Nasser : a7bich ya ba3ad 3omry kilaha .
my cheecks turned red . im so shy to even look at nasser .
me : wa ana ba3ad .
i got out of the car , then we entered the restaurant like a married couple <3 .
waiter : hello , where do u want to sit , out or in ?
nasser looked at me which seemed that he was waiting for my answer .
me : 3ady ay shay .
nasser : outside please .
the lady lead us to our table we thanked her then we sat . the weather was balmy and amazing . i loved it . the wind was blowing making my hair fly .
nasser : shrayich bl mokan ?
me : 3ajeeeeb .
nasser : eeee bss tadreen shino il shay il 3ajeeb ?
me : shino ?
nasser : intay .
i feel that nasser is doing this on purpose , he wants to see my cheecks turn red every time he complements me .
me : nasser bss tara ast7y .
nasser : feeeedait ily tist7eee .
i didnt talk , my eyes were glued on the table .
nasser : shfeeech mista7ya ?
me : mo mista7ya .
nasser : 3ayal 6al3eeny .
me : mabeee
nasser : laaaaa
me : eeeeee .
then suddenly nasser placed his hands on my tummy , then he started tickling me . i couldnt hold my laugh so i started laughing like a psycho . everyone was staring at us .
me : naaaaassser bssssss * laughing *
nasser *whispering * : goolay a7bik ba3dain ra7 awagif .
me * whispering * 5alaaaa9 a7ibik .
nasser stopped tickling me , thank god and everyone stopped staring at us . nasser opened his phone . and all of a sudden it started ringing . nasser ignored the call .
me : rid yimkin shay mohim
nasser : hatha m7amad .
saying that made me get sad . and thoughts were running through my mind . and u could c how my smile turned into a frown .
nasser : shfeech za3ltay ?
me : haaa la2 wallah shay .
nasser : 3ala mino itg9eeen ? 3alay wala 3ala nafsich . goolay shfeech .
me : la2 bss i7na mo ga3deen insawe shay '3ala6 ?
nasser * whispered * : i have done many mistakes in my life , but u will never be one of them .
saying that made butterflies form and a smile was drawn on my face. i keep loving him more and more each sec . after that a young girl , who looked like a 16 year old approached us . then she spoke
girl : al salam 3alikum
us : wa 3alaikum il salam .
girl : inta nasser abass 9a7 ?
nasser : eee
girll : a7biiiiiiiiiik wayiiiiiiid .
nasser : wa ana akthaaaaaaar ............. matga9reen
saying that made me feel jelous . i felt mad and sad at the same time . and i dont know why i cant stand the girl , her voice , face and everything about her just pissed me off .
girl : iy9eeeer in9awir .
nasser : laish la2 .
nasser stood up and he placed his arms around the girl . 5aaaaalaaaaaaaa9 i had enough . i got out of the restaurant and went back to the car . seriously ,, he flirts with every girl and he just skips me . tears started running down my face knowing that there are prettier girls than me out there . i just felt ugly and unwanted . i felt that i wasent good enough for nasser .
nasser then came out of the restaurant . as soon as i saw him i whipped away my tears .
nasser : lujain sh9ayir .... laish 6ila3tay ?
me : mako shay
i gave him my back and crossed my arms .
nasser : inzain ta3alay da5il il akil 5ala9 .
me : mabeee , itha tabee takil ma3a il bint hathe roo7 tara atwa8a3 ihya na6ritik da5il wa ana ra7 adig 3ala sayig 3amty iyee wa ya5thnee .
all of a sudden i felt a soft hand wrapped around my arm . i turned around to face nasser .
nasser : it'3areeen lujain ?
me : ish3abalik .
nasser : 9adgeeene ma7ad a7la minich .
me : imbala , a9lan ana alawi3 il chab , ma7ad yabeeeneee .
nasser : ana abeeeech wa million '3ayry ham .
me : laish tabeeenee nasser ? 3ndik banat im9a6reen jidamik wa nagaitnee ana bianhum .
nasser : because u stole my heart the moment i saw . u just stole my heart and never gave it back .
i was speachlessssss . silence filled the place , until my phone started vibrating
* grandma calling *
me : aloooo
grandma : hala lujain , wainech ?
me : * silence *
shagoooooool ? mabeeeee achathib 3alaiha .
me : ana al7eeen ib ma63am .
yadteee : oh zaaaaaaaain ... la2na wild 3amitich m7amad dag 3alay wa galy inich ma3a reeefeeja wa madree shino .
waaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiii3 m7aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamd . jaaaaaaaaaaaad i haaaaaateeee him .
me : la2 tism3eeeen kalama ga3id i5arbi6 3alaich .
yadteee : oh '3areeeba ,,,,, awal mat5l9eeeen rij3ay il bait .
me : inshallah .
yadtee : bye
me : nasser lazim aroo7 al7eeen , iy9eer itwa9eeelni il bait al7eeeen ?
nasser : la2 may9eer ... ba3ad ma kalaina
me : adreeee , im sorry , baa lazim aroo7 al7een .
nasser : hal mara raa7 a5aleeech itroo7en bss il marra il yaaaaaya ra7 tig3deen akthar . wa3ad ?
me : wa3ad
he opened then we entered , and he drove , the rest of the ride , we were talking about things and life and all that . i loved each sec i was with him . 15 min passed by and i finally reached my house .
me : mashkoooor wayid
nasser : il 3afo wa law ma swait shay .
nasser : gabil ma itroo7eeen , mo chineech neesaytay shay .
me : shino ?
nasser : il bosa
he pointed at his cheeck . i leaned in and i kissed his cheeck .
nasser : a5555555555 , ya naaaaaas a7ib hal bint * screaming *
me : shhhhhh nasser la yism3oona
nasser : 5al yism3oon
me : 9ig maynooon .
nasser : maynoon feech .
a7iiiiiiib hal walad . i got out of the car , then i waved bye and i entered the house . i saw my grandma sitting , then i greeted her .
grandma : haaaa stanastay
me : eeee wayid
grandma : eee 9ig ma3a mino ri7tay
i was hoping that she wont ask me this question .
me: ummmm ma3a my friend
grandma : taiba ?
me : la2 mat3arfeen mino
grandma : laykoooon walad ?
me : laaaaaaaaaa2 mo walad .
grandma : 3abaly ba3ad .
that was close . i felt guilty for lying to her , but it was the only choice i had , then i excused myself and i went up to my room and i spent the rest 2 hours listening to music and keeping myself away from this world .
i decided to check twitter . as i was scrolling through the tweets , 1 tweet caught my eye .
nasser ; @ the hospital :/
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