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i started walking towards the kitchen and as i took out a knife . i held it infront of my stomatch . m7amed you can no longer be alone in heaven , because i decided to share the spot with you , atleast ill be there happy , no feeling of sadness will ever dare to cross my heart . ill get to see my mother too since we have been apart . here goes nothing .......................
"lujain"
i was alarmed by a familiar voice , i paused from what i was about to do and i turned around to find rakan staring at me . shock had taken over his face leaving him speachless . rakan then came sprinting towards me and he grabbed away the knife .
rakan : intay feech shay 9a7 ..... mo 9a7yaaa
his angry voice said . and i had nothing to say and nothing to explain .
rakan : matwa8a3tech chithe lujain ,.... lay darja 9irtay ib ta8tleen nafsich 3ashan insan ma yisawa
rakan : 7adiich cheap ...,,,o min yoom o rayi7 6al3a bidoone mako fahama ..... o kil shay itsaweena ana ra7 asawee ... 3ashan al7ag 3alaich gabil ma it7awleen ta8tleen nafisch marra thanya .
his words went like knives into me . my tears had betrayed me and they started to fall down . i need a shoulder to cry on or at least a hug . but it would be awkward and wrong if i asked rakan for one , i wont show him my weak point . rakan told me to go back to my apartement and i obeyed him . i went back to my room , i took a warm shower wore my pyjs then threw myself on bed and drifted through my sleep .
*next morning *
i woke up from the sound coming from the kitchen i quickly ran to the bathroom to do my things then i wore this
then i went out of my room to notice smoke coming out of a pan that rakan was holding . i stopped walking and i inhaled in the burning smell .
me : hi
rakan looks over from the side then says
rakan : good morning
in a serious tone . la2 jaaad mo min9iga , laykoon lal7een masik 3alay min il shay ily sawait amis .
me : do you need help there ...
rakan : la2 im ok
he replied and didnt bother to look at me . ughhh waiiii3 .......
rakan : a777 .......
he scram in pain and i was astonished . i looked over his face that explained the pain he was suffering. i quickly got up to bring up the ice from the freezer and i placed it in his hand . rakan then ignored the pain and starts to look at me , he was taking in my features . he had the same exact eyes as m7amed hazel . i blushed right away and i looked down at the bag of ice .
rakan : mashkoora
he said and i looked up to find him smile . it was a sign of forgiveness . much better , i truly like this side of rakan more .
i sat down on the table with my tummy making weird noises that hinted that i was hungry very hungry .
rakan : tajrobat il 6iba5 kanat fashla .....
he scratched the back of his head then said .
rakan : tabeen costa ?:
me : anything would be fine
rakan : yallah ,,,,
he said while wearing his beanie ...... ahhhhhhhhhhhh <3 i was melting from the inside the thing i have for boys who wear beanies is endless <3333 . we rode the car then we drove off to costa we sat down and we started eating our breakfast that we orderd (mozerralla sandwhich <333 )
me : shbinsawe ba3dain ?
rakan : binroo7 jam3at m7amed .......
me : laish
i asked being clueless
rakan : abe as2al a9dig2a shisawa m7amed 3ala a5ir ayama in swiss gabil ma iymoot .
me : he is dead .... 5ala9 mara7 nistfeed .
rakan : abe a6ali3 minu unknown ....
me : rakan are you out of your head i dont think its a good idea if you do that , unknown might do anything to stop u from getting answers .
rakan : let unknown do whatever it wants , im not scared at all and iam not leaving swiss without answers .
me : but rakan ....
rakan then intereptted me
rakan : listen lujain ... i have suffered 3 years in jail and u did too ... it is fair to go and search for the person behind it . i dont believe that taiba is the only person behind this , someone is helping her .
me : so your saying unknown might be a group ?
rakan : unfortunatly yes ...
fear started to fill me . i got shocked of the fact that more than one person can cause all of those troubes and i wanted to know the reason behind it so badly. my mouth was sealed the whole time all what i was thinking about was unknown and who can be behind it . rakan and i then went to the college we got off then we entered the place and we started to search around the place until we found the reception .
rakan : excuse me ... may i ask you some questions about m7amed al flani .
lady : oh ... im afraid that this young man is no longer available in our uni .
rakan : i know ..... but like ... does he have left over stuff we can see .
lady : he used to have a locker right over the corner to the right .
rakan : can i get the keys ....
lady : but first ,,, who are you ?
rakan : i am m7amed's friend .
lady : and how can you prove that .
rakan : ughh .... how can i explain .....
me : this is him right ?
i said while showing her the background of my phone .
lady : yes ,,,,,
rakan : we gave you proof now .... can we get the keys now .
lady : iam afraid ill have to ask you to leave .
me : but this is important to us .......
lady : i know it might be important but rules are rules and i cant give you the keys .... now this is the last time ill ask you to leave .
i huffed and puffed . rakan and i started to walk our way towards the exit and before we opened the door to leave , rakan stopped and i did too .
rakan : laish ma itsajlen bl jam3a ..... o waktha you can get all the answers about m7amed .
me : la2 ...... i dont think its a good idea .
rakan : intay bss sim3ay kalame ...... saljlay bl jam3a o waktha tigdreen tit3arifain akthar 3an il nas ily grebeen 7ag m7amed .
me :* huffff* rakan i dont like where this is going .
rakan : lo 9ig it7been m7amed o it3zeena ...... ra7 itsawen ily giltlich iya .
after a few seconds , i took in the idea and i kinda accepted it . it wasent fair for m7amed to die and the person behind it dosent get the consequence . im just doing it for you m7amed .....
i got back to the receptionest and i had signed some papers and paid the amount of many for half of the semster . she asked me to come back in the morning to get a tour and get my locker and books . so then rakan and i went back to our apartment and we sat down on the coach watching a movie .
me : waaaaay iyshawgoon ..........
i said while being mindamja bl film
rakan : waaai3 ..... shhal 3ela8a ily madre shlon 9ayra .
me : its a romantic movie ......
rakan : waaaay .... ay romantic ay ba6ee5 ...
me : inta mo mal these kind of movies
rakan : eeee ...... a9lan ma a7ibhum lazim bache o madre shlon
me : thats the point ......
rakan : mako 3ala korat 8adam ....
me : waaai3 ....
and as minutes passed and the movie ended , tears of sadness started to stream down my face .
me : *sniff* iy9eer ta36ene kleenix
rakan looks at me then laughs .
rakan : mo min9igich tabcheen 3ala hal film
me : *sniff* chubbb ..... 7ail iyza3il ..... il ba6al maaat
rakan : allah yer7ima .....
me : basik isti3ba6 ..... a9lan inta ma shfit shay 3ashan ta7kim 6ool il wakit masik telephonik
rakan : shasawee ajabil film iykadir .....
me : 5alik 3ala il kora
i replied and i went back to my room being exhausted , i laid my head on my pillow and i slept .
*next morning *
*alaram*
me : uffffff
i closed the alaram and continued sleeping until rakan started knocking on my door telling me to wake up .
me : uffff inzain inzain ..... il wa7id ma iynam
i complained . i went to the bathroom did my things then wore this
i went out of room ate my breakfast with rakan then drove off to the uni . we entered it and greeted karen (receptionist) as she showed us around the uni . then she handed me the key of my locker . i started walking around to the places and i stopped to watch a class reading out their poems.
karen : why dont you go in .
me : i dont want to bother them
karen : you wont .... come on go in
me : ok
i entered the class and i sat down on the last row . i started listening carefully to their beautifully written poems .
teacher : i want mr aziz to come up here and read out his poem .
aziz : uhh .....
he scratched the back of his head which hinted that he was a bit nervous .
aziz : this poem was written by my dear friend m7amed , he had passed away and it is dedicated to him , i hope you like it .
You're are my everything. You are my world.
You are my sweetest dreams, and you're also my girl.
Always and forever, I will be there, to comfort and sooth you, whenever you're scared.
My love for you is eternal, and will never die down, even if I seem stupid, or act like a clown.
My heart is yours, and you hold it so near,
For you are my princess, and I love you my dear.
You've witnessed my highs, and been there when I was low,
With a smile on your face, which I do love you know!
Everything we are, i've never felt like this before,
While I love you today, tomorrow I will love you more!
Our love is everything, like the most beautiful of trees,
Which will continue to grow, aslong as you're with me!
Now look what you've done, you've only stolen my soul!
But it's okay, it was that action there, that has made me whole.
You're soft gentle touch, enough to drive me insane,
Pressed together like playdough, my heart beats in your name.
You own the key the my life, you never needed a door
And now you've entered my life, i'm smitten to the core.
Our love for eachother has given me reason to see
That you'll always be mine, you'll always be a princess to me.
amd after that , the class started to give him a big applause . and i just sat down there silently shocked. tears started to fall one after the another .
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i started walking towards the kitchen and as i took out a knife . i held it infront of my stomatch . m7amed you can no longer be alone in heaven , because i decided to share the spot with you , atleast ill be there happy , no feeling of sadness will ever dare to cross my heart . ill get to see my mother too since we have been apart . here goes nothing .......................
"lujain"
i was alarmed by a familiar voice , i paused from what i was about to do and i turned around to find rakan staring at me . shock had taken over his face leaving him speachless . rakan then came sprinting towards me and he grabbed away the knife .
rakan : intay feech shay 9a7 ..... mo 9a7yaaa
his angry voice said . and i had nothing to say and nothing to explain .
rakan : matwa8a3tech chithe lujain ,.... lay darja 9irtay ib ta8tleen nafsich 3ashan insan ma yisawa
rakan : 7adiich cheap ...,,,o min yoom o rayi7 6al3a bidoone mako fahama ..... o kil shay itsaweena ana ra7 asawee ... 3ashan al7ag 3alaich gabil ma it7awleen ta8tleen nafisch marra thanya .
his words went like knives into me . my tears had betrayed me and they started to fall down . i need a shoulder to cry on or at least a hug . but it would be awkward and wrong if i asked rakan for one , i wont show him my weak point . rakan told me to go back to my apartement and i obeyed him . i went back to my room , i took a warm shower wore my pyjs then threw myself on bed and drifted through my sleep .
*next morning *
i woke up from the sound coming from the kitchen i quickly ran to the bathroom to do my things then i wore this
then i went out of my room to notice smoke coming out of a pan that rakan was holding . i stopped walking and i inhaled in the burning smell .
me : hi
rakan looks over from the side then says
rakan : good morning
in a serious tone . la2 jaaad mo min9iga , laykoon lal7een masik 3alay min il shay ily sawait amis .
me : do you need help there ...
rakan : la2 im ok
he replied and didnt bother to look at me . ughhh waiiii3 .......
rakan : a777 .......
he scram in pain and i was astonished . i looked over his face that explained the pain he was suffering. i quickly got up to bring up the ice from the freezer and i placed it in his hand . rakan then ignored the pain and starts to look at me , he was taking in my features . he had the same exact eyes as m7amed hazel . i blushed right away and i looked down at the bag of ice .
rakan : mashkoora
he said and i looked up to find him smile . it was a sign of forgiveness . much better , i truly like this side of rakan more .
i sat down on the table with my tummy making weird noises that hinted that i was hungry very hungry .
rakan : tajrobat il 6iba5 kanat fashla .....
he scratched the back of his head then said .
rakan : tabeen costa ?:
me : anything would be fine
rakan : yallah ,,,,
he said while wearing his beanie ...... ahhhhhhhhhhhh <3 i was melting from the inside the thing i have for boys who wear beanies is endless <3333 . we rode the car then we drove off to costa we sat down and we started eating our breakfast that we orderd (mozerralla sandwhich <333 )
me : shbinsawe ba3dain ?
rakan : binroo7 jam3at m7amed .......
me : laish
i asked being clueless
rakan : abe as2al a9dig2a shisawa m7amed 3ala a5ir ayama in swiss gabil ma iymoot .
me : he is dead .... 5ala9 mara7 nistfeed .
rakan : abe a6ali3 minu unknown ....
me : rakan are you out of your head i dont think its a good idea if you do that , unknown might do anything to stop u from getting answers .
rakan : let unknown do whatever it wants , im not scared at all and iam not leaving swiss without answers .
me : but rakan ....
rakan then intereptted me
rakan : listen lujain ... i have suffered 3 years in jail and u did too ... it is fair to go and search for the person behind it . i dont believe that taiba is the only person behind this , someone is helping her .
me : so your saying unknown might be a group ?
rakan : unfortunatly yes ...
fear started to fill me . i got shocked of the fact that more than one person can cause all of those troubes and i wanted to know the reason behind it so badly. my mouth was sealed the whole time all what i was thinking about was unknown and who can be behind it . rakan and i then went to the college we got off then we entered the place and we started to search around the place until we found the reception .
rakan : excuse me ... may i ask you some questions about m7amed al flani .
lady : oh ... im afraid that this young man is no longer available in our uni .
rakan : i know ..... but like ... does he have left over stuff we can see .
lady : he used to have a locker right over the corner to the right .
rakan : can i get the keys ....
lady : but first ,,, who are you ?
rakan : i am m7amed's friend .
lady : and how can you prove that .
rakan : ughh .... how can i explain .....
me : this is him right ?
i said while showing her the background of my phone .
lady : yes ,,,,,
rakan : we gave you proof now .... can we get the keys now .
lady : iam afraid ill have to ask you to leave .
me : but this is important to us .......
lady : i know it might be important but rules are rules and i cant give you the keys .... now this is the last time ill ask you to leave .
i huffed and puffed . rakan and i started to walk our way towards the exit and before we opened the door to leave , rakan stopped and i did too .
rakan : laish ma itsajlen bl jam3a ..... o waktha you can get all the answers about m7amed .
me : la2 ...... i dont think its a good idea .
rakan : intay bss sim3ay kalame ...... saljlay bl jam3a o waktha tigdreen tit3arifain akthar 3an il nas ily grebeen 7ag m7amed .
me :* huffff* rakan i dont like where this is going .
rakan : lo 9ig it7been m7amed o it3zeena ...... ra7 itsawen ily giltlich iya .
after a few seconds , i took in the idea and i kinda accepted it . it wasent fair for m7amed to die and the person behind it dosent get the consequence . im just doing it for you m7amed .....
i got back to the receptionest and i had signed some papers and paid the amount of many for half of the semster . she asked me to come back in the morning to get a tour and get my locker and books . so then rakan and i went back to our apartment and we sat down on the coach watching a movie .
me : waaaaay iyshawgoon ..........
i said while being mindamja bl film
rakan : waaai3 ..... shhal 3ela8a ily madre shlon 9ayra .
me : its a romantic movie ......
rakan : waaaay .... ay romantic ay ba6ee5 ...
me : inta mo mal these kind of movies
rakan : eeee ...... a9lan ma a7ibhum lazim bache o madre shlon
me : thats the point ......
rakan : mako 3ala korat 8adam ....
me : waaai3 ....
and as minutes passed and the movie ended , tears of sadness started to stream down my face .
me : *sniff* iy9eer ta36ene kleenix
rakan looks at me then laughs .
rakan : mo min9igich tabcheen 3ala hal film
me : *sniff* chubbb ..... 7ail iyza3il ..... il ba6al maaat
rakan : allah yer7ima .....
me : basik isti3ba6 ..... a9lan inta ma shfit shay 3ashan ta7kim 6ool il wakit masik telephonik
rakan : shasawee ajabil film iykadir .....
me : 5alik 3ala il kora
i replied and i went back to my room being exhausted , i laid my head on my pillow and i slept .
*next morning *
*alaram*
me : uffffff
i closed the alaram and continued sleeping until rakan started knocking on my door telling me to wake up .
me : uffff inzain inzain ..... il wa7id ma iynam
i complained . i went to the bathroom did my things then wore this
i went out of room ate my breakfast with rakan then drove off to the uni . we entered it and greeted karen (receptionist) as she showed us around the uni . then she handed me the key of my locker . i started walking around to the places and i stopped to watch a class reading out their poems.
karen : why dont you go in .
me : i dont want to bother them
karen : you wont .... come on go in
me : ok
i entered the class and i sat down on the last row . i started listening carefully to their beautifully written poems .
teacher : i want mr aziz to come up here and read out his poem .
aziz : uhh .....
he scratched the back of his head which hinted that he was a bit nervous .
aziz : this poem was written by my dear friend m7amed , he had passed away and it is dedicated to him , i hope you like it .
You're are my everything. You are my world.
You are my sweetest dreams, and you're also my girl.
Always and forever, I will be there, to comfort and sooth you, whenever you're scared.
My love for you is eternal, and will never die down, even if I seem stupid, or act like a clown.
My heart is yours, and you hold it so near,
For you are my princess, and I love you my dear.
You've witnessed my highs, and been there when I was low,
With a smile on your face, which I do love you know!
Everything we are, i've never felt like this before,
While I love you today, tomorrow I will love you more!
Our love is everything, like the most beautiful of trees,
Which will continue to grow, aslong as you're with me!
Now look what you've done, you've only stolen my soul!
But it's okay, it was that action there, that has made me whole.
You're soft gentle touch, enough to drive me insane,
Pressed together like playdough, my heart beats in your name.
You own the key the my life, you never needed a door
And now you've entered my life, i'm smitten to the core.
Our love for eachother has given me reason to see
That you'll always be mine, you'll always be a princess to me.
amd after that , the class started to give him a big applause . and i just sat down there silently shocked. tears started to fall one after the another .
3adii tekteshf enna m7amad ma mat ?:o ygoulha enna it's because I wanted to protect you w 5arabee6 ?:o plleeeaasseee wallla I REALLLYYY like m7amad, anyways your story is AMAZIIINGGG <3!!
ReplyDeleteI have already written the ending the story in my head , and my aim to surprise you all ! Thank uuu <333
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