CHAPTER 8

after that the doctor entered the room with  huge smile on his face which was weird .

shoug : haaa dictor bashir ? feenee shay o bss chithee la2ne ma2kalt 6i7t '3ashyana  ?

doctor : la2 mafeesh moshkila wa ana 3ayiz a2oolik mabrook la2nik 7amil

whaaaaat theeeee f*ck i thought . what haveeee u doneee shoooooug !!!!!! i froze in my place i kept on staring at the happy doctor and the shocked shoug .

shoug : shinuuuu ? la2222 dictor inta '3al6an

dictor : la2 o5tee ana mish '3al6an , ana 3amalt ba3a'9 al foo7oo9at wa 6ila3 inik 7amil

 and all of a sudden , the shocked shoug starts crying . the doctor's smile turned even wider thinking that it was happy tears while the truth it is sad and guilt tears .

me : shoooooug tara ana madreee shra7 yi9eer al7eeen o ana il 9ara7a min9adma akthar minich

and all i got was silence with shoug crying that filled the whole room . 

dictor : ana al7een baroo7 3indee shi'3il  mohim wa itha 3ayza ay 7aga 2oleele .

and the doctor left the room .

shoug : lujaaain can u believe it ! i will be a mother

me : shoug lo intay bss sam3a kalamee chan ma 9ar chtihee

shoug : lujaaaain bsss 5ala9 ta3abt ! kil wa7id ib hal 7ayat lazim yirtikib '3al6a wa ana adree ina '3al6tee chayda bss hatha daris lee wa ana ta3alamt waallah ta3alamat minaaa

and she starts crying again , pooouuur shooooug !!!!! i walked up to her and i sat down on the empty side of the bed . and gave shouuug a tight hug .

unexpectedly ,  the door opened and came in a calm rakan holding a cup  . he sat down then said

rakan : haaaa shi9ar ? ya il dictor

me : haaa ...... umm madreeee

rakan forwards his self  then stares at shoug and says

rakan : shooug intay ga3da tabcheen

shoug quickly sits strait then replies

shoug : la2 bss dashat ish3ara ib 3aine

rakan : inzain 3ayal ana al7een baroo7 ashoof il dictor

me : laaaaa2 ig3ad

i almost shouted at him . rakan turned his gaze towards me and he gave me a weird look

rakan :  feeee shay lujain ?

me : laaaa2 ana gilt ina ana aroo7 bedalik a7san

rakan : la2 3adee intay gi3day wa ana aroo7

i started at shoug and she had her eyes on her hands .

me : la22 3adee irtaaa7 wa ana aroo7

rakan gives me a smile then says

rakan : shakilich im9amima itroo7en fa 5ala9 athnainatna inroo7

i swallowed hardly then said

me : ok

i gave him a slight smile and inside i was dying ! i didnt want to see  the friendly realtionship between shoug and rakan  ending . rakan and i started walking towards the doctor's office and i tried convincing him that the doctor was busy , bss rakan kan 3aneed fa he insisted that we should enter the office  e and borrow a few min from the doctor .

rakan : il salam o 3alaikum

rakan says while greeting the doctor

doctor : wa 3alaikum il salam

rakan : dictor ana yaaya as2al 3an bint 5altee ismha shoug al flani

shit shit shit shit those words kept on screaming through my mind .  and before the doctor says something i said

me :  a77777 ba6neeeee * screaming *

i started faking the pain all for the sake of shoug !

rakan : lujjjaaaainnn

rakan says in shock

and i pretend to black out on the floor . my eyes were closed the whole time and i could feel someone carrying me and placing me on a moving chair . and after that , i started hearing the disscusion between rakan  and the doctor .

rakan : inzaaaain dictor  ma giltleee shfeee shoug

dictor : shoooougg 7aaaamilll

rakan : shinnuuuuu

he screams loudly .

dictor : laish shoug ma 2alitlik inha 7amil

and before rakan says something i got up from the moving chair and said .

me : chathaaaaaaab !!! shooooug mo 7aaaamil

and then rakan and the doctor start staring at me with shock expressions on their faces .

doctor : ana ma bakthib ostatha wa itha 3ayza awareek il awraa2 fa ra7 a6li3likiyhum 

rakan gives me a death stare then says : dictor mo 2la la2na ana a9adigik wa a3arif itha a7ad chathab

me : rakan ana asfa ma kan 8a9de afalim 3alaikum

rakan gives me a disgusted look then says

rakan : il 9ara7a ana madree shlon shoug itrafij nas chithee wa ana kan 7asbaly inich a7san min chithee lujain bss 6ila3t '3al6an .

and after that , rakan stands up and he starts walking towards the room leaving me broken hearted and hurt . i followed rakan and i stood out watching shoug and rakan through the glass window .

rakan :  intaaaaay ma tist7eeen 3ala wayhiiich

shoug starts crying again loudly

shoug : raaaaaakaaan sam7neee

rakan : intaaay shinuuu ? shhal zbala , wallah inich  6i7tay min 3ainee * screaming *

rakan suddenly pulls shoug's hair then says

rakan : sim3aaaay ya shouuugg ana al7eeeen ma3arfich wa intay mat3arfeenee la2neee ma afti5ir iykoon 3indee wa7da sum3tha ra7 it9eer bl gaaa3 , wa i7sabee ma3ach ba3dain .

and rakan storms out of the room and leaves the hospital . i entered the room and i started calming shoug down .  and after an hour , i unexpectedly find shoug's parents entering the room . i was sure that rakan have told  them the shocking news . i greeted them then left the place and went back to my  grandma's house and then i greeted her .

gradma : lujaaaain bas2lich shaaay

me : shinu ?

grandma : 9ig inich bit6algeen rakan ?

i gave my grandma a surprised look then said

me : shdarach yadte

grandma : la2na fe wa7id rayal daz awrag il 6alag baitee

me : inzain wainhum ?

grandma : 3ala il 6awla

i stood up then i walked up towards the table and i took the envelope that was open . and i shockingly found unknown stamped on the envelope and i thought of how bitchyyy unknown was acting .  i opened it up to find a paper that needed my signature , i signed it then i called nasser !

me : aloo

nasser : haaa 5air shtabeen

me : tara wa8a3t il awrag

nasser : inzain shasaweelich

me : diz mandoobik 5al ya5ithum

nasser : inzain

and then he hung up

grandma : 7abeebty ta3alay gi3day yame

me : ok

i sat down beside her

grandma : intay mit2akda inich tabeen i6algeen rakan ?

me : eee mit2akda

grandma : bss laish ya3ni 7abeebty mo intaw it7boon ba3a'9

me : kina !

grandma : itha il6alag shay iyray7ich fa ana ra'9ya ham

me : eeee iyrayi7ne

grandma : 7abeebty namay 3indee ilyoom la troo7een il bait ibroo7ich

me : eee shakle barid a3eesh ihne ma3ach

grandma : eee zain, wa il 9ara7a il bait ya8mit bedoonich intay o sara

me :  *chuckls * a7biich

and i hugged my grandma tightly .

grandma : a777 lujaaain ga3da it3awreene

me : shasaweee a7bich

grandma laughs then says : 7abitich il 3afya

i walked up to my room ! ughhhh how much i missed it , its been a long time since i came here . and suddenly all the memories start running through my mind . memories about nasser , m7amad , shalaih ! how much i miss those days . i sat down on bed then i laid down and i slept because i was exahusted , i woke up the next morning around 10 , i went to the bathroom , i did my thing then i took out this outfit from my closet ( thank god it still fits me )

 i walked down and i prepared fresh waffles with nutella on top for me , while i was eating , my phone suddenly stars vibrating and i got this message

check the newspaper

- unknown

i quickly stopped eating and ran out and took the papers then went back in , i looked at the news paper to find this as the main title  "  بنات يتعرضون للاغتصاب في شاليهات مفنبق"

omgggggg ! i stood still in my place not wanting to take another move .  i countinued on reading and i found my name + family name and shoug's name + family name at the end . i sat down on the coach and i started crying .

* zzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzz *

it was a text message

arent you happy that u and your friend are the center of attention now ? you can thank me later bitch :)

- unknown