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m7amed : a7ibich
i read the message more than once . tears started falling again . i felt guilty for leaving him that way , without saying goodbye but maybe it is best that way , maybe we will meet again someday right ?
i started typing those 4 words that would change m7amed's life
me : i love you too
and after a few seconds m7maed was calling . i didn't hesitate to answer .
m7amed : lujain ana agdar ashoof 9a7 ?
me : *chuckles* ee
m7amed : ya3ni intay ily dazaiteleya tawa 9a7 7agy ana ?
me : eee 7agick
m7amed : intay lo tadreen ana ishkithir mistanis , bss abe arja3 il she8a 3ashan ashoofich wa almich
me : *crying* ................................
m7amed : alooooo lujaaaaain
he said thinking that i couldnt hear him . i stayed there sobbing quietly . m7amed kept on repeating my name over the phone . then he closed the line .
i couldnt hold it any longer , i cant take it anymore with all the memories locked up here . from this day i found out the true meaning of getting heart broken . i found out that leaving a special person in life can never be easy . i found out that love is true . i found out that my world is m7amed . yes i said it . m7amed is my world and beyond that . i already miss him right now , his voice , his face , his everything . i misss him so much that i couldnt stop crying by time to time when the fact that ill be leaving comes up to my mind .
i know that leaving m7amed can be unfair , he dosent deserve this pain . he really dosent . all i want from him is forgiveness , thats all . i want him to forgive me for what iam about to do now . and if he does then ill be the happiest girl alive .
i folded the paper that i wrote for m7amed then i left it on the table , then i went back to my apartment . i laid my head that was filled with the thoughts of m7amed and everything about him on the pillow.
me : m7ameeeed gariiib bagoolik shay
m7amed leans closer to me and i kiss his cheek leaving a mark of my lipstick on it .
m7amed : a77777 im dead * pretends to fall on my lap *
me : * laughs *
i started playing with his hair . m7amed stayed in his position for 2 min not moving at all .
me : m7amed
i said while pushing him
m7amed : ...............
me : m7amed tara if its a joke ill kill u
m7amed : ...................
me : m7amed pleaseeee
i said begging him to wake up so i could stop worrying . my heart's rate was faster than ever . i started breathing heavily .
... : lat 7awleeeen itgoomeena ..... m7amed maaaaat wa il sabab intaaay
me : * sobbing * laaaaa2 donttt lieeee m7amed isnt dead
..... : * laughs * itg9een 3ala minu ? 3alay wala 3ala nafisch .... 5aaala9 maaaat
me : * sobbing * why did u do this to him ??
....... : ur the only one to blame
me : who aree uuu ?
......... : im unknown
and the person removes the mask away , it wassss
* alarm rings *
me : bismillah il ra7man il ra7eem
i said while whipping about the tears from my face . what a horrible dream that wasss . i went to the bathroom , i did my thing then i wore this
i started taking my bags down the stairs , i stood beside the taxi cab watching the taxi guy place the bags in the car . as i walked towards the door of the car , i turned around to find saleh's car parked there and he was staring at me with a surprised expression on his face . i did the same . saleh then quickly got out of the car , he then started approching me .
9ale7 : il salam 3alaikum
me : wa 3alaikum il salam
9ale7 : wain ray7a ?
me : il ma6ar
9ale7 : ib tirj3een il kuwait ?
me : umm .... eee
9ale7 : m7amed yadre 9a7 ?
me : ha ..... umm
words didnt find their way out of my mouth . i stood there staring at the floor .
9ale7 : ohwa ma yadre 9a7
he said and i looked at him to find him staring at me in a disgusted look . i didnt blame him . i deserved what i was getting . i was ashamed of my presence there .
me : la2 ma yadre
i barely said .
9ale7 : ya3ni bit5aleen m7amed wa tijr3een il kuwait ib hal soohola lujain ? * smirks * madre shlon m7amed 7ab bint mithlich ..... . he gave u a second chance and i guess u didnt deserve it . what a waste . ma hagaitech chithee .
his words went into me like knives . my heart was crying and the tears froze on the edge of my eyes .
me : ana a7ib m7amed
9ale7 : wa lil 2asaf m7amed iy7ibich wayid ... wa intay imga9ra ib 7aga
me : adree 9ale7 .... u dont have to make it worst ... atleast do me a favor and dont tell m7amed about me leaving . let him find out on his own
9ale7 : i wont tell him because that is the best thing for him and he just finished his operation .... he has enough of pain for himself .
me : so i guess this is good bye
9ale7 : good bye ... it will be better if u stay away from m7amed . because i dont think he will forgive u this time
me : 9ale7 i love him ..... why cant u understand
9ale7 : if u love a person u wont let him go
me : but
and as i wanted to continue my sentence the taxi guy said
taxi guy : when are u planning on entering the car ? i have other costumers u know .
me : yes sorry
me : 9ale7 please take care of m7amed for me . it isnt too much to ask
9ale7 : latwa9een ... have a nice flight
he replied then he entered his car and drove off . the taxi guy drove me to the airport for about an 1 hour . as soon as i reached there i took my bags then i waited in the departure area my plane leaves after 10 min .
i started texting taiba
me : taiba im going to board now ... please pick me up @ 5:00
taiba : heeeeeeey :** !!!! sureee , ra7 iyeeb il zaga shoug ma3ay
me : eeee ok , so ill c u guys then
speakers : please passengers board to plane 547 that will be taking off to kuwait city in a few min . thank u
so i guess this is goodbye to switzerland , the memories , m7amed . i ll miss u and may allah guard u day and i night <3
i closed my phone then i took off to kuwait
* AFTER 7 HOURS *
the plane finally touched down in k-town . i got out then i collected my bags and i headed to the arrivals sections . as i was making my way down there , i heard someone call my name out . a huge smile formed on my face , i turned around to find the one and only nasser . my smile disappeared by his sight.
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m7amed : a7ibich
i read the message more than once . tears started falling again . i felt guilty for leaving him that way , without saying goodbye but maybe it is best that way , maybe we will meet again someday right ?
i started typing those 4 words that would change m7amed's life
me : i love you too
and after a few seconds m7maed was calling . i didn't hesitate to answer .
m7amed : lujain ana agdar ashoof 9a7 ?
me : *chuckles* ee
m7amed : ya3ni intay ily dazaiteleya tawa 9a7 7agy ana ?
me : eee 7agick
m7amed : intay lo tadreen ana ishkithir mistanis , bss abe arja3 il she8a 3ashan ashoofich wa almich
me : *crying* ................................
m7amed : alooooo lujaaaaain
he said thinking that i couldnt hear him . i stayed there sobbing quietly . m7amed kept on repeating my name over the phone . then he closed the line .
i couldnt hold it any longer , i cant take it anymore with all the memories locked up here . from this day i found out the true meaning of getting heart broken . i found out that leaving a special person in life can never be easy . i found out that love is true . i found out that my world is m7amed . yes i said it . m7amed is my world and beyond that . i already miss him right now , his voice , his face , his everything . i misss him so much that i couldnt stop crying by time to time when the fact that ill be leaving comes up to my mind .
i know that leaving m7amed can be unfair , he dosent deserve this pain . he really dosent . all i want from him is forgiveness , thats all . i want him to forgive me for what iam about to do now . and if he does then ill be the happiest girl alive .
i folded the paper that i wrote for m7amed then i left it on the table , then i went back to my apartment . i laid my head that was filled with the thoughts of m7amed and everything about him on the pillow.
me : m7ameeeed gariiib bagoolik shay
m7amed leans closer to me and i kiss his cheek leaving a mark of my lipstick on it .
m7amed : a77777 im dead * pretends to fall on my lap *
me : * laughs *
i started playing with his hair . m7amed stayed in his position for 2 min not moving at all .
me : m7amed
i said while pushing him
m7amed : ...............
me : m7amed tara if its a joke ill kill u
m7amed : ...................
me : m7amed pleaseeee
i said begging him to wake up so i could stop worrying . my heart's rate was faster than ever . i started breathing heavily .
... : lat 7awleeeen itgoomeena ..... m7amed maaaaat wa il sabab intaaay
me : * sobbing * laaaaa2 donttt lieeee m7amed isnt dead
..... : * laughs * itg9een 3ala minu ? 3alay wala 3ala nafisch .... 5aaala9 maaaat
me : * sobbing * why did u do this to him ??
....... : ur the only one to blame
me : who aree uuu ?
......... : im unknown
and the person removes the mask away , it wassss
* alarm rings *
me : bismillah il ra7man il ra7eem
i said while whipping about the tears from my face . what a horrible dream that wasss . i went to the bathroom , i did my thing then i wore this
i started taking my bags down the stairs , i stood beside the taxi cab watching the taxi guy place the bags in the car . as i walked towards the door of the car , i turned around to find saleh's car parked there and he was staring at me with a surprised expression on his face . i did the same . saleh then quickly got out of the car , he then started approching me .
9ale7 : il salam 3alaikum
me : wa 3alaikum il salam
9ale7 : wain ray7a ?
me : il ma6ar
9ale7 : ib tirj3een il kuwait ?
me : umm .... eee
9ale7 : m7amed yadre 9a7 ?
me : ha ..... umm
words didnt find their way out of my mouth . i stood there staring at the floor .
9ale7 : ohwa ma yadre 9a7
he said and i looked at him to find him staring at me in a disgusted look . i didnt blame him . i deserved what i was getting . i was ashamed of my presence there .
me : la2 ma yadre
i barely said .
9ale7 : ya3ni bit5aleen m7amed wa tijr3een il kuwait ib hal soohola lujain ? * smirks * madre shlon m7amed 7ab bint mithlich ..... . he gave u a second chance and i guess u didnt deserve it . what a waste . ma hagaitech chithee .
his words went into me like knives . my heart was crying and the tears froze on the edge of my eyes .
me : ana a7ib m7amed
9ale7 : wa lil 2asaf m7amed iy7ibich wayid ... wa intay imga9ra ib 7aga
me : adree 9ale7 .... u dont have to make it worst ... atleast do me a favor and dont tell m7amed about me leaving . let him find out on his own
9ale7 : i wont tell him because that is the best thing for him and he just finished his operation .... he has enough of pain for himself .
me : so i guess this is good bye
9ale7 : good bye ... it will be better if u stay away from m7amed . because i dont think he will forgive u this time
me : 9ale7 i love him ..... why cant u understand
9ale7 : if u love a person u wont let him go
me : but
and as i wanted to continue my sentence the taxi guy said
taxi guy : when are u planning on entering the car ? i have other costumers u know .
me : yes sorry
me : 9ale7 please take care of m7amed for me . it isnt too much to ask
9ale7 : latwa9een ... have a nice flight
he replied then he entered his car and drove off . the taxi guy drove me to the airport for about an 1 hour . as soon as i reached there i took my bags then i waited in the departure area my plane leaves after 10 min .
i started texting taiba
me : taiba im going to board now ... please pick me up @ 5:00
taiba : heeeeeeey :** !!!! sureee , ra7 iyeeb il zaga shoug ma3ay
me : eeee ok , so ill c u guys then
speakers : please passengers board to plane 547 that will be taking off to kuwait city in a few min . thank u
so i guess this is goodbye to switzerland , the memories , m7amed . i ll miss u and may allah guard u day and i night <3
i closed my phone then i took off to kuwait
* AFTER 7 HOURS *
the plane finally touched down in k-town . i got out then i collected my bags and i headed to the arrivals sections . as i was making my way down there , i heard someone call my name out . a huge smile formed on my face , i turned around to find the one and only nasser . my smile disappeared by his sight.
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