my phone interpreted the moment . i looked at it to find m7amad calling , i signaled '' SHH'' to nasser and he nodded then i pressed answer .
m7amad : lujaaaaaaaain ibseeeer3a rij3ay il shalaih al7eeeeen 7asbalich madree ina intay wya nasser * screaming *
Waaaaaaiiii3 , can't my happiness last longer . bad thoughts were running through my mind . I felt guilty and sad , that m7amad and nasser's friendship will be ending soon . A tear found its way out of my eye . I wanted this day to end .
M7amad : laish matrdeen haaaaaa * screaming *
I closed the phone on m7amad's face . I can't take it anymore , I can't take him anymore , I had enough of bull shit these past days with that unknown person in my life . These days I have been just faking smiles and laughs , I have been pretending to be ok when everything was falling out . I forgot the meaning of happiness . I couldn't hold my tears back so I started crying really hard. I felt weak . Weak enough to cry Infront of Nasser , .
Nasser : lujaaaaaaain , shfeeeech
I continued crying , not knowing how to reply . all of a sudden , Nasser pulled me into a hug , a warm hug that I needed . I felt safe in his arms . It's like all the pain disappears when I'm in his arms . After 2 min , I stopped crying .
Nasser : Tara dmoo3ich '3aliya 3ndy lujain , ma. Ar'9a a7ad iyza3lich .
Nasser started whipping away the tears that were on my face . I looked at him and I put on a slight smile . Then I stated speaking .
Me : m7amad dag 3alay tawa , wa madry shlon ohwa 3iraf iny Ana ma3ak . Wa kan ga3id iy9ari5 3alay .
you could see Nasser surprised on what I said . Nasser put his head on the stirring wheel . I kept on staining at him . U could c that Nasser was lost with his thoughts . Then Nasser lifted his head up and he started speaking .
Nasser : mara7 a5aleee m7amad iyjees iSh3ara Minich .
I got scared , I didn't want to go back to shalaih , because I know something will happen , something I'm not in the mood for .
Me : Nasser
Nasser : i3yoona
My checks turned red .
Me : Mabee arja3 il shalaih .
Nasser : a9lan mino Gal barj3ich il shalaih , ba5leech ihnee ma3ay .
Me : hehe bal shino ra7 Insawee al7een ?
Nasser : intay shino mishtahya itsaween ?
Me : Madree ay shay .
Nasser : yo3ana
Me : Eee
Nasser : 3ayal ra7 awadeech ma63am kil man yimda7a
Me :ok
Nasser drove off to the rest , I seriously enjoyed every minute with him in the car , he has an amazing personality , he was different then what I thought . after that Nasser parked his car Infront of a restaurant called NIÑO .
Nasser : wi9alna
Nasser opened the car and then he go out . Idk why I felt scarred and worried . I just sat there staring then Nasser at opened the door .
Nasser : Yallah shna6ra ?
Me : ha madry , Nasser a5af
Nasser : min shino ?
Me : madry , il nas ra7 ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina 3ana
Nasser : 5al ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina , i7na sh3alaina minhum , ohma may3rfoonich wala iy3arfoony
I gave Nasser a stare .
Nasser : ok yimkin , iy3arfooni , bss may3arfoonich
Me : ok 5anroo7
Nasser : a7bich ya ba3ad 3omry kila
m7amad : lujaaaaaaaain ibseeeer3a rij3ay il shalaih al7eeeeen 7asbalich madree ina intay wya nasser * screaming *
Waaaaaaiiii3 , can't my happiness last longer . bad thoughts were running through my mind . I felt guilty and sad , that m7amad and nasser's friendship will be ending soon . A tear found its way out of my eye . I wanted this day to end .
M7amad : laish matrdeen haaaaaa * screaming *
I closed the phone on m7amad's face . I can't take it anymore , I can't take him anymore , I had enough of bull shit these past days with that unknown person in my life . These days I have been just faking smiles and laughs , I have been pretending to be ok when everything was falling out . I forgot the meaning of happiness . I couldn't hold my tears back so I started crying really hard. I felt weak . Weak enough to cry Infront of Nasser , .
Nasser : lujaaaaaaain , shfeeeech
I continued crying , not knowing how to reply . all of a sudden , Nasser pulled me into a hug , a warm hug that I needed . I felt safe in his arms . It's like all the pain disappears when I'm in his arms . After 2 min , I stopped crying .
Nasser : Tara dmoo3ich '3aliya 3ndy lujain , ma. Ar'9a a7ad iyza3lich .
Nasser started whipping away the tears that were on my face . I looked at him and I put on a slight smile . Then I stated speaking .
Me : m7amad dag 3alay tawa , wa madry shlon ohwa 3iraf iny Ana ma3ak . Wa kan ga3id iy9ari5 3alay .
you could see Nasser surprised on what I said . Nasser put his head on the stirring wheel . I kept on staining at him . U could c that Nasser was lost with his thoughts . Then Nasser lifted his head up and he started speaking .
Nasser : mara7 a5aleee m7amad iyjees iSh3ara Minich .
I got scared , I didn't want to go back to shalaih , because I know something will happen , something I'm not in the mood for .
Me : Nasser
Nasser : i3yoona
My checks turned red .
Me : Mabee arja3 il shalaih .
Nasser : a9lan mino Gal barj3ich il shalaih , ba5leech ihnee ma3ay .
Me : hehe bal shino ra7 Insawee al7een ?
Nasser : intay shino mishtahya itsaween ?
Me : Madree ay shay .
Nasser : yo3ana
Me : Eee
Nasser : 3ayal ra7 awadeech ma63am kil man yimda7a
Me :ok
Nasser drove off to the rest , I seriously enjoyed every minute with him in the car , he has an amazing personality , he was different then what I thought . after that Nasser parked his car Infront of a restaurant called NIÑO .
Nasser : wi9alna
Nasser opened the car and then he go out . Idk why I felt scarred and worried . I just sat there staring then Nasser at opened the door .
Nasser : Yallah shna6ra ?
Me : ha madry , Nasser a5af
Nasser : min shino ?
Me : madry , il nas ra7 ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina 3ana
Nasser : 5al ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina , i7na sh3alaina minhum , ohma may3rfoonich wala iy3arfoony
I gave Nasser a stare .
Nasser : ok yimkin , iy3arfooni , bss may3arfoonich
Me : ok 5anroo7
Nasser : a7bich ya ba3ad 3omry kila
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