar yismi3ich lujain ..........

me : ra7 itshoof aziz ...... in ma 5alaithum iyda5loonik il sijien mara7 a9eer lujain .

aziz : 3ala minu itg9een ..... ana ba5thech ma3ay america ..... tawne 7ijaztlena tathakir .

me : mara7 aroo7

aziz : ra7 itroo7een '3a9ban 3alaich fahma *screaming *

and suddenly his strong fist hits my face making me fall on the cold ground brused and hurt . blood started flowing out and the tears start coming back .

all of a sudden i heard a gun shot . i turn around to notice aziz lying on the ground with blood flowing out . oh noooooo this cant be happening again ........

me : aziiiiiiizzzzz

i call out his name hoping id get an answer but instead i got nothing . i slowly managed to stand up but notice the main door wide open ....... so one was here . i heard the sound of a phone vibrating .... it was the ringtone of my phone and the sound came from aziz's pocket .  i slowly lean down and grab my phone from the bloody pocket . i open it to find this message

your birthday is tommorow and i decided to help you out with this present , dont worry i have saved more for you tomorrow 

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