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i decided to check twitter . as i was scrolling through the tweets , 1 tweet caught my eye .
nasser ; @ the hospital :/
i was worried , worried enough to cry . is he alright ? i hoped the answer would be yes . i quickly dialed in his number then pressed call .
* ringing *
the mobile has been switched off or is out of the coverage area please dial later.
ufffffffffffff come on nasser , please answer . i decided to dial in his number 1 more time but unfortunately i got the same answer. i sat on my bed with worried thoughts . nasser was all i can think about . i tried to calm myself down , but nothing was helping . so i decided to call fatima.
* calling *
fatima : heeeello
me : hiiiii, fatima tadreen ina nasser bl mostashfa ?
fatima : eeee adree , shiftay sh9ar .
me : shino ?
fatima : 9akat hoosha bain nasser wa m7amad .
me : what ? mitaaaa?
fatima : shfeeech matadreen , gabil ishwaya .
me : ambaaaaaaih inshallah no one got hurt
fatima : eee inshallah , wa ilyoom shako ray7a ma3a nasser bl sayara ? haaaaaaaaa ?
me : * silence *
ola mita medaha t3arif ? bsmillah .
fatima : tikaaalimay
me : la2 bss 9ar baina soo2 tafahim wa kina ga3deeen ina8sha bl sayara
fatima : eeee rag3ay rag3aya .
me : waaaaaaay min9igy
fatima : shda3wa 3alich im cousin .... goolyly sh9ar ya3ni . u cant trust me .
me : ok fine kalateeenee
and i told her the whole story
fatima : ambaaaaaaaaaih , maaaaa9adig .... waaaaay nasser zoooooo8a .
me : heeeeeeeey he is mine ma ar'9a
fatima : 5efay 3alaina
me : chub
fatima : farah ta3alay bagoolich shay
me : ba3ad laish matgoooleen 7ag kil il nas ! jad f'9eeeee7a
fatima : a'97ak
me : eeeee
fatima : farah wants to talk to u
me : ok
fatima passed her phone to farah
farah : ampaaaaaaaih lujaaaaaaaain min mita 3ndich hal sowalif
me : min zimaaaaan , la2 im jk , shino ma 9ar shay
farah : ay ma 9ar shay , fatima galatly ina u hugged him wa madree shino
me : eeee 3adeee its just a hug
farah : wallah my cousin 6la3at mo hayna
me : hehe :P
then suddenly fatima grabbed the phone
fatima : yallah inkalmich ba3dain bye
me : ok bye
i hung up . that was weird . i decided to sleep to clear my mind off , but before that i tried calling nasser 1 more time . HE WONT ANSWER . i lost hope , so i closed my eyes shut and i slept.
all of a sudden , my phone started vibrating .a feeling of hope came up to me . i looked over to find nasser calling . a huge smile formed on my face .
me : aloooooo nasser
lady : hello , this is not nasser
me : who is it
lady : im the nurse , and im so sorry to tell u that nasser has passed away
me : what ?????????
lady : yes , nasser has a problem with his heart , and he didnt inform us that , so we gave him the wrong medicine which made his heart stop . we are so sorry .
the phone fell out my hands . the news came in as a complete shock . Nasser is dead , my nasser . nooo noooo the lady might have been mistaken . im sure its not my nasser . i tried convincing myself that nasser wasent dead , but like after 10 mins i realized that he was really dead . i started crying my eyes out . tears falling 1 after the other . i havent spent alot of time with nasser , it was just like 1 date and now he is dead . i want him back , so badly i want to get 1 more hug from him , and mostly i want to say goodbye . i was deeply hurt , but i have to accept the fact that people come and go . it was something i never expected to happen soon . i spent last night crying , i didnt get much sleep , after that i decided to go out for a walk to take in some fresh air . i wore on my baby blue ' free city ' pants and my 'I <3 me' black shirt . i put on my head phone and then i started walking . the song ' WHEN YOUR GONE ' by avril lavigne was playing .
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
the words of the song went like knives into me . tears founds its way out of eyes . i stopped from walking for a sec to catch my breath . WHY NASSER ? WHY DID U LEAVE ME HANGING?
nasser was my one and only wish . id give anything to get him back . he made me fall hard for him and now im just wating for him to catch me . i knew from that moment , that i was madly inlove with him . my train on thoughts got intereptted when my phone started vibrating . looked over to find a message . i opened it and i was surprised to c this .
nasser is dead now , its ur turn bitch
- unknown
then suddenly a car out of no where came up to me and bumped me hard, i fell on the ground and all i saw was .
* blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack *
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I KNOW , SHORT POST AGAIN , IM SO SORRY BUT DONT WORRY ILL MAKE CHAPTER 21 PART 2 AND ILL POST IT TOMORROW SO TUNE IN :******* <3 <333333333333333
i decided to check twitter . as i was scrolling through the tweets , 1 tweet caught my eye .
nasser ; @ the hospital :/
i was worried , worried enough to cry . is he alright ? i hoped the answer would be yes . i quickly dialed in his number then pressed call .
* ringing *
the mobile has been switched off or is out of the coverage area please dial later.
ufffffffffffff come on nasser , please answer . i decided to dial in his number 1 more time but unfortunately i got the same answer. i sat on my bed with worried thoughts . nasser was all i can think about . i tried to calm myself down , but nothing was helping . so i decided to call fatima.
* calling *
fatima : heeeello
me : hiiiii, fatima tadreen ina nasser bl mostashfa ?
fatima : eeee adree , shiftay sh9ar .
me : shino ?
fatima : 9akat hoosha bain nasser wa m7amad .
me : what ? mitaaaa?
fatima : shfeeech matadreen , gabil ishwaya .
me : ambaaaaaaih inshallah no one got hurt
fatima : eee inshallah , wa ilyoom shako ray7a ma3a nasser bl sayara ? haaaaaaaaa ?
me : * silence *
ola mita medaha t3arif ? bsmillah .
fatima : tikaaalimay
me : la2 bss 9ar baina soo2 tafahim wa kina ga3deeen ina8sha bl sayara
fatima : eeee rag3ay rag3aya .
me : waaaaaaay min9igy
fatima : shda3wa 3alich im cousin .... goolyly sh9ar ya3ni . u cant trust me .
me : ok fine kalateeenee
and i told her the whole story
fatima : ambaaaaaaaaaih , maaaaa9adig .... waaaaay nasser zoooooo8a .
me : heeeeeeeey he is mine ma ar'9a
fatima : 5efay 3alaina
me : chub
fatima : farah ta3alay bagoolich shay
me : ba3ad laish matgoooleen 7ag kil il nas ! jad f'9eeeee7a
fatima : a'97ak
me : eeeee
fatima : farah wants to talk to u
me : ok
fatima passed her phone to farah
farah : ampaaaaaaaih lujaaaaaaaain min mita 3ndich hal sowalif
me : min zimaaaaan , la2 im jk , shino ma 9ar shay
farah : ay ma 9ar shay , fatima galatly ina u hugged him wa madree shino
me : eeee 3adeee its just a hug
farah : wallah my cousin 6la3at mo hayna
me : hehe :P
then suddenly fatima grabbed the phone
fatima : yallah inkalmich ba3dain bye
me : ok bye
i hung up . that was weird . i decided to sleep to clear my mind off , but before that i tried calling nasser 1 more time . HE WONT ANSWER . i lost hope , so i closed my eyes shut and i slept.
all of a sudden , my phone started vibrating .a feeling of hope came up to me . i looked over to find nasser calling . a huge smile formed on my face .
me : aloooooo nasser
lady : hello , this is not nasser
me : who is it
lady : im the nurse , and im so sorry to tell u that nasser has passed away
me : what ?????????
lady : yes , nasser has a problem with his heart , and he didnt inform us that , so we gave him the wrong medicine which made his heart stop . we are so sorry .
the phone fell out my hands . the news came in as a complete shock . Nasser is dead , my nasser . nooo noooo the lady might have been mistaken . im sure its not my nasser . i tried convincing myself that nasser wasent dead , but like after 10 mins i realized that he was really dead . i started crying my eyes out . tears falling 1 after the other . i havent spent alot of time with nasser , it was just like 1 date and now he is dead . i want him back , so badly i want to get 1 more hug from him , and mostly i want to say goodbye . i was deeply hurt , but i have to accept the fact that people come and go . it was something i never expected to happen soon . i spent last night crying , i didnt get much sleep , after that i decided to go out for a walk to take in some fresh air . i wore on my baby blue ' free city ' pants and my 'I <3 me' black shirt . i put on my head phone and then i started walking . the song ' WHEN YOUR GONE ' by avril lavigne was playing .
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
the words of the song went like knives into me . tears founds its way out of eyes . i stopped from walking for a sec to catch my breath . WHY NASSER ? WHY DID U LEAVE ME HANGING?
nasser was my one and only wish . id give anything to get him back . he made me fall hard for him and now im just wating for him to catch me . i knew from that moment , that i was madly inlove with him . my train on thoughts got intereptted when my phone started vibrating . looked over to find a message . i opened it and i was surprised to c this .
nasser is dead now , its ur turn bitch
- unknown
then suddenly a car out of no where came up to me and bumped me hard, i fell on the ground and all i saw was .
* blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack *
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I KNOW , SHORT POST AGAIN , IM SO SORRY BUT DONT WORRY ILL MAKE CHAPTER 21 PART 2 AND ILL POST IT TOMORROW SO TUNE IN :******* <3 <333333333333333
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