as i was about to walk out of the room , i felt m7amed's hot hand wrap around my arm .
m7amed : lujaaain
he said in his weak voice . i turned around to face him . he had both of his beautiful eyes open . and he had placed his other hand on his stomach .
me : na3am
m7amed : ana 7ade ta3ban
he said and my heart got broken . i felt pity and sad for him .
me : al7een badig 3ala saleh 3ashan na5thik il mostashfa
m7amed : la2 mo 2la
me : m7amed min9ijik ,,, ur so tired and i could c it through your eyes . maly shi'3il im calling saleh and i wont be getting no for an answer .
m7amed : intay wayid 3aneeda tadreen
he said and as soon as he chuckled he started coughing .
i scrolled through my contacts and pressed on the name ' saleh ' then call .
saleh : aloo
me : saleh ibser3a ta3al shi8at m7amed he is very sick , we need to take him to the doctor .
saleh : yallah ana yaya masafat 6reej o o9alikum .
me : ok we are waiting bye
i said then i hung up . i sat down on the chair next to m7amed's bed .
m7amed : min waylich ra8ma
he said while looking straightly at me .
me : lama kina binsawelik surprise i took his number
m7amed : ra7 tims7eena al7een fahma
me : ur really sick and u find this more important than ur health ?
m7amed : eeee
me : la2 its not imp ur health is more imp.
m7amed : it5afeen 3alay lujain ?
he said out of the blue . i paused and i kept on staring at him . silence filled the place and our eyes were the only things moving .
me : ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and all of a sudden , the door opened and saleh came in . thank god , perfect time and i didnt have to answer the question and face the awkwardness .
saleh : a7777 m7amed shaklik film
he said while laughing .
m7amed : chub o yallah sa3dne
saleh : inzain
m7amed stood up slowly then saleh helped him walk to the bathroom . we waited until m7amed came out from the bathroom. he came out wearing his hollister hoodie jacket with free city pants . he then grabbed his rayban shades and he placed them on . the only thing i did was ataaaanii7 3alay because he looked so freakin hoot with his messy hair . bamoooooooot min il jaaamaaaal ya nassss ! 3athaaaaaaab .
saleh : mishaina
he said and i came back to reality . saleh helped m7amed enter the car then all of us drove off to the hospital . they took m7amed into x rays then they transferred him into a room . after that , the doctor came in with the results .
doctor : so m7amed seems to have a worm in his stomatch because of something he ate which then leads us to an operation .
saleh : olaa kil hatha bss 3ashan shay makla .. yal 7aywan inta shimakil 3ashan iy9eer chithe
m7amed : shadrane ,,,, kalait pizza bl 7afla ba3dain gabil ma anam sharabt 7aleeb
saleh : chayakt mita taree5 il intiha2 mal il 7aleeb ?
ma7amed : la2 ... laish ya3ni lazim achayik ?
saleh : inta mo mal tig3ad ibroo7ik bl she8a ... lujaaain tokfain rij3ay 3eeshay ma3a lay 9eer fe shay .
i chuckled . their the funniest friends i have ever seen jad allah iy5aleehum 7ag ba3a'9 .
doctor : so , are u ready for the operation ?
ma7med : is it nessecary
he said and i could feel that he didnt want to do it .
doctor : yes because if that worm stays there more it will grow bigger and bigger and unfortunately ull end up dying .
m7amed : i have no choice , so ya im ready .
he said and i sudden feeling of wryness filled me . i wanted m7amed to be safe and mostly i wanted the operation to be successful . a tear suddenly escaped my eyes .
i couldnt even look at m7amed my eyes were glued on the floor and the tears just kept on falling .
doctor : ok then , i will call the nurses for u so they can take u to the operation room .
m7amed : ok
the doctor left and the silence filled the whole place , my tears wouldnt stop falling . i hope m7amed dosent notice that .
m7amed : lujain
he said and i couldnt look at him because i know that ill burst out crying if i do .
me : na3am
i said in my shaky voice .
m7amed : intay ga3da tabcheen
me : la2
i said trying my best to convince him .
m7amed : 3ayal 6al3ene
i didnt want to , i couldnt . so i kept on staring at the floor .
saleh : ana baroo7 il 7amam
he said and he left both of us in the room alone .
all of a sudden m7amed stood up and he started approaching me slowly . he then sat down infront of and he placed his hand on my chin , then he gently moved it up .
as soon as he saw the tears falling he started whipping them away by his thumb softly .
i couldn't hold it anymore so i threw myself in m7amed's arms and i started crying like a baby .
m7amed : lujaaain shfeeeech ga3da tabcheen chithe
he said while playing with my hair .
me : kila minik *sniff*
m7amed : 3ashan ily 9ar bl 7afla amis ?
me : la2 * sniff *
m7amed : 3ayal laish ?
me : the operation
i said and i knew that ill regret saying it later .
m7amed : ya3ni intay it5afeen 3alay lujain ?
he said softly and i knew that he was waiting for my answer
me : ee
the door surprisingly opened and the nurses came in .
nurse : m7amed please can u lay down on ur bed so we can push u to the operation room
m7amed : ok
and before m7amed stood up he kissed my forehead and said
m7amed : mara7 a6awil inshallah , bss abeech to3dene ina u wont cry
me : i wont
i replied while smiling . m7amed laid down on his bed , then the nurses pushed him out of the room . saleh entered the room and we sat down waiting until m7amed will finish from his operation . i took out my phone and i found a message from taiba that said :
taiba : lujain u need to be in kuwait within tomorrow ma boga '3air 1 week for the wedding and we need to make sure we have everything for our plan .
i texted her back
me : ok then , ill have to make up an excuse for going to kuwait . ill pack my bags , but can u book me a ticket ?
within a few seconds i got a reply from her
taiba : sure , ill book u a ticket that leaves tomorrow @ 9
me : ok but taiba cant i stay longer in switzerland ?
taiba : no lujain .... u cant back down now we need to make our plan work
me : ufffff ....ok then book me that ticket and ill be ready by then .
taiba : done :)
and the chat ended .
* AFTER TWO HOURS *
m7amed still didnt come back from his operation and i started to get sleepy , so i decided to take a nap .
" lujain " lujain goomay " a familiar voice said . i opened my eyes to find saleh .
saleh : yallah lujain rij3ay il bait o ana ra7 ag3ad ma3a m7amed
me : bss ...
saleh : mako bss o hal kalam yallah rij3ay il bait la2na today was a long day for u .
me : ufff inzain bss ya3ni ma 5ala9 min il 3amaleeya ?
saleh : la2
i needed to c m7amed before going back to the apartment , i needed to because im leaving back to kuwait and i didnt want to leave without saying goodbye .
me : saleh im not going until m7amed comes back from his operation
saleh : uffff 3ala rasich il yabis ... ya3ni bachir ra7 itshoofena
me : .............
me : 5ala9 ok ra7 aroo7
i got out of the hospital then i took a taxi back to the apartment , i started packing my bags . and as soon as i finished , i went to m7amed's apartment . i took a piece of paper and i wrote this :
dear m7amed , first i want to thank you for all things u did to me . without u idk what i could have done . remember when i bumped into u in 360 ? becuase i still remmeber that and do u also remember when i found out that u are my cousin in the shalaih . good times . u might be wondering why i am writing this message its not to say hello but to say good bye . i dont know how time passed by so fast maybe because i keep on getting attached to u . and i dont think its a good idea to get attached more because i know that its going to be hard to leave u . and its already hard now . remember when u asked me if i cared about u today ? well that answer is yes . m7amed i care about u and i want u to know that . and i also want to say that i'm so sorry about my attitude last night i know that it was ur birthday and i shouldnt have done that , i never got the chance to apologize so iam doing it now . i hope u forgive me . i never thought that we will meet again but im thankful for coming here because i met u and as they say life moves on without me . i hope you liked my gift ! and i will never forget the memories we had here . good bye m7amed and stay safe
- lujain <3 ;(
* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *
m7amed : a7ibich
m7amed : lujaaain
he said in his weak voice . i turned around to face him . he had both of his beautiful eyes open . and he had placed his other hand on his stomach .
me : na3am
m7amed : ana 7ade ta3ban
he said and my heart got broken . i felt pity and sad for him .
me : al7een badig 3ala saleh 3ashan na5thik il mostashfa
m7amed : la2 mo 2la
me : m7amed min9ijik ,,, ur so tired and i could c it through your eyes . maly shi'3il im calling saleh and i wont be getting no for an answer .
m7amed : intay wayid 3aneeda tadreen
he said and as soon as he chuckled he started coughing .
i scrolled through my contacts and pressed on the name ' saleh ' then call .
saleh : aloo
me : saleh ibser3a ta3al shi8at m7amed he is very sick , we need to take him to the doctor .
saleh : yallah ana yaya masafat 6reej o o9alikum .
me : ok we are waiting bye
i said then i hung up . i sat down on the chair next to m7amed's bed .
m7amed : min waylich ra8ma
he said while looking straightly at me .
me : lama kina binsawelik surprise i took his number
m7amed : ra7 tims7eena al7een fahma
me : ur really sick and u find this more important than ur health ?
m7amed : eeee
me : la2 its not imp ur health is more imp.
m7amed : it5afeen 3alay lujain ?
he said out of the blue . i paused and i kept on staring at him . silence filled the place and our eyes were the only things moving .
me : ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and all of a sudden , the door opened and saleh came in . thank god , perfect time and i didnt have to answer the question and face the awkwardness .
saleh : a7777 m7amed shaklik film
he said while laughing .
m7amed : chub o yallah sa3dne
saleh : inzain
m7amed stood up slowly then saleh helped him walk to the bathroom . we waited until m7amed came out from the bathroom. he came out wearing his hollister hoodie jacket with free city pants . he then grabbed his rayban shades and he placed them on . the only thing i did was ataaaanii7 3alay because he looked so freakin hoot with his messy hair . bamoooooooot min il jaaamaaaal ya nassss ! 3athaaaaaaab .
saleh : mishaina
he said and i came back to reality . saleh helped m7amed enter the car then all of us drove off to the hospital . they took m7amed into x rays then they transferred him into a room . after that , the doctor came in with the results .
doctor : so m7amed seems to have a worm in his stomatch because of something he ate which then leads us to an operation .
saleh : olaa kil hatha bss 3ashan shay makla .. yal 7aywan inta shimakil 3ashan iy9eer chithe
m7amed : shadrane ,,,, kalait pizza bl 7afla ba3dain gabil ma anam sharabt 7aleeb
saleh : chayakt mita taree5 il intiha2 mal il 7aleeb ?
ma7amed : la2 ... laish ya3ni lazim achayik ?
saleh : inta mo mal tig3ad ibroo7ik bl she8a ... lujaaain tokfain rij3ay 3eeshay ma3a lay 9eer fe shay .
i chuckled . their the funniest friends i have ever seen jad allah iy5aleehum 7ag ba3a'9 .
doctor : so , are u ready for the operation ?
ma7med : is it nessecary
he said and i could feel that he didnt want to do it .
doctor : yes because if that worm stays there more it will grow bigger and bigger and unfortunately ull end up dying .
m7amed : i have no choice , so ya im ready .
he said and i sudden feeling of wryness filled me . i wanted m7amed to be safe and mostly i wanted the operation to be successful . a tear suddenly escaped my eyes .
i couldnt even look at m7amed my eyes were glued on the floor and the tears just kept on falling .
doctor : ok then , i will call the nurses for u so they can take u to the operation room .
m7amed : ok
the doctor left and the silence filled the whole place , my tears wouldnt stop falling . i hope m7amed dosent notice that .
m7amed : lujain
he said and i couldnt look at him because i know that ill burst out crying if i do .
me : na3am
i said in my shaky voice .
m7amed : intay ga3da tabcheen
me : la2
i said trying my best to convince him .
m7amed : 3ayal 6al3ene
i didnt want to , i couldnt . so i kept on staring at the floor .
saleh : ana baroo7 il 7amam
he said and he left both of us in the room alone .
all of a sudden m7amed stood up and he started approaching me slowly . he then sat down infront of and he placed his hand on my chin , then he gently moved it up .
as soon as he saw the tears falling he started whipping them away by his thumb softly .
i couldn't hold it anymore so i threw myself in m7amed's arms and i started crying like a baby .
m7amed : lujaaain shfeeeech ga3da tabcheen chithe
he said while playing with my hair .
me : kila minik *sniff*
m7amed : 3ashan ily 9ar bl 7afla amis ?
me : la2 * sniff *
m7amed : 3ayal laish ?
me : the operation
i said and i knew that ill regret saying it later .
m7amed : ya3ni intay it5afeen 3alay lujain ?
he said softly and i knew that he was waiting for my answer
me : ee
the door surprisingly opened and the nurses came in .
nurse : m7amed please can u lay down on ur bed so we can push u to the operation room
m7amed : ok
and before m7amed stood up he kissed my forehead and said
m7amed : mara7 a6awil inshallah , bss abeech to3dene ina u wont cry
me : i wont
i replied while smiling . m7amed laid down on his bed , then the nurses pushed him out of the room . saleh entered the room and we sat down waiting until m7amed will finish from his operation . i took out my phone and i found a message from taiba that said :
taiba : lujain u need to be in kuwait within tomorrow ma boga '3air 1 week for the wedding and we need to make sure we have everything for our plan .
i texted her back
me : ok then , ill have to make up an excuse for going to kuwait . ill pack my bags , but can u book me a ticket ?
within a few seconds i got a reply from her
taiba : sure , ill book u a ticket that leaves tomorrow @ 9
me : ok but taiba cant i stay longer in switzerland ?
taiba : no lujain .... u cant back down now we need to make our plan work
me : ufffff ....ok then book me that ticket and ill be ready by then .
taiba : done :)
and the chat ended .
* AFTER TWO HOURS *
m7amed still didnt come back from his operation and i started to get sleepy , so i decided to take a nap .
" lujain " lujain goomay " a familiar voice said . i opened my eyes to find saleh .
saleh : yallah lujain rij3ay il bait o ana ra7 ag3ad ma3a m7amed
me : bss ...
saleh : mako bss o hal kalam yallah rij3ay il bait la2na today was a long day for u .
me : ufff inzain bss ya3ni ma 5ala9 min il 3amaleeya ?
saleh : la2
i needed to c m7amed before going back to the apartment , i needed to because im leaving back to kuwait and i didnt want to leave without saying goodbye .
me : saleh im not going until m7amed comes back from his operation
saleh : uffff 3ala rasich il yabis ... ya3ni bachir ra7 itshoofena
me : .............
me : 5ala9 ok ra7 aroo7
i got out of the hospital then i took a taxi back to the apartment , i started packing my bags . and as soon as i finished , i went to m7amed's apartment . i took a piece of paper and i wrote this :
dear m7amed , first i want to thank you for all things u did to me . without u idk what i could have done . remember when i bumped into u in 360 ? becuase i still remmeber that and do u also remember when i found out that u are my cousin in the shalaih . good times . u might be wondering why i am writing this message its not to say hello but to say good bye . i dont know how time passed by so fast maybe because i keep on getting attached to u . and i dont think its a good idea to get attached more because i know that its going to be hard to leave u . and its already hard now . remember when u asked me if i cared about u today ? well that answer is yes . m7amed i care about u and i want u to know that . and i also want to say that i'm so sorry about my attitude last night i know that it was ur birthday and i shouldnt have done that , i never got the chance to apologize so iam doing it now . i hope u forgive me . i never thought that we will meet again but im thankful for coming here because i met u and as they say life moves on without me . i hope you liked my gift ! and i will never forget the memories we had here . good bye m7amed and stay safe
- lujain <3 ;(
* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *
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