CHAPTER 7

the weekend had finally came taiba and i packed our bags and we were on our way to the shalaih , shoug told us that she will come afterwards alone , because she needed more time to pack . so taiba and i decided to meet her there . while we were on our way , my phone started vibrating and it was message

taiba will find out about the message that rakan sent you that morning ! she wont be happy about it promise

- unknown


i shifted my eyes  to taiba and she had her headphones on , she was in her own world . the feeling of guilt filled my heart . ughhhhh problems will always find a way back to me and i had to accept that . after many long min we finally reached , and then i quickly got out of the car with taiba and we headed to the reception . we took the shalaih key then we followed the map to our shalaih . as soon as we saw it we unlocked it then we entered . i needed to use the bathroom to do my thing , so i left my phone on the sofa . and then i entered the bathroom , awal ma 5ala9t , 6ila3t chan alage taiba holding it . i was surprised and shocked of what she was doing .

me : taiba

i said in shock

taiba turned her gaze towards me and u could c the worryness through her eyes .

taiba : uhgg ... i can explain

she replied . i quickly grabbed my phone from her hands and said

me : shlon gidartay itsaween chithee taiba kil 5o9o9eeyat ib my phone

taiba's eyes started to tear and i didnt know if it was the feeling of guilt or something else .

taiba : *sniff * 8a9dich your privacy with rakan

me : what the !!!? ?

taiba : that morning ana kint 7asa ina rakan sent u a message but

me : but what taiba ?

taiba : i wanted to be the one to get the message from him , i wanted him to care

me : min mita taiba ? min mita it7been rakan ??

taiba ; il 9ar7a min awal ma shiftaa bss ma giltich 3ashan matgooleen 3ane 5afeeefa

me : bss shlon tijara2tay itficheen my phone

taiba's eyes were glued on the floor she then gave me her phone . i looked at it to find this message

hello taiba , ana mit2akda inich mat3arfeene bss ana a3arfich akthar min ma tit5ayilain , wa a3arif lujain akthar minich ham , shrayich itficheen telephonha wa itshoofeen il balawy ily fee .

-unknown

i paused for a min then i read the message twice and then 3 times .

me : i cant believe you taiba , where is my taiba ? the one i know , the one who would trust her friend ?

taiba : that taiba is gone

i froze in my place and i kept on staring at taiba in shock . i couldnt believe my ears .

me : taiba you dont trust me ?

taiba looked at me and her eyes started to tear again

taiba : lil2asaf ... ee i dont anymore , starting today

and before i could say something .

taiba : ana al7een baroo7 , salmay 3ala shoug o goolelaha ina ana ta3bana fa chithe barja3

me : wait ,,, taiba mo 2la itroo7een we can discuss this problem

taiba : la2 lujaaain im so sorrry , but you have given me no choice but to lose my trust in you . mashkoora 3ala il 3azeeema , bss ana broo7 yallah bye

and she lefttt the placeeee . i sat down on the coach and i started rewinding the events in my mind. and i realized that this was the first fight that i even had with taiba . taiba was a sister to me and i never wanted to lose her . i started thinking if today was the last day i was going to c her . but then i kicked away the idea as soon as i heard someone knocking the door , i quickly stood up and i walked up to the door , i opened it to find shougg .

shoug : salam

me : heeey

i hugged herrr

shoug : waaaain taiba galatlee ayeeblaha panadol

i paused for a min then i said

me : taiba kanat shwaya ta3bana fa chithee ra7at

shoug : 9ig ? weeee 7asafaaaa

me : eeee

shoug : inzaaain 6affficcch

me : shinu

shoug : wa ana yaya bl sayara wa7id 9ifat sayarta jidamee , chan giltla iywa5ir bss ma r'9a ila itha 3a6aita ra8me  , fa ana 3a6aita ra8mich 3ashan iywa5ir

me : shinuuu

i was astonished

shoug : dont worry , if he calls dont answer

me : uffff inzaaain 3ad inshallah ma ya3alich feeene

shoug : lujaaain lets go to the beach 

me : faj2aa ?

shoug : *chuckles * ee yallah

me : amree 3ind allah

shoug and i started walking on the beach and while we were walking shoug got a phone call and this is how it went

shoug : hii

shoug : eeee wi9alt

shoug : la2 mo min9igik ,,,, ma2gdar ana ma3a refeejte

shoug : uffffff laish chithee '3a9ib ..... 5ala9 a7awil

shoug : wa ana akthar

shoug : bye

i didnt know why i got curious on knowing who that was !!!! but a7isss 7adaaa legafa

me  : ohhhhh 7abeeeb il galb

shoug blushes then says : laaa2 shako

me : 3alaina shouggg

shoug : Waaaay lujaaain bss tara ast7eee

me : shismaa

shoug : mabee agool

me : yallah goolay

shoug : inzain ... bander

me : 3eshtaaaaw

shoug : bss lujaaaain u can not tell rakan about thisss , its between u and i only

me : ofcourse i wont dont worry

i gave her a smile to assure her that everything will be alright .

shoug and i spent the rest of the day on the beach laying down on the sand and pouring out our problems to each other . i really got to know shoug more and i could really trust her now easily , but someone was missing and it was taiba , my other half </3 i miss her ;( .


* THE EVENTS STARTING HERE IN THIS CHAPTER AND THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE 100 % TRUE *
 
me : bal3oomee iy3awrnee *cough*

shoug : a7777 maskeena salamat

me : allah iysalmich

ughhhh my throat is killing meeee ! i think that i got a flue . mo wakta ;(

me : shougg yallah 5an ni93ad ta25ar il wakit

shoug : yallah ,,,, wa intay ba3ad shaklich ta3bana

me : wayid * cough *

shoug and i went back to our shalaih . we entered it then we sat down , shoug then got a call from someone .

shoug : a5aaaaf

shoug : inzaaain inzaaain yallah yaya

and she closed the line

me : minu hatha ? bandar

shoug had her eyes glued on her phone and then she said

shoug : eee

me : shyabee

shoug : umm yabee iyshoofne

me : i dont think its a good idea shoug il sa3a 11:00 al7een wa ta25ar il wakit + mako securities at this time

i said in my pale voice

shoug : bss ya3nee inshallah may9eer shay lujain and like this is our first date

me : haw 9igg ?

shoug : eeee 9ig fa chithee i really want to c him

me : bss cant u like wait till tomorrow

shoug : la22 ohwaa yabee al7een wa please lujaain keep ur phone open and itha 9ar shay ill call u

me :  ok bss la tit2a5irain

shoug : I wont

shoug left the shalaih and i started waiting for her to come . kint 3ala a39abee wa 7aaail mitwatraa and worried .

all of a sudden i got a text message from rakan

rakan : hala wallah lujaaain shlonech

me : hala feeek zaina

rakan : haa shlon il shalaih

me : wanasa

rakan : eee ba'3ait as2al 3an shoug wainha ?

i didnt reply then after several sec i replied

me : kahee yamee

rakan : inzain goolelaha itdig 3alay

me : okk i will

ambaaaaaaaaih shasaweeeee al7eeeen ya7sriteeee !!!! waaaaainech ya shoooooug , i really hated the position i was in

i quickly dialed in shoug's number and called her several times and she wouldnt pick up . so then  closed my phone to avoid getting phone calls or messages from anyone especially rakan . and i sat on my bed with many thoughts running through my mind , i was waiting for shoug to come .

* 30 min *

after 30 long min , i was sitting in bed still waiting and all of a sudden i fell asleeep because i wasent feeling good and u know that i had a flue .




i woke up the next morning around 7:00 and then i quickly looked towards the empty bed beside me .  waaaaaain shoooooug ???? i thought . i started screaming out her name through the shalaih and my voice echoed . i quickly ran down in my pyjs  and i started looking around for shoug , i searched every inch of the shalaih . my heart started to beat fasteeer and i was getting nervous . i quickly opened the door and i got out of the shalaih and i started searching for shoug . i walked around the whole movenpick shalaih until i reached the pool side , i heard a noise i started walking towards it and i was surprised to find shoug sitting on the ground crying i quickly ran towards her .

me : shooougggg 7aeeebty wain kintaaay i was searching for u in the whole shalaih

shoug lifted her head up and i could c the dried out mascara on her face , her hair was messy and she had puffed eyes . it seemed that she was crying for hours .

shoug : banderrr

and she countinues on crying

me : shfeeee

shoug : b .. bandar '3e9abnee anam ma3a

and here she bursted out crying on my shoulders i was shocked and surprised of how an A*SS bander was all i did was try to calm shoug down .

me : shouugg shloooon chitheee ,,, but  ur a good girl ma hagaitech chithee

shoug : lujaaaain pleaseee i already feel guilty , dont make it worse please im begging

and shoug had her head on my shoulders crying , we stayed in this position for about an hour .

shoug : lujaaaaain abeeech tooo3deene ina hal shay stays between us o matgoolen 7ag a7ad fahma

me : i wont dont worry bss abeech to3deene inich ithdeen bander

shoug : eeee i will wallah 3ogb ily 9ar amis ana hadayta

me :yallah pack your bag o 5al awa9lich il bait

shoug : yallah

shoug and i packed our bags then i dropped her off to her house .

* AFTER 2 WEEKS *

i was walking my way to the mo7a'9ara and as soon as i entered i saw a crowd of people . i was curious to know what was going on . i walked in between the crowd and i was shocked to find shoug unconscious on the ground . i quickly ran towards her

me : shooooooug

and i started shaking her . and then all of a sudden i saw rakan running towards us

rakan : shooooouggg

me : mo ga3da itgoom

rakan : lazim inwadeeha il mostashfa al7een

rakan then carried shoug and i followed him to the car . he placed her in then we drove off to the hospital . as soon as we reached there , the doctors came running towards us and they took shoug and they placed her in a room with a drip on her hand . she looked weak and pale , but mostly her face looked lifeless , i felt so sorry for her .

rakan : lujaaaain laish ta3batay nafsich o yetay al7eeen ra7 i6oofich mo7a'9ara

me : waaay 3adeee shoug aham

rakan smiles then says 

rakan : shoug wayid ma7'9oo'9a la2na 3indaha refeeja 3ajeeba

i chuckled then said

me : mashkoor

rakan : walaw hatha il 9ig ... ee 9a7 tirayagtay ?

me : eee

rakan : tabeen ayeeblich shay min il cafeteria ta7at

me : la2 maskoor

rakan : 3ayal 5ala9 ana ra7 anzil shwaya ayeeble gahwa it3adil mazajee wa ra7 arja3

me : ok tyt

rakan left the room and i sat down on my phone scrolling through the tweets . all of a sudden i heard shoug say my name out , i quickly turned my gaze towards her .

me : wa a5eeran gimtay ... salamat shoug ... shlonech al7een

shoug : ala iysalmich ,,, ana zaina  bss lujain ana wainee

me : bl mostashfa 

shoug : shlon yeet ihnee , tawnee kint bl mo7a'9ara

me : u fainted chan rakan iyeebich ihnee

and after that the doctor entered the room with  huge smile on his face which was weird .

shoug : haaa dictor bashir ? feenee shay o bss chithee la2ne ma2kalt 6i7t '3ashyana  ?

doctor : la2 mafeesh moshkila wa ana 3ayiz a2oolik mabrook la2nik 7amil