CHAPTER 11

 all of a sudden i bumped into someone and the books fell on the ground .

me : im so sorry .

i said while getting down to pick up the books .

... : la2 3ade .

wait .... the person speaks arabic ..... i looked up at the person and i was shocked and surprised to notice unknown , taiba . A smile got drawn on her face . Anger started to fill me , the dark memory started to come back . The day of the wedding started to rewind . 

Me : you think that you can run away easily !? .... 

Taiba : I didn't run away ... I was taking a break 

Me : you know that I have proof ... All the threatening messages you are sending me I still have it 

Taiba : what messages !? 

Me : I know your unknown 

Taiba leans closer then says

Taiba : well try making other people believe you *whispers* 

Me : everyone will know , just wait and you'll see . 

Rakan : intay shga3da itsaween ihne 

He interrupted . 

Taiba : yaya adris 

Rakan : ra7 tidf3een il thamin Taiba .... im warning you . 

Taiba: does lujain know .... 

Rakan : know what !?

Taiba : you paid Dana money to watch her. 

Rakan looks at me with a worried expression then says 

Rakan : lujain I can explain 

Me : I already know ... I overhead your convo yesterday 

Rakan : fa chithe shakaitay fene 9a7 !?

Me : Eee and I still am 

Taiba : well u guys finish talking and ill go . 

 

rakan : enjoy your time now .... because your going to jails soon *Screaming* 

 

rakan : lujain may9eer tig3den ibro7ich al7en madam taiba ihne ..... your not safe at all . 

 

me : why do you care ? you might be unknown all along . 

 

rakan : intay shfeech ..... laish chitheee ..... i would never do such a thing to you ... its my fault trying to protect you *Screaming* 

 

me : i dont need your protection anymore ..... i hope you understand that and youll leave me alone *Screaming* 

 

i said then turned around and walked to my class . i sat down on one of my seats thinking about the fight i just had with rakan . i took out a piece of paper and i started writing this : 

 

   trust many have found

 trust no where around 

trust is what many say

 trust here i lay 

trust in my ear

 trust i cant find you my dear
 trust is hard to find 

trust are you apart of mankind 

trust im calling to you  

trust please give me a clue 

 trust i need to move on .
 trust what do i do 

 trust do i believe my boo

 trust am i right 

trust please show me the light

 trust your driving me crazy

trust your just to hazy

trust i will find you

trust i will never find anew 

trust help me out 

trust cause with this love i dont want to wipeout

 

then all of a sudden i felt a shadow infront of me . i looked up to find aziz staring at my piece of paper . 

 

aziz : 9aba7 il 5air 

 

me : 9aba7 il noor 

 

aziz : shlonech 

 

me : zaina .... inta shlonik ? 

 

aziz : tamam 

 

aziz then placed his bag on the ground and he sat down beside me and he suddenly grabbed the paper from me . he started reading the poem .... after that he said 

 

aziz : t3arfen taktiben ..... 

 

me : eee ....... 

 

aziz : inzain shrayich 3ogb hal mo7a'9ara inroo7 starbucks o itsa3dene ma3a my poem . 

 

me : ma3nde shay ... fa eee ok we can do that . 

 

the proffessor came in and the class started . and after an hour ....... we finally finished . aziz and i drove off to starbucks . we sat down outside and we started talking . 

 

aziz : awal shay .... abeech ta5then iwriga o taktbeen feeha kil il ashya2 ily it7beenha ... o kil il ashya2 ily mat7benha . 

 

me : how is this realted to writing a poem ?  

 

aziz : intay bss sim3ay kalame o kitbay ily gitlech taktben o ana ra7 asawe nafis il shay . 

 

me : Ok . 

 

 

me : ( things i like )                          ( things i hate )

 

- shalaih                                            - traffic

- switzerland                                     - college

-family                                              -screaming

-friends                                             - fighting                                                                       

-food                                                 - bitches

-fashion                                             -sluts

- iphone                                             - whores

- waffless                                           - players

- nutella                                             - smoking 

aziz then takes the paper and reads it and he then lets out a laugh . 

aziz : ya3ni na'3za ma3a wayhich 

me : *chuckls* hatha il 9ig ..... i dont like smoking . 

aziz : inzain shoofay al7een ... close your eyes

me : laish

i asked being clueless 

aziz : sim3ay kalame bss o 9ikay 3ainech 

me : ok 

i closed my eyes . 

aziz : latshoofen 

me : mo ga3da ashoof . 

aziz : al7een abeech it7i6een 9ib3ech 3ala ay mokan bl wirga .... 

i placed my finger on top of the paper without looking ofcourse . 

aziz : al7een fichay 3ainech . 

i opened my eyes to notice that i have placed my finger on the "shalaih" word . 

me : now what ? 

aziz : ra7 awadeech shalaih ..... 

me : *laughs* min9igik ..... i mean bnaider .... not switzerland . 

aziz : intay bss ta3alay o ra7  itshoofen 

me : al7een binroo7 

i asked while being surprised . 

 

aziz : eee laish mit9argi3a ... 

 

me : *laughs * mo mit9arga3a . 

 

aziz : *chuckls* yallah goomay manabe nit2a5ar ..... 3inde mo7a'9ara thanya @ 3 

 

me : inzain ... 

 

we got up rode the car and drove off to ..... wallah madreee :p . 

 

aziz takes out his cigratte and places it in his mouth . 

 

me : aziz ...... ishgilna ... 

 

aziz : shda3wa bss wa7da 

 

me : la2 mako ... 3a6ne il 9andoog 

 

aziz : inzain

 

he took out the box and he gave it to me . 

 

me : wa itha ra7 ashoofik itda5in marra thanya yawayelik 

 

aziz : *smiles*inshallah ra7 ag6a3 

 

me : inshallah . 

 

and by that we were parking infront of a huge house ............. 

me : allah ....... 

aziz : shrayich ? 

me : iyanin il mokan 

i said while getting out . 

aziz : bss ni6ray lama itdshen wa ra7 itshoof shay 5ayal . 

 

i quickly ran inside to notice the sea infront of us ..... a blue blue sea ... mo nafis ba7ar il kuwait .... it was amazing ,.... relaxing .

 

aziz : baroo7 asawee il '3ada .

 

me : la2 lata3ib nafsik ..... 

 

aziz : la ta3ab wala shay . 

 

aziz left to the kitchen leaving me alone . i started walking around the sea and i wished that i could stay here forever . i decided to listen to some music so i pushed on the "shuffle" button and the song " irresistable -onedirection" was playing . 

"Don't try to make me stay

Or ask if I'm okay

I don't have the answer

Don't make me stay the night

Or ask if I'm alright

I don't have the answer.
Heartache doesn't last forever

I'll say I'm fine

Midnight ain't no time for laughing

When you say goodbye.

It makes your lips so kissable

And your kiss unmissable

Your fingertips so touchable

And your eyes irresistible."

all of a sudden , i felt someone covering my eyes . i felt the soft hands then i turned around to find aziz . 

aziz : wain ri7tay ... ga3adt adawrech

me : bss kint ga3da amshe

aziz : il mokan 7ilw ... 9a7 ?

me : eee its amazing and beyond that .... thank you aziz 

aziz : you dont need to thank me 

aziz : shrayich nig3ad ihne ..... wa nit'3ada

me : eee ok . 

aziz : 3ayal sa3dene asheel il ashya2 wa ayeebhum

me : ok 

aziz and i started placing the plates , spoons , forks etc..... on the ground . and when the lunch was finally ready we placed it on the floor .

aziz : mara7 afich il akil ..... binl3ab li3ba 

me : wanasa ..... come on im ready . 

aziz : place this cloth around your eyes . 

me : ok 

i placed it on and aziz made sure that i couldnt look . 

aziz : al7een ea7 awaklich il 6ab5ah ily sawaitha ..... wa intay goolay shinu . 

me : ok . 

aziz : this is the first dish 

aziz places the food in my mouth 

me : mmmm .... 7ilw 

aziz : shinu hatha ?

me : machbooooos

i scream in joy . my favvvvv dishhhhh <33333 

aziz lets out a laugh then says

aziz : 9a7 

aziz : al7een bathawgich shay thany ...

me : inzain

aziz then places food in my mouth again

me : waffles with nutelllaaaaaa 

i scream . 

aziz : o fiztaaaaay il li3ba .

me : o shinu hadeeyte bala ? 

aziz : wait wait ... latfcheen i3yoonich ... ba36eech hadeetech 

me: ok 

i was excited ..... all of a sudden i feel aziz placing some kind of liquid on my face . i touch it with my hand to notice that aziz has placed nutella on my face . 

me : aziz ....... 

i scream . 

aziz :*laughs* shrayich bl hadeya 

me : awareeek 

i said then removed the cloth off my eyes . i started following him all around the beach until i finally held his abercomberie shirt . 

me : misaktik ... 

i said then stopped to catch my breath and aziz did the same too . i then took the pile of nutella in my hand and i whipped it off on aziz's face .

aziz : tabeen bosa ? 

me : *laughs* la2 waaaaai3 wa5ir 

i said while pushing him away . aziz then whips away the nutella on my back . 

me : ishsawaiiiiit yal 7aywaaaaan 

aziz : *laughs* ma kan 3inde klinex 

i quickly ran towards him and placed the nutella all over his shirt . aziz then takes off his shirt , making his packs show . i tried my best to avoid stare at them but they were irresistible . after that we went back to our place and we sat down on the floor and we countinued our lunch . 

me : eee 9a7 aziz .... inta ma kitabt shinu it7ib wa shinu mat7ib bl wiriga . 

aziz : eee 9a7 ni6ray . 

aziz opens his bag then takes out a piece of paper and a pen . i tried to peek but he kept on hiding it away . 

me : 5ala9t ?

i asked . 

aziz :ni6ray shwaya 

me : hufff inzain . 

aziz : 5ala9t 

me : warne 

aziz holds up the paper 

aziz :   ( things i like )              (things i hate )

- you                                     - not calling you mine 

my mouth opened in surprise . i kept on staring at aziz . i was speachless and shocked . i couldnt blink . my heart started to beat faster and butterflies started forming . i was starteled by what i read .

aziz : a7ibich lujain .