Thursday, November 22, 2012

CHAPTER 3

 
all of a sudden my phone started vibrating and i found a strange number calling , i decided to answer it and find out who 
 
me : alooo 

... : alooo lujain 

me : eee minu ? 

the voice was familiar to me 

... : * chuckles * ma 3araftene ? 

me : la2 minu

i replied in confusion 

... : ana rakan  

if u dont remember rakan , well he is the one who taiba il thoola bumped that day with her car! 

me : ohhh hiiii 

rakan : shlonich sh5abrich ? minziman 3anich 

me : eee ana il7imdillah zaina . inta shlonik 

rakan : wallah mashe 7ale 

rakan : lujain ?

my heart started to beat faster . i got worried 

me : hala 

rakan : wainech 3ana il jam3a 

me : * sighs * wallah kint mash'3oola ma3a ........ 

and i paused for a min . i couldnt bare calling his name out because it really hurts 
 
rakan : minu 
 
me : nasser 
 
rakan : eee 9a7 ... salmay 3alay wayid , '9arooory ! 
 
me : eee inshallah yo9al 
 
as u can c , rakan and nasser are friends , but i dont know whether if they were very close . nasser invited him in our wedding ! so i guess their close 
 
rakan : inzain mita nawya itrdeen college 
 
me : wallah madre rakan , inshallah next week 
 
rakan : la2 lujain ta3aly bachir 3ashan u catch up on what u missed . tara jad il dicatra ga3deen iy7nooon fog rase kil yoom yis2loone 3anich 
 
me : weeeee maskeeen 
 
rakan : la2 3adeee bss bachir bityeeen 9a7 
 
me : eeee 5ala9 inshallah 
 
rakan : wa wain hathe taiba refejtich matsoolif aw ay shay 

 me : la wallah ? im'3ayir ra8mik wa itgool taiba matsolif 

rakan : sam7ene ana 7ail im9a6il ilyoom 

me : la2 3ade imsam7tik 

rakan : inzain 3a6ene ra8mha 
 
me : ok 99******
 
rakan : 5ala9 mashkoora wayid 
 
me : il 3afo 
 
rakan : yallah lazim aroo7 al7een 9a7bee ga3id iynadene 
 
 me : ok bye 
 
and i hung up . that phone call kinda cheered me up a bit , but then all of a sudden taiba started calling . i quickly pressed answer 

taiba : hiiiiiiiiiii lujaaaaaain mash'3oola 
 
me : la2 *sigh* 
 
taiba : lujain ambaaaih u wont believe it , fe ra8am '3areeb ga3id iysoolif ma3ay ! shakla wa7id rayal 
 
me : ya thakeya hatha rakan 
 
taiba : 9ig ? rakan '3ayar ra8ma 
 
me : ee 
 
taiba : ohhhhh 
 
me : taiba 
 
taiba : na3am ? 
 
me : ta3aly 3indeee bagoolich shay '9aroory 
 
taiba : inzain kane yaya 
 
me : yallah waiting 
 
taiba : waaaait dont hung up 
 
me : haw laish ? 
 
taiba : abeeee aroo7 mokan 
 
me : fe a7ad maskich roo7ay 
 
taiba : ya mama fihmay abeech ityeeen ma3ay 
 
me : taiba wallah maly 5lg o nafseeyte ta3bana
 
taiba : please lujain ishwaya o nirja3 
 
me : uffff inzain bss wallah itha ra7 i6awleen ill take ur car o ra7 arja3 il bait o intay ra7 tirj3een il bait mashe 
 
taiba : inzain i promise mara7 in6awil , bss intay libsay al7een wa ana yaya 
 
me : ok bye 
 
and i hung up . i stood up then i went up to my closet . i opened it to pick an outfit . while i was searching for it , one outfit caught my eye and it was the outfit of my wedding 
 
*FLASHBACK* 
 
kint ga3da ib dar wa wa7da marra kanat ga3da it76lee make up . i was already in my dress . and i had everything on . 
 
lady : yeeyee inte kteeer jameela *syrain accent * 
 
me : * laughs* mashkoora 
 
lady : zoojaik kteeer ma7'9oo'9 
 
me : eeee *smiling * 
 
lady : ka 5la9na  
 
me : mashkoora wayid ma ga9artay 
 
lady : il 3afo 7abebty 
 
and she left the room leaving me alone with my happy thoughts . as i was staring at myself in the mirror and thinking of ' wow , i never thought that this day would come this fast ' . suddenly i spotted the door handle moving down then nasser came in . i blushed with shyness . 
 
nasser : ya ya ya 
 
me : * blushes more * shrayik 
 
nasser : wallah il 9ara7a intay a7la min the girl of my dreams
 
me : '3a9ban 3alaik 
 
nasser * laughs * laaaa 
 
me :eeeee 
 
nasser pulls out his hand and then holds my hand . both of our hands fit perfectly and its like it was meant to be . 
 
nasser : yallah 5anroo7 , kil man ga3id yan6irna 
 
me : la2 wait laish ma nig3ad ishwaya ihne 
 
nasser: la2 7abebty 5anroo7 nig3ad wa 5aleehum iy9awroona 3ashan ma nit2a5ar 3ala il 6ayara 
 
me : eee 9a7 nesait 3anha 
 
nasser : lujain ? 
 
me : na3am nasser 
 
nasser : a7bich 
 
me : wa ana ba3ad 
 
my eyes were glued on the floor . i couldnt look at nasser's beautiful eyes that i would get lost into everytime . all of a sudden , nasser placed his hand on my chin then he lifted up . 
 
nasser : ya 7alat hal wayih 
 
me : *chuckles * bss nasser tara ast7ee 
 
nasser : la tist7eeen 7abebty , lazim tit3awidain 3ala hal kalam il 7ilw . 
 
me : inshallah ill try 
 
nasser : wa inshallah ilyoom ra7 akoon zojich 
 
me : eee inshallah
 
nasser : 3ad it9adgeen lujain 
 
me : shinu 
 
nasser : i7na mara7 in9eer nafis o5ooy o morta 9a7 
 
me : shi9ar feehum ? 
 
nasser : bss ig3adaw 4 months  mitzawjeen chan yi6aligoon 
 
me : la2 inshallah i7na mo chithe 
 
nasser : eee inshallah la2na ana adree inich mara7 it5alene 
 
me : eeee akeed wa inta mara7 it5alene 9a7 
 
nasser : shhal 7achy lujain .... akeed ma5aleeech ! intay malteee lil 2abad 
 
me : mako forever , everything has an end 
 
nasser : la2 embala fe forever 
 
me: * laughs * everyone dies in this world 
 
nasser : eee bss ill die before u 
 
me : laaaaa2 smila 3alaik latgool chithe 
 
i replied in shock 
 
nasser : thats the truth ,,,, if u live to be 100 , i want to live to be 100 minus one day so i would never have to live a day without u . 

me : la2 that wont happen because u are my soul and if u die that means i die too so at the end both of us will die in the same day . 

nasser : as long as ur with me , then am i ok with anything . 

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and the tears stream down my face , knowing that i lost something that i wont be able to replace . 
 
my phone started vibrating ,,, and taiba was calling . i couldnt control calming my self down so i just took my phone and i threw it on the wall  . after 10 min of crying , i heard the door open and then i heard footsteps coming up my room . then all of a sudden the door opens and taiba takes a peek then says 
 
taiba : lujain 
 
me : * sniff * haaa 
 
taiba : shi9aaaar lujaaaaaain 
 
she walked up to me then she sat down beside me . 
 
me : nasser yabe yi6alagneee 
 
taiba : ambaaaaaaaih 9ig ? 
 
me : eeee taiba 9ig *snif * 
 
taiba : did u get the chance to talk about ur realtionship aw ay shay 
 
me : i called him and its offical 
 
taiba : whats offical 
 
me : nasser is marrying my cousin fatima 
 
taiba : waaaait ? fatima hathe ma '3airha 
 
me : eeee 
 
taiba : hathe  fatima yeeenay ya lujain wallah tara jad shes a psycho ! like seriously she tried killing me and u 
 
me : well if she wants to kill me let her do that , there is nothing left for me here . 
 
taiba : what the ..... lujain are u hearing urself 
 
me : yes taiba 5ala9 i had enough she won the game she took nasser the only thing i thought that would be mine forever *screaming * 
 
taiba : no lujain the game isnt over ! im ready for it and u should be too ! we need to fight her and every person out there 
 
me : whats the use .... 
 
taiba : u can win nasser back 
 
me : ya right  ! yallah ill change now 
 
taiba : itha tabeen tara nigdar nig3ad mo 2la we go 
 
me : la2 5ala9 i dont want to stay here another minute because all the memories are locked up here and i cant escape them . its better if i go out and forget them 

taiba : thats my lujain 
 
she smiled and side hugged me . 
 
me : * slight smile * 
 
i quickly got out an outfit and i avoided looking at the wedding dress .  then i went to the bathroom to change into this 



awal ma 6ila3t min il 7amam 6aiba ga3da i6al3nee wa min9adma . 

taiba : jad ..... im so jelous ! u look so pretty 

me : eeee rag3ay ba3ad 

taiba : tara wallah min9igy ! u look so hot 

me : *smile* thank u 

taiba : bss something is missing 

me : shinu 

taiba : make up 

me : waaay maly 5lg a7i6 

taiba : i7mm .... ana 6ofa jidamich 

me : inzain yallah 7i6ele 

i sat down and taiba started applying blusher , lipstick etc........ and she finally said 
 
taiba : doneeee . 
 
me : wa a5eeran 
 
taiba : inzain wain tabeen inroo7 
 
me : madree kaifech 
 
i was on my phone reading the tweets and 1 tweet caught my eye .
 
@nasser_abass : omw to pinkberry jabriya with @fatima_x
 
this is perfect i thought . i wanted to face both of them . 
 
me : inzain 5anroo7 pinkberry 
 
taiba : ay wa7id 
 
me : jabriya 
 
taiba : yallah 
 
taiba and i walked to her car then taiba drove off to pinkberry . after 10 min we finally reached there , taiba was parking her car . so i decided to go in and order for both of . then all of a sudden i heard familiar voices i turned to my right to find nasser and fatima sitting together all cuddly with their friends .  i looked at nasser then i thought 
   My heart sing a love song, pound 100 times faster and longing for yours my stomach feeling strange, because of the 1000 damn butterflies in it my lips smile, every time when I think of you my mind saying your name over and over again;my hand waiting for yours to hold it; my arms wanting to hug you my shoulders wanting your arms around it; Me wanting your sweater when it’s cold; i still love you….Damn, I wish you were still mine… <3




















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tune in for chapter 4 later today ;***** ! FEEEEDBAAACKS ??????????????????????
 

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