Thursday, January 3, 2013

CHAPTER 1

oh yeah !!!!!! i tricked u guys ,,,,, never lasting love 2 didnt finish yet there are unansered questions and by this final story everything will be answered .

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police guy : lujain al flani o rakan al flani

the police called out our names . we have waited so long for today .......... for this day to come to be free .

a huge smile got plastered on our faces . we quickly got out of the place then directly followed the signs to "exit" !

my heart started to beat faster then ever . my hands started shaking . i was nervous to face the world again . as soon as i stepped out of the 'exit' room , i found my grandma and sister sitting on the chairs . she had a worried expression on her face . as soon as the door closed , all of them had their eyes on me . i was the center of attention .

grandma : lujaaaaaain

her shaky voice called out my name . and by that i threw myself in her arms crying . both of us had tears strolling down our faces .

we stayed in this position for about a min . i moved away and i looked at sara who had no expression on her face . i didnt know if hugging her would be right . but shes my sister u know .......... and no matter how bad she treats me , ill always love her ............................ . i threw myself in her arms and i hugged her tight , but i could feel no hands hugging me , it seemed like she didnt want that . so i decided to move away .

i found my grandma giving her stares .

me : yadteee 3adee kaifhaa

i said to assure my grandma by how sara was acting . 

i turned around to find rakan's family surrounding rakan . his mom had her arms wrapped around him.  everyone seems to be happy by his presence again in their life.

grandma : lujaaiiinnnn ......

her soft voice called out my name . how much i missed that .

me : na3am..................

grandma : 7abebty shrayich inroo7 il bait bedal hal wagfa

me : eee yallah o ana 7adeeee ta3bana

grandma : 7abebty intay

she said while side hugging me . grandma and i drove off back home . as soon as we reached there , we got off the car then we entered the house .

me : a777777 ba6neeee

i scram in pain

grandma : shfeeee ba6nich ?

me : madreeeee ....... bss iy3awirne

grandma : akeeed yo3ana ........... shofaay jismich .... 7ail '9a3fana ..... ma bago shay o ti5tfeen ,,,, tara 7abebty mo zain 7ag 9i7itich chithee ,,,,, laish takleen

me : yadtee shlon ashthee akil o ana ga3da bl sijin ......

grandma : 5ala9 ma 3alay ra7 takleen min 6iba7 iydee .............

me : mo mishtahya ,,,,, baroo7 atsaba7 o abadil o banaaaaaam

grandma : lujaaaaaainn

she scram at meee ..............

grandma : ra7 takleeen ...... mo nag9a shay thane iy9eer feeech .

me : inzaaiiin

i replied to end the convo as fast as possible . i ran up the stairs and into my room . i found my iphone thrown on the bed . i plugged in the charger and it started charging . i went to the bathroom ............ i took a hot shower than i wore this


  i laid down on my bed then i opened my iphone . who seemed to have many messages from different people . i didnt bother to read them exept for 1 message .

nasser : i just wanted to say thank u for burning the wedding ! now fatima and i are over  and wb home . 

the message brought back many bad memories ........... memories that i couldnt handle . i quickly turned off my phone . as i closed my eyes to take get a little rest from this harsh world . my grandma's voice echoed through the house . i got up and went downstairs to see my grandma sitting alone and to notice that sara has left .

grandma : yallah 7abebety iklaaay .....

i looked at the food and i noticed that i have lost my appetite . i sat down and i started playing with the spoon . i usually start thinking when i do that .

grandma : lujaaaaaain ......

me : na3am

grandma : 5ala9 5al9ay akil o ba3dain agoolich

me : 5ala9t il 7imdillah .

i got off then i sat down beside my grandma who looked annoyed at me .

grandma : intay wayid 3aneeda ......... laish ma kalaytay .....

me : yadteee golele shinu kintay tabeen itgoolen ba3dain akil

grandma : wa3ad ?

me : wa3ad

grandma : umm ...... telvision al watan tv dagaw 3alay .......

me : eeee ?

grandma : yabooon iysawoon mo7a'9ara ma3ach

me : so now im famous ???? for being accused for killing someone i didnt kill .

i replied and i was pissed off  .

grandma : lujaaaaain 9alay 3ala il nabe ohma ma i'39booch ,,,, bss galaw ina itha intay imwaf8a ra7 iysawoonha .

i started thinking and thinking if doing the mo7a'9ara would be a good idea . many chances are by my side now . like the chance of telling out the truth , telling out the naked truth that happened in that night .

me : ana imwaf8a

i replied without hesitating .

grandma : 5ala9 3ayal .......... ohma galaw itha intay imwaf8a .... bachir il 9ib7 ray iyoon ma3a il camerat o kil shay ib baitna wa iysawoon il mo7a'9ara ihne .

me : eee ok ...... 3ayal ana banam al7een 3ashan agdar agoom imbachir .

grandma : ti9b7een 3ala 5air

me : wa intay min ahil il 5air .

i went up to my room and i threw myself on bed and by that .... i drifted through my sleep .


*next morning *

i woke up around 8 in the morning the mo7a'9ara will start after an hour and half . i went to the bathroom , i did my thing and i applied a bit of makeup . i then wore this


 


* ding dong * * ding dong*

they arrived . i went downstairs , to find the cameras ready and everything . the interviewer greeted me then asked me to sit down .

interviewer : 1 ....... 2 ......... 3 .....

the camera turned on and the interview started . the interviewer started asking questions that was able to answer until it came to this question .

interviewer : kan fee a7ad kan ga3id iysa3dich bl jareema '3air rakan

me : ana ma'9looma ...... o rakan ma'9looom la2na feeee wa7daa ihyaa asaaas il jareema kilaha .... rakan yashhid ham ... itha mat9adoogone roo7 si2loo

interviewer : iy9eer itgoolele minu il sha5i9 ily sabab hal jareema kilha ?

me : taiba al flani

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