CHAPTER 9

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it was a text message

arent you happy that u and your friend are the center of attention now ? you can thank me later bitch :)

- unknown 

screwww unknowwwn !!!!! and mostlyyy screwww my lifeee ! at this moment , the only thought that was running through my mind was dying !! it would be better and at least ill get to meet my mother in heaven so i would sit with her and tell her about unknown and how i wanted it to stop playing with me . i suddenly heard footsteps getting closer and closer . i turned to my right to find my grandma . she had a smile that was plastered on her face and her smile lighted up the place . but as soon as she saw my face her smile disappeared  .


grandma : 7abeeebty , lujaaaain shfeeech !?

me : wala shay

and i started crying again .

my grandma came and she sat beside me . then she started playing with my hair .

grandma : minu imza3lich ?

me : wala a7ad

i spotted my grandma staring at the newspaper so then i quickly took threw it away .

grandma : laish ga6aytay il jareeda , 7araam fe isim allah

me : yadtee itha it7beene la tigrain il jareeda

grandma : la2 bagraha

and my grandma stood up and she picked up the newspaper which made my heart beat faster and i felt butterflies in my tummy .

i saw grandma's face expressions change while she was reading the paper she kept on getting madder and madder .

grandma : lujaaaaaain

she almost screamed at me

me :  yadteee wallah chathabeen ! ana ma9ar fene shay , refejtee bss 9ar feeha .

my grandma fell down on the ground and she started crying . i didnt know how to calm her down so i called sara my sister to come and help me and she agreed directly . after several min , sara finally showed and she entered the house and all i can c was worryness in her eyes .

sara : yadteeee

 she ran towards her , then she sat down beside her

grandma : shiftaaay i5tich shimsawya

sara : shinu

she said while looking at me . my grandma showed her the paper which made sara get surprised .

sara : lujaaaaaain intaaaay thooola 7aywana feee shay ib mo5ich

me : bssss 5ala9999 ta3abt wa ana agoool ina ma 9ar feeene shay !! if u want to believe this bull shit , then u will lose meee

sara : heeeeeeey intaaaaay * screaming * shinu lose me o hal kalam .

me : 7asbalich ana mo gadha

sara : yadteee shfeee lujain 9ayra 8aleelat adab ma kanat chithee

yadtee : wallah madreee shfeeha ta'3ayirat

and she starts crying again

yadtee : lujaaaain ana mo mga9ra ma3ach bss lil2asaf ma rabaitech zain

then she continues on crying . the words that i heard from my grandma just now went like knives into me . my heart got shattered into many pieces .

sara : 9iggg fashalteeena lujaaaain al7eeen shb9eer feene o feeech o fee i3yal 3amich , som3atna ra7 it9eer bl ar'9 !!! 7isbee allah wa na3am il wakeel .

i felt unwanted at all ! i had no where to go ! they were the only family i had and that i trusted but it seems that after today , trusting them wont be easy like before . and it seems that i lost them too !

i went out of the house and i had sara and my grandma calling me . i didnt want to ignore them , but i needed some time alone .

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i received 2 text messages i opened the first one from sara

wallah lujaaaain mara7 asam7ich 3ala ily sawaitee ib yadteee ilyoom , i7sabee ma3ach ba3dain .

i deleted the message then i opened the second message frommmmmmmm ( u knowww whooo )

im so sorry for u lujaaaain , u donttt have a family now , its soo sad , isnt it ? are u really tired from my games ? well im so sorry to tell u that my games arent over + u will get a surprise waiting for u when u get back home

- unknown

i took my phone , then i threw it on the side  . i started driving with constant speeed . and my speed start passing the 100 . and now im over speeeding . i felttt fearless !!! and all of a sudden i heard the police's surn . it kept on getting nearer , until the police said threw his microphone

police : wigfaay il sayara .

i followed the police's command and i stopped on the side . the police came towards me and he gaveee me a mo5alafa for over speeding . and he gave me some advice .

and after that ended , i decided to drive back home because i was curious of what unknown was having forrr meeee .

i finally reached there after the long traffic , i parked my car then i entered the house .

sara : waaa a5eeran sharaftaay

sara : ta3alay gi3daaay bagoolich shay

me : mabeee ag3ad , goolelee il shay o ana wagfa

sara : ana o yadtee 8ararna insafrich switzerland o ra7 itkamleen dirastich ihnak

me : i disapprove

sara : la2 u haveee to approveeee o hatha a7san lee o a7san lichh

me : mara7 asafir , end of convo

sara : wa itha giltlich itha mara7 itsafreeen intay ma6rooda min il baiitttt !!!!