CHAPTER 26

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Me : Taiba

Il thoola looked at me instead of looking at the back . Chan faj2a we bumped into something really hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me : yooooooma . Shi9ar .

Taiba : kila minich garga mataskteen.

Me : shako agool Taiba ma7ad galich i6al3eenee .

Taiba : laaaa ... Ya3ni a7grich . A9lan shino Kintay bitgolyly

Me : yo3ana .

I gave Taiba an innocent smile and she gave me a death stare .

Taiba : Hatha wayhe itha ra7 a6al3ich ma3ay next time .

Me : taiaaaaaba 5ala9 I'm sorry. !!!

Taiba : next time we are riding in your car

Me : 5ala9 ok

Taiba got out of the car and I followed her , the accident wasent that huge , but the car had a huge scratch on it . I noticed the same dude in the library getting out of his car . Perfect I thought to myself . An evil plan was running through my mind .

Taiba : Jad Jad Ana 7ail asfa .. Ma kan 8a9dee iy9eer Hal shay

Guy : la2 3adi .. 7a9al 5air

Taiba : inzain i5ith ra8me wa goole Cham ta9lee7 il sayara wa ra7 adfa3

Guy : lo hathe sayarte chan ma5athait minich ifloos .. Bss la2na hathe sayarat 3ame

Taiba : la2 3ade bl3aks Ana ily da3tha wa Ana ily ra7 adfa3 .

Guy : momkin as2al .. Mino ma3ay

Taiba : taiba

Guy : 3ashat il asamy

Taiba : 3ashat ayamik

Guy : o Ana Rakan

I looked at Taiba and I gave her an evil smile . Then I nodded my head twice . Taiba gave me a death stare again .

Me : taibaaaaa yal cute single girl 5anroo7

I said it out loud . Taiba's cheecks turned red and her eyes were glued on the floor. Kaaaaaaak fashaltha ! I shifted my eyes towards the guy and I could see him smiling . And I could feel him giggle when we aren't looking

Guy : Ana Lazim aroo7 al7een , ma3a il Salama

Taiba and I : bye

Then both of us entered the car . All of a sudden I felt someone slap my hand really hard . I screamed in pain .

Me : a777777 what was that for

Taiba : fashalteenee Allah iyfashlich

Me : shda3wa , 5al iy3arif Ina ur single

Taiba : al7een shibigool 3ana , 9aydat

Me : 5ala9 asfa irti7tay

After that we drove off to avenues then we had breakfast in '' CHOCOLATE BAR'' as soon as we finished we did a little shopping , then went back home .


*FEW DAYS PASSED *

*beeeeeep* beeeeeep*

I woke up from my deep sleep after hearing the sound . I looked at the time . Oh sh*t I'm late . I quickly went to the bathroom , I did my thing then I wore my ripped jeans and my all saints flowy shirt and my Steve madden flats . I applied a bit makeup then I went outside and I entered Taiba's car .

Taiba : wa a5eraaaan yeeetay

Me : I'm sorry wallah I overslept

Taiba : next time u over sleep ta3alay il jam3a mashy

Me : chub and drive

Taiba drove off to the jam3a she parked the car then we got off . I was looking forward for my 1st year in college . I inhaled in fresh air and then I walked in the jam3a .

Taiba : ambaaaaaiah mabeeee Adish il jam3a

Me : laish ? Shfeeech

Taiba : shoofay Hatha rakan

Me : waina mashoof

Taiba : kahooo ily ihnak

Me : Eee shifta
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so let me describe RAKAN , TALL has short dark brown hair , he is not skinny nor fat . You could c his gorgeous hazel eyes if you were a meter away . He is a typical Kuwaiti boy .
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me : inzain laish 5ayfa Mina mara7 yaklich

Taiba : I'm not scared , Ana mista7ya Mina la2na Amis lama daga 3alay , ma radiat 3alay

Me : laisha bala

Taiba : Amis lama dag , ma radiat 3lay la2ne Kint mista7ya

Me : shal '3aba2 il zayid

Taiba : wallah Madree I was nervous

Me : shoofay itha he calls today Ana aklma la2na intay 7adich itkalmeeha ur boy cousins o tist7een ham

Taiba : Eee 5ala9 u talk to him if he calls .

Taiba and I walked through the large hallway , we checked our schedule and we have a mo7a'9ara @ room 21 . We kept on looking at the numbers until we reached room 21 .










After 1 hour

We finally finished our meeting and as we we were walking towards our car someone said .

: Taiba

We turned around to face Rakan . Taiba's cheeks started to turn red. And u could feel that Taiba was nervous .

Rakan : asif itha ga3id a'9aygich , bss dagait 3alaich Amis wa maradaitay

Taiba : Eee .... Umm .. Ana ma Kint Adree Hatha int .

Rakan : *giggles* Hatha Ana wa itha dagait reday

Taiba : Eee ok , i7na nista2thin la2na 3inda sh'3il

Rakan : ok bye

we walked back to the car .

Taiba : lujaaaaaain

She said it in a worried tone

Me : shfeeeech

Taiba : ta3alay baity ilyoom

Me : 5ala9 ok .. Ra7 adiz message 7ag yadite 3ashan tadree Ina ra7 arja3 ma3ach

Taiba : inzain

I sent a message to my grandma .

Me : Yallah 5anroo7

After that we drove off and we finally reached Taiba's house . I greeted her parents then we sat down @ the table to eat lunch .

*zzzzzz* *zzzzzzzzz*

Farah calling .

Me : aloooo

Farah : yal 7aywaaaanaaa shlon itsaweeeen chitheeee . 9ig 7aaaaaa8eeeeeera

CHAPTER 25

I quickly rushed outside to find out what's in the box . I found cats .

Me : *screaming*

then my grandma rushed to where I was standing .

Grandma : lujaaain shfeech sh9ayir

She said it in a worried tone .

Me : *sneezing* fee g6awa .

Grandma : waaaay lujain .. 7asbaly 9ar feech shay . Ma3ndich salfa

Me : *sneezing*

Grandma : laykoon 3inidich 7asasiya minhum

Me : Eee *sneezing*

Grandma : 3ayal 5al awadeech il 6abeeb

Me : laaa2 3adee ... Mala da3eeee

Grandma : 5ala9 3ayal ... Ana ra7 aroo7 il 9aydaliya wa ayeeblich dowa

Me : la *sneezig* .... Ana aroo7

Grandma : la2 lujain Ana aroo7 ... Intay roo7ay darich wa irta7ay .

Me : Ok *sneezing*

before I went to my room I decided to check the box . Something caught my Eye and it was the name UNKNOWN , plastered on the side of the box . anger filled my heart . this unknown is trying to threat me in any way the unknown person is heartless , it can do anything , and it seemed that the unknown is powerful . I let out a sigh of sadness . why me ? what have I done ?
The questions were running through my mind non stop . I sat on my bed and I remembered the key . I huge smile formed on my face. what should I do with it , I thought . I started looking at it deeply and I found the later '' b '' carved on it . I wondered deeply what does ''b'' stand for . I started remembering all the people I know and not 1 of them had the letter 'b' in the begging of their name . I lost hope in finding out what 'b' stands for . I placed the key back in and then I laid on my bed . My sneezing Hasent stop which was annoying . after several min my grandma finally came with the medicine I drank it , then I slept .

I woke up the next morning filled with energy. My sneezing has decreased thank god . I went to the bathroom I did my thing then I decided to wear a white shirt with baby pink long skirt . I added to it a black belt . And I wore my spikes flat .

Then I went downstairs , I ate a Nutella sandwich . Yuuuuummmmyyy ♥ then I sat down to watch tv . my phone started vibrating I looked over to find Taiba calling . I pressed answer .

Taiba : halawwww

Me : Hala Taiba

Taiba : lujain sharaitay a'3ra'9 7ag jam3a ?

Me : la2

Taiba : 3ayal 5al amirich wa inroo7 together .

Me : ok bss ba3dain inroo7 avenues .

Taiba : laish ba3ad avenues

Me : bss mazaj abee atrayag ihnak

Taiba : inshallah 3amtee .. Get ready and few min and I'll be @ ur place .

Me : I'm ready and I'm waiting

Taiba : ok c u then bye

She hung up .

I waited impatiently until Taiba came because I was starving to death . as soon as I heard the horn sound . I rushed outside then I entered the car and we were off to the jam3iya .

Taiba : ambaaaaaaih ambaaaaih

Me : bismillah shfeeech

Taiba : tithakart ... Intay shimga3dich ma3a Nasser Amis .

Me : ummmm ... Nasser Is actually my boyfriend

Taiba opened her mouth and her face expression was priceless

Taiba : lujaaaain latchathbeen 3alay

Me : haw .. Laish achathib

Taiba : prove he is ur bf

Me : Taiba shfeech gilna Ina he is an actor mo 2la I prove

Taiba : 7aywaaaaanaaa

Me : wayhich

Taiba : may9eeer Ana Kint abee na9ir ... U took him from me

Me : 7araaaaaa

I stick my tongue out :P .

Taiba : inzain itha 3inda refeje 7ilwa 5al i'9ab6ne ma3a *laughing*

Me : Eee iy9eer 5air *laughing*

The rest of the ride was filled with questions on how I met Nasser and all that . When we finally reached we entered the Maktaba .my stomach started making noises .

Me : yooo3anaa

Taiba : mo waktich wa roo7ay nagay ashya2 7ag il maktaba

Me : uffff inzain

I grabbed any book , pen that was Infront of me . Then I paid for them .

Me : taibaaaaa *screaming*

Taiba : ga9ray 7isich

Me : kaifeeeeee *screaming*

Taiba : aya il fashla . Ma3arfich

Me : yoooooo3anaaaa *screaming*

Taiba : inzain inzain Kane 5ala9t zain makalaitene ba3ad .

I turned around to find this tall figure staring at me and smiling . Okkkaaaaay . Weeeeird . I thought to myself .

Me : Taiba *whispering*

Taiba : haaa

Me : shoofay Hatha ily hinak *whispering*

Taiba : shfeee . *whispering*

Me : 7ilw 9a7 *whispering*

Taiba pushed me away slowly and walked out of the jam3iya . Inshallah tan6iiiir . I wanted to look at that hottie for 1 more time and then leave . As I turned around to face him . I caught him stating at me already .

I quickly turned to face the door then I left to the car .

Me : 7aywaaaanaa laish it5alene

Taiba : shiftich mistanasa 3ala il walad gilt a5aleech .

Me : 9ig ma tistahlain .... Gilt a'9abtich ma3a .

Taiba : 9ig ?

she side hugged me .

Me : wa5ray .

Taiba : shda3waaaa

Taiba's phone started vibrating she answered it and then she started talking .

Me : Taiba Yallah ta7rikay *whispering*

Taiba : inzain ni6ray * whispering*

She continued on talking then she started the engine .

Me : Taiba

Il thoola looked at me instead of looking at the back . Chan faj2a we bumped into something really hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHAPTER 24

I looked at the floor to find a key and it was tied in a small rope . Could this key be for the unknown person , I thought . I had a good feeling that this key would help me find out the unknown person . A wide smile formed on my face . I placed the key inside me bag .My moment got interrupted when Nasser started calling my name out . I quickly walked back to the car and I entered it .

Nasser : wain r7tay ?

Me : haaa ...la2 bss shift ga6wa wa gilt al3ab ma3aha

a weird expression formed on nasser's face

Nasser : min Mita t7been il gi6awa

Me : waaaaay minziman

Nasser : 9ig .. Tawne a3arif

The truth is Iam allergect to cats -,- ! Malat 3alay wa 3ala targe3y .

Nasser : 5ala9 3ayal madam chithe , ra7 ashtreelich a7la ga6wa BL Kuwait .

Me : la2 3adi Mashkoor mala da3e

Nasser : Maly sh'3il ra7 ashtreelich ga6wa

Noooooooooooo ;(((((

Nasser : inzain wain tabeen itroo7een ?

Me : madreee ... Ay mokan

Nasser : 5ala9 3ayal ra7 awadeech mokan iywanis .

Me : ok

I shifted my eyes towards the pocket of the car and I found nasser's sunglasses there . I grabbed it then I put it on. I posed like this ;*

Me : shrayik

Nasser : intaw il banat , kila chithe nafis il pose ya3ni fahmone shal pose ily madre shlon 9ayir

Me : Hatha isma kissing pose .

Nasser : 3inde fikra ... 3a6ene bosa

Me : that's not part of the pose

Nasser : mayhmne

me : fine

I leaned in and I kissed his cheeck

Nasser : fedaitch wallah

Me : hehehe

My cheecks turned red like usual . The rest of the ride was filled with laughter . Time flew so fast with Nasser and we reached the place . It was a coffee shop Infront of the sea It looked beautuful .

Nasser : wi9alna .

I got out of the car then both of us entered the place . we found an empty seat then we sat .

Nasser : ishtabeen a6liblich

Me : mocha frap please

Nasser : min i3yoone.

Nasser got up and he went to order for us . I was busy on my phone when I suddenly heard a familiar voice call my name out . I turned around to find Taiba .

Taiba : shal 9idfa il 7ilwa .

Me : hehee Eee wallah

Taiba : intay 7aywna tadreen

Me : haw laish

Taiba : mats2leen 3anee

Me : wallah Taiba I'm so sorry , I was busy with life and all that .

Taiba : 5ala9 i forgive u m

Me : '3a9ban 3alaich

Taiba: hehe ... are u ready for college ?

Me : it9adgeen 3ad Maly 5lg

Taiba : la2 bl3aks it's a new start and a new year. Jad I can't wait

Me : have a seat

Taiba sat down then she placed her bag on the table , we started talking and then after a few min Nasser came back with the drinks as soon as Farah saw Nasser . Tani7at . Weeeeee I forgot , she is a fan of Nasser abass . Kaaaaaaaak , u should have seen the look on her face . Min9adma lay darja Ina she can't take her eyes off him .

Nasser : Salam 3alaikum , mino hathe , 3arfeene 3ala refeejtich

me : hathe Taiba

Nasser : nice to meet u

Taiba lal7een imtan7a 3ala Nasser ,fashlaaaaaaa ! Taiba tikalmay goolay shay yir7am omich . I nudged Taiba .

Taiba. Uhhh ..... Nice to meet u too .

She said that sentence fast . How awkward that was .

Nasser : Madree laish wayhich mo '3areeb 3alay .

Taiba : Eee la2na ... La2naaa ummmm ....

Hal bin nisat shlon titkalam .

Me : Eee la2na both of us yeena the signing event .

Nasser : ahaaa ... Tithakartich

Taiba was just smiling not a word came out of her mouth and she was still . Then she got a call .

taiba : it was nice to meet u and I will have to go now ,,, bye

Taiba quickly got up and as she grabbed her bag fast , the drink fell on Nasser . Ambaaaaaaaaaiiiiih taaaaaaaiba moooo min9igha .

Taiba gasped loudly .

Taiba : Ana asfaaaaa wallah ma kan 8a9dy , Kint mista3yila

And she continued on apologizing


Nasser : la2 3ade 5ala9 7a9al 5air .

Taiba apologized for 1 last time then she left . That was wearid

Nasser : shfee refejtich ... A7sha MITwahga

Me : *laughing so hard * she's a ...... Huge fan .

Nasser : fa chithee maskeena .

Me : min kithir ma ihya mitwahga she spilled the drink on u *laughing*

Nasser : tith7keeen 3alay ... Haaaa

Me : wallah sorry , bss Jad that was hilarious .

We countined talking . After 1 hour , Nasser drove me back home , I thanked him then I entered the house . I saw my grandma sitting then I sat beside her .

Grandma : wain ri7tay

Me : ri7t coffe shop 3ala il ba7at

Grandma : Wanasa

Me : Wayid

Grandma : inzain lujain ... 7abeebty SHIFTay Hal 9andoog ily Barra .

Me : la lal7een

Grandma : ra7 tilgain 9andoog Barra .. 7agich

Me : '3areeba shino da5il Hal 9andog .

I quickly rushed outside to find out what's in the box .

CHAPTER 23

becareful , ur not the only one who loves nasser , another person does too ( fatima )
-unknown

I read the message and this time was different , i didn't get surprised nor shocked . It was a daily routine now to get a message from this unknown , but what scaring me is that is it 1 person only , or more . I got rid of the idea not wanting to think more . I grabbed the keys and I drove off to the mamasha . I parked my car , but before I got out , I called Nasser .

He isn't answering !!!!!!!

I tried 1 more time and still it's busy
. I decided to go out and look for him . The place was dim and it was giving me shivers . And I have to admit , that I was scared , I saw a shadow of a tall figure . I didn't know who was it .
I called out '' Nasser''

My voice echoed through the barren place . now this is getting creepy . I decided to call out his name 1 more time so he could hear me clearer .

'' Nasser ''

I said his name out loud clearly . No answer . This might not be Nasser I thought . I decided to go back to my car , because I was getting scared more and more each sec . as I was walking towards my car . I looked at the floor to find another shadow behind me . I quickly turned my head around . and I found nothing !!!

I was sureeeee that I saw a person behind me . After that I quickly walked to the car and I went in . I locked the doors . i decided to dial in nasser's number . Then all of a sudden someone started knocking on the window . I jumped from my seat and I placed my hand on my heart . I turned to the left to find Nasser . I let out a sigh of relief then I got out of the car . Nasser started laughing . I adored his deep manly laugh .

Nasser : 5ara3tech ?

Me : Wayid !

Nasser : asfa 7ayati

Me : la2 3ade

I quickly shifted my eyes to the floor . ''7ayati'' ? Seriously I'm blushing crazy . I'm not used to those nice words , but I'm going to have to be .

Nasser : ta25arat 3alaich ?

Me : la2

I said that with my eyes still glued on the floor .

Nasser : zain

We started walking . Silence filled the place . I decided to broke the silence .

Me : Nasser

Nasser : i3yona

Bsssss Nasser . I'm meltiiiiiiiing

Me : umm .. Ana dagait 3alaik wa ma radiat 3alay .

Nasser : Eee 9a7 thakartene .

Me : shino shi9ayir .

Nasser : uhhh . Lujain Hatha kan modeere BL shi'3il .

Me : inzain

Nasser : Eee kan gayily ina yabeene amathil ib mosalsal 3ashan ya3r'9oona ib Ramadan .

Me : Eee wa inta ishgilt

Nasser : Ana wafa8t

Me : uhaa .. Mita ra7 tabde

Nasser : inshallah next week

I remembered that I will start college next week . Ughhhh Maly 5lg I want summer to last .

Me : wa shlon 3ala il jam3a

Nasser : 3ady sina il yaya asajil

Me : ok

We continued walking and talking . Then. suddenly , our peaceful mood got interpreted by a sound , it was a sound of something that fell . I turned around and all i saw was nothing . I looked at the ground to find a shadow of Nasser and I ♥.

Nasser : *chuckling * intay Wayid ti5tar3ain ibser3a , 3a6eene edich

I pulled out my hand and then both of our hands got fit together . Nasser's hand was warm . I loved that .

Nasser : eedich barda ! Laish mo yayba jackayt

Me : nesait

Nasser : ta3aly 5anroo7 mokan dafee . Mabeech tamr'9een

Waaaaaaaaaaaaay ♥ I love the way he cares . He makes me feel special !!

So then we were walking back towards the car . Nasser's phone started ringing . He excused hisself then he went a bit far so he could talk . While I was waiting beside the car I heard a sound and it sounded like this '' PSTTT ''
''PSTT ''

I turned around to find the same shadow of the tall figure . I wondered deeply of who that shadow was . My train of thoughts got interrupted by the sound of my phone vibrating I opened to find this message

Lets play hide and seek , illy hide and ull catch me . Are u ready ?

-unknown

I gasped loudly and my heart started Beating fast . I wanted to know who the unknown person so badly . I was desperate . Curiosity took over me so I decided to walk towards the figure . I walked slowly step by step . the figure stood there and I still can't define who the figure was . I decided to make a move now and run towards it . I took a deep breath then I started running . As soon as I did that , the tall figure ran too , the figure was fast . And I couldn't keep up with it . So I stopped to catch my breath , while I was starting at the floor.


I found a ................................

CHAPTER 22

i caught m7amad staring at me . laykooooon sima3 ? laaaa2 matwa8a3. i looked at m7amad then back at my phone . it was so awkward , so i decided to skip him and go inside . as i was going inside . all of a sudden m7amad held my hand . i was alarmed by his move . i turned around to face him .

m7amad : lujaaaain

me : na3am ?

i said it in a cold way

m7amad : ta3lay shwaya abee akalmich

me : mako shay nitkalam 3ana

m7amad : imbala

he started pulling me towards the garden .there were chairs , so we sat down .

m7amad : ma hagaytich chithee lujain , shlon itsaween chithee

me : shsawait

m7amad : intay 3arfa shsawaita , tabeenee athakrich ?

me : la2

m7amad : insaaaaay nasser , mis7eeeee min 7ayatich * screaming *

me : inta mino 3ashan itgooly chithe

u could c m7amad blinking  fast . shaklaaa 3a9ab 

m7amad:  ana wa7id 7aywan iy7biiich , laish mat7seeen * screaming *


i froze in my place , and then i swallowed hardly . i was trying to find something to say  , nothing  came up to my mind , so i just sat there quietly . m7amad then stood up and left . i pissed him off , i became good at doing that . and im not proud of myself at all . i just sat there staring at the flowers with lost thoughts , m7amad loves me and idk what do , because i dont share the same feelings towards him , ughhhhhh i need to find a solution for this problem asap . suddenly i heard footsteps getting closer i lifted my head up and i saw fatima and farah approaching me and then they sat down .

farah : shga3da itsaween ihneee ?

me : wala shay

fatima: spill it .

me : shtabeen ?

fatima : tara shift m7amad iykalmich fa yallah goolay shgalich

me : ufffffff .... lo tshoofoon shlon kan im3a9ib ,,,, jad kisar 5a6reee ,,, galy ina ohwa iy7bnee

fatima : inzain wa intay shigiltay ?

me : wala shay , kint sakta

fatima : allah iy3neech

me : eee wallah

fatima : tara itha m7amad iy7ib , ohwa iy7ib 8awee

me : shasaweee , sa3dooni

fatima : i7na malna sh'3il

fatima: niii6raw , 3indy fikra ,  laish matkalmeen m7amad wa itsaween nafsich ina it7beena ba3dain 5aleee , chtiheee ra7 yikrhich wa kil shay in7al

i gave farah '' are u serious '' stare .

me : mo min9igich 9a7 ?

farah : la2 3adeee , 7abebty ana a3arif  hal swalif

me : eeee akeed , shlon mat3arfeen , a9lan intay awal wa7da bl kuwait

farah : shda3waaa , im just helping

me : allah a3lam cham 9bay kalamtay

farah : waaaaaay wayid , a9lan ana artibi6 ib wa7id wa itha 7asait 9ar maleee8 adaweerle wa7id thane , ya3ni i change .

me : mashllah 3ala il change , hatha mo isma 7ub 9igy , hathe 7ub yahaaal

farah : 3ad shda3wa akooo 7ub 9igy , 7asbalich hal 9bayan ily ana akalimhum mo mirtab6een ib '3aiiry la2 7abeeebty hathool mirtab6een ib akthar min wa7da '3aiiiry .

me : mo kil il 9bayan

farah : la2 imbala , at7adach ityeeebeele i9baaaay mayl3ab bl banat

me : nasser

farah : eeee 5air inshallah , la2 wa ba3ad mo mathiiiiiil wa kil bint tabeeee , a9lan hatha akbar player bl kuwait

me : laaaaaa2 7abeebty nasser ma3nda chitheee la2na mitrabeeee

fatima : bsssssssss ista'3farallah , lawa3taw chabdeeee , ma3ndikum salfa , '3ayraaaaw il maw'9ooo3 la2na jad wai3

farah : hathe ta38idat 3ogb ma anhat 3eela8atha ib nasser

i just froze in my place staring at farah then fatimaaaa , fatima was in a relationship with nasser ? min mita and how . i needed answers for those questions and why the hell didnt nasser tell me about this .

me : shinooo ? ay nasser

fatima looked at farah and u could could notice it all from her eyes . she looked mad and worried and hurt . i wonder who ended the relationship between both of them .

fatima  : nasser .... abass

she said it in a low voice . her eyes wouldnt dare looking at my eyes . there was a story that i didnt know behind this .  i was just pissed off from fatima and nasser . why didnt they tell me about this  .

me : shlon

fatima :  3adee ma nitkalam

me : la2 fatima tikalimaaaay i need to know

fatima : lujaaaaaain bssss , cant u feel , its tooo much, nasser is dating my cousin for god's sack * screaming *

tears started streaming down fatima's face . she stood up and she went running back inside and then farah followed her . what just happened ? fatima seems hurt .... deeply hurt ! u could feel her heart crying too . the pain all that she suffered and the nights that she cried her self to sleep .  ohhhh god , cant just a day pass without tears . i wondered deeply of how life would be with my mother here by my side , how much i miss her and how much i need her right now . she would have helped me survive this drama and pain . god how much i miss her . i swallowed the pain in and then i decided to go in and check on fatima . i saw looked around the living room and there was no sight of her . i started at the stares and knew that fatima might be up . i went up the stairs and i found 2 rooms . and then i heard the sound , it came from the bathroom . so after that i entered the bathroom to find fatima and farah sitting on the floor . fatima's face was covered with mascara , and her eyes were red . it seemed that she cried alot , poor thing . i sat down beside her .

me : fatimaaaaa ,, im so sorry

fatima : nooo .... lujain im sorry for shouting at u like that

me : its ok , im sure u didnt mean it

then after that , fatima pulled me into a tight hug . and i could hear her sobbing , which only meant that she started crying again . i felt sorry for her .

me : fatima  7abeeeebty bss latabcheen

fatima : inzain  * sniff *

after 2 minutes fatima calmed down .

me : fatima iy9eeeer ittgoolyly sh9ar bainech wa bain nasser , i really need to know

fatima : ok ill tell u

fatima took a deep breathe , then she started speaking

fatima : nasser kan awal 7ub 9igy ib 7ayati , 7asait ina 5ala9 ill keep him forever ib 7ayaty , il ayam ma3a kanat itmir ibser3a , wa ohwa ma kan imga9ir ma3ay , imdalilnee wayid, lo bss yirj3oon hal ayam .

me : shi9ar ba3dain ?

fatima :ana agoolich , ana 7aywana , wa 7mara  la2neee kint ashiiiik wayid ib nassir , fa ba3daaaain yaaa yoom , ana wa nasser thawashnaa then we broke up , 7awalt araj3a bss lil2saf ma gidart .

me : wa al7eeen

fatima : , 3ady mako shay baina , bss it still hurts seeing him and knowing his not urs anymore

fatima : wa al7een he has u , wa allah iy5aalekum 7ag ba3a'9 inshallah

me : mashkoora

could that be it ? just because a fight ? they ended their relationship , i feel there is more to this story , that fatima didnt want to tell .

farah :  inzain bsna drama , 5al insawee shay

fatima : drama ib 3ainech , mako shay ista'3ferallah .

me : chan 6ila3na , bss im busy

fatima : laish ?

me : im meeting my friend

fatima : or u mean nasser

me : u can say that

fatima : have fun

me : i will , thnx

i was getting uncomfortable , by the way fatima was staring ,  u could c the jelousy through her eyes . and i could feel her faking a smile . i skipped the stares that fatima was giving me and then i decided to tell my grandma that im tired and i want to go home . she said yes , i said bye to all of them then we went back home , i decided to get ready so i applied , a bit make up and then all of a sudden my phone started vibrating . i looked over to find a message

becareful , ur not the only one who loves nasser , another person does  too ( fatima ) 

- unknown
 




 

CHAPTER 21 ( PART 2 )

i felt someone shaking gently . i tried my best to open my eyes , i managed to open 1 eye and then the other .

yadtee : 7abeeeeebty lujain gooomay yallah ra7 binroo7 bait 3amtich , 3azmaaaatna 3ala il '3ada

me : yallah kany gayma

so after all it was just a dream thank god my grandma woke me up from this night mare . a huge smile formed on my face . nasser is still alive <333333333333 ! i woke up from bed and then i went to the bathroom i did the same routine then i wore this .

i went downstairs to find my grandma sitting down on the coach .

grandma : yallah 5anroo7 ibser3a ta25arna .

me : weeeee yallah , wa shlon 3ala sara ra7 ityee ?

grandma : eeee shlon matyeee , ihya al7een bl 6reej

me : ok

we got out of the house then we entered the car . i started the engine then we drove off to my auntie's house . all of a sudden my phone started vibrating i looked over to find nasser calling . mo wakta . i pressed ignore .

grandma : laish matrdeen ?

me : umm mala da3y


then nasser started calling again . ufffffff laish ma yifham ina im busy . i pressed ignore

grandma : mino ga3id iydig

me :  my friend

grandma : mino hal friend ily inta mo ra'9ya itgoolyly ismha

me : ismhaaa ...... wadha 

that was close .

grandma : 3arfeene 3alaiha yoom min il ayam .

me : eee inshallah


my phone started vibrating . faj2a everyone is calling :P . i looked over to find fatima calling .

me : aloo

fatima :heeeeey lujain wainech

me : bl 6reeej , shwaya wa noo9al

fatima : yallah ibser3a ,,,, na6reeenich

me : okk

she hung up . we finally reached my auntie's house i got out of the car , but before i entered the place i looked at myself from the mirror of the car . i looked stunning :P .  we entered my auntie's house and everyone was there , correction the ladies was there and i guess the men are in the dewaniya . i went and said hi to everyone and i found farah at the end of the living room staring at me awkwardly and laughing . shsalfatha hatheeee ? i sat down beside her

me : shfeeeeeech it'3zeene chithe  ?

farah : mako shay * chuckling *

waiiiiiii3 jad mal afla3ha bl joooti .

farah : la2 5ala9 maskeena ra7 agoolich

me : shfeeeeech , ish9ayir tara ga3da it5ar3eene

farah : amis 3ogob ma ana wa fatima dagayna 3alich , ri7na dar m7amad wa ta3bathna bl ashya2 shwaya  , chan nilga telephona wa hal maloogfa fatima fachita chan tilga bbm chat baina ohwa reefeja wa t5ayeeelay shino il chat 3an ?

me : shino ?

farah : 3anich .

me : ana ? ana shakoo

farah : m7amad gayl 7ag reefa ina ohwa iy7bich

i froze in my place and 7algy tiba6al ,,.,,, m7amad iy7bneeee ? that explains everything !!!! i was shocked and surprised of what i heard just now . i was thinking deeply  . its weird how the 1st time i saw m7amad in 360 i fell inlove with him but time passed and the crush i had towards him disappeared after knowing that he was just a cousin and nothing more . and now i fell inlove with his best friend nasser .

me : min9igich

farah : eeee min9igy

me : ambaaaaaaih ma9adig

and then after that fatima came out of the bathroom , then she came and sat beside us .

3amtee : yal il '3a9a 5ala9 7ayakum

we stood up from our place and we sat on the table . i was thinking about what farah just told me now . thinking about that made me lose my appetite , so instead i stood up from my place

yadtee : wain ray7a ? ma kalaytay shay

me : mo mishtahya

yadtee : la2 may9eer iklay , intay mo mitrayga

me : wallah yadtee mo mishtahya , itha yi3ta ra7 akil

yadtee : 3ala ra7tich

i decided to go out and call nasser .

* ringing *

nasser : aloooo

me : hi nassser wa a5eeran radayt

nasser : wallah asif 7ayatee amis kint bl mostashfa chan ya6fee 3alay il telephone

me : shlonik al7eeen

nasser : ib 5air 3ogb ma sma3t 9ootich

im blushing and thank god nasser isnt here to c my red cheecks  

me : 9ig ily sima3ta

nasser : shisma3tay ?

me : inik thawasht weya m7amad

nasser : eeee 

me : shi9ar al7een ?

nasser : wala shay , ma kalamt m7amad 3ogb ams

me : 3ashaneee kalama

nasser : bss 3ashanich

me : tadreee iny a7biiiiik 9a7

nasser : la2 ma2dreee. goooly

me : a7 ...... bik

nasser : ma sima3t

me : a7bik

nasser : a5555555 3alaich ya lujain . madree shitsaween feene

me : hehehe

nasser : ya 7alat hal tha7ka wallah . inzaaaaain abeee ashoofech .

me : ga3id tit'3ashmar 9a7 ?

nasser : la2 min9igy ?

me : mita ?

nasser: al7een 

me : ma2gdar al7een ana ib bait 3amtee

nasser : 3ayal shrayich ba3dain ?

me : madree ashoof

nasser : la2 ra7 ityeeen , lo it7beeene

me : 5ala9 ok bss wain ?

nasser : mamsha il nuzha il sa3a 8:30

me :ok 3ayal ashoofik ihnak

nasser : yallah bye derbalich 3ala nafsich wa itha i7tijtay ay shay , digay 3alay

me : inshallah yallah bye .

i hung up . i caught m7amad staring at me . laykooooon sima3 ? laaaa2 matwa8a3. i looked at m7amad then back at my phone . it was so awkward , so i decided to skip him and go inside . as i was going inside . all of a sudden m7amad held my hand . i was alarmed by his move . i turned around to face him .

m7amad : lujaaaain

me : na3am ?

i said it in a cold way

m7amad : ta3lay shwaya abee akalmich

me : mako shay nitkalam 3ana

m7amad : imbala

he started pulling me towards the garden .there were chairs , so we sat down .

m7amad : ma hagaytich chithee lujain , shlon itsaween chithee

me : shsawait

m7amad : intay 3arfa shsawaita , tabeenee athakrich ?

me : la2

m7amad : insaaaaay nasser , mis7eeeee min 7ayatich * screaming *

me : inta mino 3ashan itgooly chithe

u could c m7amad blinking  fast . shaklaaa 3a9ab 

m7amad:  ana wa7id 7aywan iy7biiich , laish mat7seeen * screaming *

CHAPTER 21

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i decided to check twitter . as i was scrolling through the tweets , 1 tweet caught my eye .

nasser ; @ the hospital :/   

i was worried , worried enough to cry . is he alright ? i hoped the answer would be yes . i quickly dialed in his number then pressed call .




* ringing *

the mobile has been switched off or is out of the coverage area please dial later.

ufffffffffffff come on nasser , please answer . i decided to dial in his number 1 more time but unfortunately i got the same answer. i sat on my bed with worried thoughts . nasser was all i can think about . i tried to calm myself down , but nothing was helping .  so i decided to call fatima.

* calling *

fatima : heeeello

me : hiiiii, fatima tadreen ina nasser bl mostashfa ?

fatima : eeee adree , shiftay sh9ar .

me : shino ?

fatima : 9akat hoosha bain nasser wa m7amad .

me : what ? mitaaaa?

fatima : shfeeech matadreen , gabil ishwaya .

me : ambaaaaaaih inshallah no one got hurt

fatima : eee inshallah , wa ilyoom shako ray7a ma3a nasser bl sayara ? haaaaaaaaa ?

me : * silence *

ola mita medaha t3arif ? bsmillah .

fatima : tikaaalimay

me : la2 bss 9ar baina soo2 tafahim wa kina ga3deeen ina8sha bl sayara

fatima : eeee rag3ay rag3aya .

me : waaaaaaay min9igy

fatima : shda3wa 3alich im cousin .... goolyly sh9ar ya3ni . u cant trust me .

me : ok fine kalateeenee

and i told her the whole story

fatima : ambaaaaaaaaaih , maaaaa9adig .... waaaaay nasser zoooooo8a .

me : heeeeeeeey he is mine ma ar'9a

fatima : 5efay 3alaina

me : chub

fatima : farah ta3alay bagoolich shay

me : ba3ad laish matgoooleen 7ag kil il nas ! jad f'9eeeee7a

fatima : a'97ak

me : eeeee

fatima : farah wants to talk to u

me : ok

fatima passed her phone to farah

farah : ampaaaaaaaih lujaaaaaaaain min mita 3ndich hal sowalif

me : min zimaaaaan , la2 im jk , shino ma 9ar shay

farah : ay ma 9ar shay , fatima galatly ina u hugged him wa madree shino

me : eeee 3adeee its just a hug

farah :  wallah my cousin 6la3at mo hayna

me : hehe :P

then suddenly fatima grabbed the phone

fatima : yallah inkalmich ba3dain bye

me : ok bye

i hung up .  that was weird . i decided to sleep to clear my mind off , but before that i tried calling nasser 1 more time . HE WONT ANSWER . i lost hope , so i closed my eyes shut and i slept.












all of a sudden , my phone started vibrating .a feeling of hope came up to me . i looked over to find nasser calling . a huge smile formed on my face .

me : aloooooo nasser

lady : hello , this is not nasser

me : who is it

lady : im the nurse , and im so sorry to tell u that nasser has passed away

me : what  ?????????

lady : yes , nasser has a problem with his heart , and he didnt inform us that , so we gave him the wrong medicine which made his heart stop . we are so sorry .

the phone fell out my hands . the news came in as a complete shock . Nasser is dead , my nasser . nooo noooo the lady might have been mistaken . im sure its not my nasser . i tried convincing myself that nasser wasent dead , but like after 10 mins i realized that he was really dead . i started crying my eyes out . tears falling 1 after the other .  i havent spent alot of time with nasser , it was just like 1 date and now he is dead . i want him back , so badly i want to get 1 more hug from him , and mostly i want to say goodbye . i was deeply hurt , but i have to accept the fact that people come and go . it was something i never expected to happen soon . i spent last night crying , i didnt get much sleep , after that i decided to go out for a walk to take in some fresh air . i wore on my baby blue ' free city ' pants and my 'I <3 me' black shirt . i put on my head phone and then i started walking .  the song ' WHEN YOUR GONE ' by avril lavigne was playing .

 
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

 We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah




the words of the song went like knives into me . tears founds its way out of eyes . i stopped from walking for a sec to catch my breath . WHY NASSER ? WHY DID U LEAVE ME HANGING?

nasser was my one and only wish . id give anything to get him back . he made me fall hard for him and now im just wating for him to catch me . i knew from that moment , that i was madly inlove with him . my train on thoughts got intereptted when my phone started vibrating . looked over to find a message . i opened it and i was surprised to c this .

nasser is dead now , its ur turn bitch

- unknown

then suddenly a car out of no where came up to me and bumped me  hard, i fell on the ground and all i saw was .

* blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack * 


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CHAPTER 20

Nasser : a7bich ya ba3ad 3omry kilaha .

my cheecks turned red . im so shy to even look at nasser  .

me : wa ana ba3ad .

i got out of the car , then we entered the restaurant like a married couple <3 .

waiter : hello , where do u want to sit , out or in ?

nasser looked at me which seemed that he was waiting for my answer .

me : 3ady ay shay .

nasser : outside please .

the lady lead us to our table we thanked her then we sat . the weather was balmy and amazing . i loved it . the wind was blowing making my hair fly . 

nasser : shrayich bl mokan ?

me : 3ajeeeeb .

nasser : eeee bss tadreen shino il shay il 3ajeeb ?

me : shino ?

nasser : intay .

i feel that nasser is doing this on purpose , he wants to see my cheecks turn red every time he complements me .

me : nasser bss tara ast7y .

nasser : feeeedait ily tist7eee .

i didnt talk , my eyes were glued on the table .

nasser : shfeeech mista7ya  ?

me : mo mista7ya .

nasser : 3ayal 6al3eeny .

me : mabeee

nasser : laaaaa

me : eeeeee .

then suddenly nasser placed his hands on my tummy , then he started tickling me . i couldnt hold my laugh so i started laughing like a psycho . everyone was staring at us .

me : naaaaassser bssssss * laughing *

nasser *whispering * : goolay a7bik ba3dain ra7 awagif .

me * whispering * 5alaaaa9 a7ibik .

nasser  stopped tickling me , thank god and everyone stopped staring at us . nasser opened his phone . and all of a sudden it started ringing . nasser ignored the call .

me : rid yimkin shay mohim

nasser : hatha m7amad .

saying that made me get sad . and thoughts were running through my mind . and u could c how my smile turned into a frown .

nasser : shfeech za3ltay ?

me : haaa la2 wallah shay .

nasser : 3ala mino itg9eeen ? 3alay wala 3ala nafsich . goolay shfeech .

me : la2 bss i7na mo ga3deen insawe shay '3ala6 ?

nasser * whispered * : i have done many mistakes in my life , but u will never be one of them .

saying that made butterflies form and a smile was drawn on my face. i keep loving him more and more each sec  . after that a young girl , who looked like a 16 year old approached us . then she spoke

girl : al salam 3alikum

us : wa 3alaikum il salam .

girl : inta nasser abass 9a7 ?

nasser : eee

girll : a7biiiiiiiiiik wayiiiiiiid .

nasser : wa ana akthaaaaaaar ............. matga9reen

saying that made me feel jelous . i felt mad and sad at the same time . and i dont know why i cant stand the girl , her voice , face and everything about her just pissed me off .

girl : iy9eeeer in9awir .

nasser : laish la2 .

nasser stood up and he placed his arms around the girl . 5aaaaalaaaaaaaa9 i had enough . i got out of the restaurant and went back to the car . seriously ,, he flirts with every girl and he just skips me . tears started running down my face knowing that there are prettier girls than me out there . i just felt ugly and unwanted . i felt that i wasent good enough for nasser .




nasser then came out of the restaurant . as soon as i saw him i whipped away my tears .

nasser : lujain sh9ayir .... laish 6ila3tay ?

me : mako shay

i gave him my back and crossed my arms .

nasser :  inzain ta3alay da5il il akil 5ala9 .

me : mabeee , itha tabee takil ma3a il bint hathe roo7 tara atwa8a3 ihya na6ritik da5il wa ana ra7 adig 3ala sayig 3amty iyee wa ya5thnee .

all of a sudden i felt a soft hand wrapped around my arm . i turned around to face nasser .

nasser : it'3areeen lujain ?

me : ish3abalik .

nasser : 9adgeeene ma7ad a7la minich .

me : imbala , a9lan ana alawi3 il chab , ma7ad yabeeeneee .

nasser : ana abeeeech wa million '3ayry ham . 

me : laish tabeeenee nasser ? 3ndik banat im9a6reen jidamik wa nagaitnee ana bianhum .

nasser : because u stole my heart the moment i saw . u just stole my heart and never gave it back .

i was speachlessssss . silence filled the place , until my phone started vibrating

* grandma calling *

me : aloooo

grandma : hala lujain , wainech ?

me : * silence  *

shagoooooool ? mabeeeee achathib 3alaiha .

me : ana al7eeen ib ma63am .

yadteee : oh zaaaaaaaain ... la2na wild 3amitich m7amad dag 3alay wa galy inich ma3a reeefeeja wa madree shino .

waaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiii3 m7aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamd . jaaaaaaaaaaaad i haaaaaateeee him .

me : la2 tism3eeeen kalama ga3id i5arbi6 3alaich .

yadteee : oh '3areeeba ,,,,, awal mat5l9eeeen rij3ay il bait .

me : inshallah .

yadtee : bye

me : nasser lazim aroo7 al7eeen , iy9eer itwa9eeelni il bait al7eeeen ?

nasser : la2 may9eer ... ba3ad ma kalaina

me : adreeee , im sorry , baa lazim aroo7 al7een .

nasser : hal mara raa7 a5aleeech itroo7en bss il marra il yaaaaaya ra7 tig3deen akthar . wa3ad ?

me : wa3ad

he opened then we entered , and he drove , the rest of the ride , we were talking about things and life and all that . i loved each sec i was with him . 15 min passed by and i finally reached my house .

me : mashkoooor wayid

nasser : il 3afo wa law ma swait shay .

nasser : gabil ma itroo7eeen , mo chineech neesaytay shay .

me : shino ?

nasser : il bosa

he pointed at his cheeck . i leaned in and i kissed his cheeck .

nasser : a5555555555 , ya naaaaaas a7ib hal bint * screaming *

me : shhhhhh nasser la yism3oona

nasser : 5al yism3oon

me : 9ig maynooon .

nasser : maynoon feech .

a7iiiiiiib hal walad . i got out of the car , then i waved bye and i entered the house . i saw my grandma sitting , then i greeted her .

grandma : haaaa stanastay

me : eeee wayid

grandma : eee 9ig ma3a mino ri7tay

i was hoping that she wont ask me this question .

me: ummmm ma3a my friend

grandma : taiba ?

me : la2 mat3arfeen mino

grandma : laykoooon walad ?

me : laaaaaaaaaa2 mo walad .

grandma : 3abaly ba3ad .

that  was close . i felt guilty for lying to her , but it was the only choice i had , then i excused myself and i went up to my room and i spent the rest 2 hours listening to music and keeping myself away from this world .


i decided to check twitter . as i was scrolling through the tweets , 1 tweet caught my eye .

nasser ; @ the hospital :/ 
 
 

CHAPTER 19

 my phone interpreted the moment . i looked at it to find m7amad calling , i signaled '' SHH'' to nasser and he nodded then i pressed answer .

m7amad : lujaaaaaaaain ibseeeer3a rij3ay il shalaih al7eeeeen 7asbalich madree ina intay wya nasser * screaming *   

Waaaaaaiiii3 , can't my happiness last longer . bad thoughts were running through my mind . I felt guilty and sad , that m7amad and nasser's friendship will be ending soon . A tear found its way out of my eye . I wanted this day to end . 

M7amad : laish matrdeen haaaaaa * screaming *

I closed the phone on m7amad's face . I can't take it anymore , I can't take him anymore , I had enough of bull shit these past days with that unknown person in my life . These days I have been just faking smiles and laughs , I have been pretending to be ok when everything was falling out . I forgot the meaning of happiness . I couldn't hold my tears back so I started crying really hard. I felt weak . Weak enough to cry Infront of Nasser , .

Nasser : lujaaaaaaain , shfeeeech

I continued crying , not knowing how to reply . all of a sudden , Nasser pulled me into a hug , a warm hug that I needed . I felt safe in his arms . It's like all the pain disappears when I'm in his arms . After 2 min , I stopped crying .

Nasser : Tara dmoo3ich '3aliya 3ndy lujain , ma. Ar'9a a7ad iyza3lich .

Nasser started whipping away the tears that were on my face . I looked at him and I put on a slight smile . Then I stated speaking .

Me : m7amad dag 3alay tawa , wa madry shlon ohwa 3iraf iny Ana ma3ak  . Wa kan ga3id iy9ari5 3alay .

you could see Nasser surprised on what I said . Nasser put his head on the stirring wheel . I kept on staining at him . U could c that Nasser was lost with his thoughts . Then Nasser  lifted his head up and he started speaking .

Nasser : mara7 a5aleee m7amad iyjees iSh3ara Minich .

I got scared , I didn't want to go back to shalaih , because I know something will happen , something I'm not in the mood for .

Me : Nasser



Nasser : i3yoona

My checks turned red .

Me : Mabee arja3 il shalaih .

Nasser : a9lan mino Gal barj3ich il shalaih , ba5leech ihnee ma3ay .

Me : hehe bal shino ra7 Insawee al7een ?

Nasser : intay shino mishtahya itsaween ?

Me : Madree ay shay .

Nasser : yo3ana

Me : Eee

Nasser : 3ayal ra7 awadeech ma63am kil man yimda7a

Me :ok

Nasser drove off to the rest , I seriously enjoyed every minute with him in the car , he has an amazing personality , he was different then what I thought . after that Nasser parked his car Infront of a restaurant called NIÑO .

Nasser : wi9alna

Nasser opened the car and then he go out . Idk why I felt scarred and worried . I just sat there staring then  Nasser at opened the door .

Nasser : Yallah shna6ra ?

Me : ha madry , Nasser a5af

Nasser : min shino ?

Me : madry , il nas ra7 ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina 3ana

Nasser : 5al ya5thoon fikra mo Zaina , i7na sh3alaina minhum , ohma may3rfoonich wala iy3arfoony

I gave Nasser a stare .

Nasser : ok yimkin , iy3arfooni , bss may3arfoonich

Me : ok 5anroo7

Nasser : a7bich ya ba3ad 3omry kila

CHAPTER 18

suddenly ......... i heard a voice , my heart started to beat faster , the voice was coming from the bathroom , someone was there . i slowly walked towards the bathroom then all of a sudden the door opened and i was surprised to find............... the one and only NASSER . i froze in my place not knowing what to do . i was scared standing infront of the person who almost killed me . my heart's speed was getting faster and i was breathing heavily .

nasser : i5tara3tay .

i just kept on staring at him , i wanted to reply , but i dont know why i cant move my mouth , fear was controlling me .

nasser : lujaaain shfeeech ? laish ga3da tarjfeene .

all of a sudden , nasser took a step closer , he was just a few inchies away . then i took a step back .

nasser : lujain goolely shfeeech .

nasser now was close to me , i could feel his breath on my face . i swallowed hardly then said

me : nasser raja2an wa5ar  3any .

nasser was confused .

nasser : shino ?

me : sima3tny .

nasser : la2 intay mo lujain , shi9ayir feech , laish 5ayfa minee .

me : la2 ba3ad itsawee nafsik mat3arif shisawait .

nasser : shga3da it5arb6een lujain , ana shisawait .

me : ra7 af'97ik ya nasser wallah ra7 af'97ik , inshallah m7amad wa farah wa fatima iyoon wa ra7 itshoof .

nasser : intay 9a7yaaa ? fahmeeene shi9ayir .

me : inta il sibab ib roo7ty 7ag il mostashfa , inta ba'3ait ta8tilnee , wa ba3ad inta kint ithadidneee idzleee massegat wa taktib unknown ta7at . la2 wa il mishkila itsawee nafsik mat3arif .

nasser looked at me and u could c he was surprised and shocked .  now is the chance for me to run away before nasser can hurt , i quickly started running out of the dewaniya and as i was about to enter the shalaih nasser pulled the back of my shirt .

nasser : lujaaaain ni6raaay 5al nitfaahaaam  .

me : mabeeeeee wa5ir 3aneee  yal mojrim

i started pushing nasser away , but he was strong .

me : sa3dooooooooniiii * screaming *

then suddenly nasser placed his hand on my mouth . i was alarmed by his move .

nasser : ga9ray 7isich .

i tried my best to push nasser away again , but unfortunately he managed to hold me from running .  after that nasser started leading me to his car , he placed me in then he got in and locked the doors . i started crying , knowing that there is no chance now to run away , im officially trapped in this car .so then nasser started driving , i had no clue on where we were heading to .

me : laisshhh itsaweeee chitheee nasser ? fahimneee bss i never harmed u or even hurted u . *crying*

nasser : intay mo ra'9ay tism3eeenee , ana moooo il unknown wallah mo il unknown .

me : chathaaaaaab , kilaaaaaa itchathib 3alay .

nasser : mita chathabt 3alaich haaaa * screaming *

i just stood there staring at him .

me : lama sa2ltik itha mirtibi6 chan itgooly la2 wa ana gablha shift i9warik ma3a wa7da .

nasser  : a9laaaan tadreeen mino hathee  ? hatheee bint 5alteee .

me : its dosent matter now , raj3neee il shalaih .

nasser : mara7 araj3ich ila lama tism3eeene .

me : shasma3 , 5ala9 i know the truth .

nasser  looked mad u could c it from his face , its was red . so then nasser parked his car on the side .

nasser : shoooofaaaaay .

he gave me his phone i looked at it and it was a message that nasser received from unknown .

PLAY WITH LUJAIN'S HEART OR ELSE ...........

-UNKNOWN .

i was shocked knowing that the unknown person wasent hunting me alone , he was hunting nasser too .

me : shlon adree hal message 9ig ?

nasser : lujain bafham shay , ana laish a2a'9eeech ?

me : madree 3anik .

suddenly nasser came towards my ear and he whispered .

nasser : ana ma a2atheee il nas ily a7ibhum .

i looked at him . i was speachless , i didnt know what to say or do ........ so i shifted my eyes towards the window and i started looking outside .

nasser : tist7eeen lujaaaaaaain ?

me : laaaa2

saying that made my cheecks turn red ,,,,, i started staring at him . his eyes were attractive .

nasser : 3ayal laish i5doodich 7imir .

me : madreeee

i couldnt ressist smiling back .

me : nasser tara ana 7adeee asfa la2ni '9alamtik . ma kan 8a9deee .

nasser : la2 3adee bss mara thanya dont judge too fast .

me : i wont .

silence filled the car so then i started playing with my phone to avoid awkwardness .  THEN suddenly nasser placed his soft hand on my chin then  moved my face up gently .

nasser : 5al ashoof i3yoonich il 7ilween .

butterflies were forming in my stomatch . i was melting insideeeeeeeeeee <3 . i cant believe how nasser managed to do that to me . my moment interpreted the moment . i looked at it to find m7amad calling , i signaled '' SHH'' to nasser and he nodded then i pressed answer .

m7amad : lujaaaaaaaain ibseeeer3a rij3ay il shalaih al7eeeeen 7asbalich madree ina intay wya nasser * screaming *  

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CHAPTER 17

cashier : the person who bought this red rose is called..........................






































































































cashier : nasser .

me : wait what is his family name ?

cashier : nasser abass

i froze in my place . i couldnt believe what i was hearing . the cashier might be mistaken .  after all it was nasser , he was the one who threatened and poisoned me . i cant believe it . i was scared after knowing nasser is the unknown . what should i do ? tell the police .... or tell m7amad . i need to find away to stop nasser . why did he do this ? what does he want from me ? if nasser has the power to hurt me , then im sure he has the power to hurt m7amad , fatima and farah .

cashier : is there a problem ?

me : umm no thnx u .

i took the flower , then i rode the car . after that the driver took me home . i got out of the car , then i entered the house .

grandma : al salam 3alaikum .

me : wa 3alaikum il salam .

i went up to her and i kissed her forehead .

grandma : ha shfeeeech ?

me : mafeenee shay .

grandma : wayhich a9faar .

me : 9ig ?

grandma : eee 7abeebty .

fear causes my face to turn yellow , what i am thinking about now is farah fatima and m7amad . i'm afraid something will happen to them , i need to protect them , i need to do something

me : yimkin la2ni mo nayma .

grandma : ee goolay chithee .

me : 9ig wain il yahal ?

grandma : ib darhum .

me : baroo7 ashoof hum la2ny mishtagatluhum wayid .

grandma : ee ro7ay .

i stood up then i walked towards nora and abdullah's room . i opened the door then i entered .

me : hiiiiiiiiii

nora : 5alteeeee lujaaaaaain

she came running to hug me . awwwwww shes so cuteeeeee .

abdullha : laish yaaaya ?

me : mako salam wala shay ?

abdullah : salam .

typical abdullah .

me : i missed u aloooooot <3

nora : wa i7na akthar .

abdullah : adree adree .

me : ya 7alat il the8a il zayda feek .

abdulah : tara wallah ana mo yaahil .

me : ana gilt yahil ?

abdullah :bss intay ga3da itkalmene chinee yahil .

me : 5ala9 sorry abdullah

nora : 5altee lujain mita omee ra7 tirja3 ?

me : 9ig nisait 3anha .

abdullha : zain ma tinsain nafsich . 9irtay 3ayooz .

nora : * laughing *

i could resist holding my laugh and i started laughing with them . ha walad ga3id iyaninnee , bss a7ibaaa  .

me : atwa8a3 ra7 ityee al7eeen . ta3alaw 5al nig3ad bl 9alah . 

i got out of the room and abdullha and nora followed me to the 9alah .

grandma : kaaaahee sara dagat ihya barra , roo7ay wa fichaaay il baaaab .

me : yallah .

i quickly got up and opened the door .

sarah : ahlaaaaaaaain

i hugged her tightly .

me : i missed u yal kalba .

sarah : moreeeeee

sarah got in and as soon as her kids came in they hugged her tightly , it shows how much they miss their mom <3 .

me : wain '9aaary ( her husband )

sara : ra7 il bait la2na 7ada ta3ban .

me : oh

grandma : eee 9a7 nesiat as2lich isnastay bl shalaih ?

me : ee il 7imdillh .

sara : ay shalaih ?

grandma : shalaih 3amatkum .

sara : oh ya7laiylha . ee 9ig lujain ? mita nawya titzawijaaayin ?

me : tabeeen tiftakaaain miniiii ?

sara : eeee , la2 ga3da at'3ashmar .

me : tara ana 7adee young 3ala il zawaj .

sara : ay young , ma boga shay wa ra7 tabdeeen college .

me : 9ikaaaaw il salfa , maly 5ilg afakir ib hal maw'9oo3 .

grandma : ya 7alatkum wallah .

we continued talking and talking until the clock striked 12 . so then i went up to my room , and before i slept , i decided to call fatima .

me : alooooo

fatima : hiiiiii

me : fatima lazim ashoofkum , intay wa farah wa m7amad .

fatima : laish 9ayir shay ?

me : eeeee

fatima : shino ? tara ga3da it5ar3eene .

me : ma2gdar agoolich bl telephone , lazim face to face .

fatima : 3ayal ta3aly il shalaih tomorrow morning la2na ra7 in7adir at 5:00 .

me : maly 5lggg . laish ma we meet after the shalaih .

fatima : okkk bss madree itha m7amad can meet with us too .

me : umm 3ayal i have no choice .

fatima : ee 5ala9 c u tomorrow morning .

i quickly went to bed and i slept , i woke up the next morning . i went to the bathroom i did the same routine then i wore this

i grabbed the car keys then i drove off to the shalaih , 30 mins passed and i finally reached there . i entered the shaliah to find noooooo one . where are they seriously ? i entered the dewaniya and no one was there too , so i decided to sit there and wait until they come .








































suddenly ......... i heard a voice , my heart started to beat faster , the voice was coming from the bathroom , someone was there . i slowly walked towards the bathroom then all of a sudden the door opened and i was surprised to find ..............................................................



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CHAPTER 16

i spotted a red rose with a small box . i extended my arm and then i grabbed the flower and the small box .


it was froooooooom : unknown


i was shocked and surprised  . i kept on looking at the rose and the small box . i opened the box  to find a note .


roses are red violets are blue


you know i got my eyes on u

- unknown .

my heart started to beat faster knowing that the unknown person has been here . i was scared knowing the fact that im alone , so i decided to call the nurse . few minutes passed and the nurse finally came .

nurse : hey ms. lujain do u need anything ?

me : um yes , who gave u those rosses ?

nurse : im sorry but idk , the front desk gave it to me and then i brought it here .

nusrse : yes and i have to tell u that ur auntie said that , if u need anything call her and she will come here .

me : oh ok , thnx u .

after that the nurse left leaving me alone in this dark room which had 1 lamp open . i decided to open my phone since im bored . i pressed on the twitter icon and i found 1 request from nasser . i looked at the request carefully .
in my twitter account , i dont add boys in it except for cousins . idk ya3ni , nasser isnt a stranger , but also idk know him that much and he seems really kind and sweat . i decided to press the accept button, maybe he needs to tell me something imp . as soon as i pressed the accept button i received a dm from him . that was faaaaast !

nasser : hi

me : hey

nasser : shimga3dich hal 7aza .

me : madree :P

nasser : tara an yeet 3ashan in6ali3 film , chan algach nayma fa gilt 5al aroo7 .

me : eeee i know , sorry about that .

nasser : la2 3adee .

me : im sooooooo booooored ;(

nasser : maskeeena .

me : i know :(

nasser : inzain 5alnil3ab truth or dare .

me : ok u start .

nasser : truth or dare

me : true .

nasser : mir6ab6a ? ( be honest )

me : no :P . ur turn truth or dare .

nasser : truth

me :  mir6ibi6

im sure the answer is yes , i already have proof and it is the pictures of the girl and him i found in the camera . idk why but jealousy takes over me when i remember that girl in the picture . i hateeeee her alot , although she hasent done anything to me .

nasser : la2 . ur turn truth or dare

u know that moment when u know the truth and then the person lies . omggggggggg he is such aaaaaaa liaaaaaaaar :O . shocked is what iam now . i never expected nasser to be like that . but i always doubted  that he is a player and players lie . i decided to ignore him and sleep .
















































i woke up the next morning to the sound of farah and fatima .

fatima : lujaaaaain goooomaaaay

farah : eeeee yallah 3ashan inroo7 il shalaih .

i sat up straight , and then i went to the bathroom , i washed my face and i brushed my teeth and then i wore this .

 

with white toms , then i went out of the hospital to find m7amad waiting outside . he was looking at me min foog lay ta7at .

m7amad : hey , intay shlabsa ?

me : shfee libsee .

m7amad : agool roo7ay '3ayreee .

me : bala min wain ayeeblik libs thane , hatha ily 3ndee .

m7amad : al7een dishaw il sayara wa ba3dain nitfaham .

shfeeee omaaa ? lazim kil shay yabeee iy9eeer . kaifeee mabeee a'3yer libseee waiiiiii3 . i got in the car and i sat in the back seat with fatima . farah was sitting in the front seat .

farah : m7amad please lets take a picture .

m7amad : laish ya3ni .

farah : 3ashan a7i6a bl instagram .

m7amad : yallah 9awray .

farah was doing funny posses and fatima and i were laughing at her .

m7amad : waaai3 shal posses ma3a wayhich .

farah  :  shfeeeeck ,  kil banat il kuwait isawoon chithee .

m7amad : ma3ndihum salfa .


m7amad kept on looking at me in the mirror and i always look away not wanting any eye contact between us . suddenly my phone starts to vibrate .

m7amad : shfeeech im3a9ba ?

i looked back at the mirror and i already found m7amad staring .

me : mafeene shay .

m7amad : bitgooleen wila shloon ?

me :  m7amad kil ma albis shay giltly shal libs wa '3ayree . ya3ni maya3jibik il ashya2 ily albsha .

m7amad : bl 3aks shaklich 7ilw feehum , bss ma ar'9a talbseen ig9eer la2na na9oor bl shalaih wa 3aib ya3ni .

me : ok

m7amad : inzain smile , mo kila wayhich chithee chinich shaba7 !

i looked at the mirror again and i found m7amad smiling . i couldnt resist smiling back.

me : ok fine .

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farah  : ba'3aneelikum shay .

m7amad : la2 tokfaaaain .

farha : shda3wa . kil my friends iygooloon ina 9ooty 7ilw .

m7amad : hathool 9aydat wa intay a9yad .

farah : heeeeeey

fatima and i : * laughing *

farah :  9igg 7ameer madaf3oon 3alay .

after few min of laughing and talking we reached the shalaih . i got out of the car and i entered the shalaih then i went up straight to my room . i decided to change my clothes , since m7amad wants me to wear something longer , so i wore this .

the door opened and farah came in holding the rose and the small box .

farah : hach

me : min wain 5athaiteee ?

farah : while u were changing in the hospital , i found it thrown on the side chan i kept it in my bag .

me : oh ok thnx

fatima : min mino il wardaa

farah : eee 9a7 mino 7abeeeb il galb .

me : agoool chub , idk a random person sent these to me . 

fatima: lujaaaaain please goooolay mino mara7 ingool 7ag ay a7ad .

me : tara ana ga3da atkalam 3arabee mo hindi ,, giltlikum , its from a random person fa chubaw .

farah : inzain latakleena .

suddenly my phone started vibrating .

* grandma calling *

me : alooo

grandma : lujaaaain 7abebety wainech matrdeen .

me : asfa yadteee ma kint adree ina u called me .

grandma : rij3ay il bait ilyoom nesaita , i5tich sara ra7 tirja3 ilyoom weya zoojha min il sifir ilyoom .

me : weeeeee nesait , 5ala9 al7een arja3 .

grandma : yallah na6reenich . ma3a al salama .

and she hung up .

me : banaaaat lazim arja3 il bait .

fatima : laaaaaa2 laiiiiish ?

me : my sis ra7 tirja3 min il sifar ilyoom .

fatima : ohhh 7asafa 3ad il shalaih bedoonich mala8a .

me : awwwww , bss inshallah ill c u guys . ya3ni we can go out together .

fatima : eeee zain * hug *

farah : wa ana where is my hug ?

i looked at her with a smile and i hugged her tightly .

farah : ayyyyy ayyy bsss u broke my bones .

fatima : *laughing*


i left the room then i went downstairs to c my auntie .

me :  3amtee ana al7een lazim aroo7 il bait 3ashan i5tee sara irja3at min il sifar .

auntie : ya3ni matigdeereen tig3deen lay bacher .

me : la2 wallah im sorry .

auntie  : 5ala9 3ayal roo7ay bss ta3alay mara thanya weeyana il shaliah .

me : inshallah

auntie : al7een adig 3ala il sayig 3ashan iywadeech .

me : ee ok

i said bye and as i was walking out , a voice called my name .

m7amad : wain ray7a ?

me : ray7a il bait .

m7amad : aw 8a9dich starbucks ?

me : shakooo wallah ray7a il bait , kahoo il sayig na6irnee .

m7amad : tabeene awa9lich.

me : la2 3adee mashkoor .

m7amad : ok bye wa derbalich 3ala nafsich .

me : inshallah byee .

i entered the car and we drove off . i had nothing to do so i opened my bag and i took out the rose and the box. i looked at the rose carefully and luckily i found a sticker attached to it . the sticker said

'' KUWAIT FLOWER SHOP .''

an idea popped up in my mind . why dont i go to the shop and ask them who bought this flower and then i can finally find out who the unknown person is .

me : driver please can u go to KUWAIT FLOWER SHOP.


driver : idk where is that place .

me : ok ill call them now and ask for the directions to the place .

i called the shop and they gave me the directions  .



















































25 mins passed by and we finally reached there . FINALLY ILL FIND OUT THE PERSON WHO  POISED AND THREATENED ME .  today is the day . i cant believe it is here . i got out of the car with the flower and i got in the shop . then i slowly walked towards the cashier . i was scared and worried .

me : hi

cashier :  hello , how may i help u .

me : excuse me , can i find out who bought this flower .

i placed the flower on the table so the cashier can get a closer view of it .

cashier : when did u get this flower .

me : i got it yesterday .

cashier : let me check

the cashier opened the book and she was searching for the name of the person . i couldnt wait any longer i want to know who is that person right now .

cashier : the person who bought this red rose is called .........................................................

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WHOOOO IS THE UNKNOWN PERSON ??????????? FIND OUT THE NEXT CHAPTER . ENJOOOOOOOOY !

CHAPTER 15

So then I got out of bed and I went downstairs to find a plate with 1 piece  of brownie

MYYYYY FAAAAAAAAAV <3 I quickly grabbed it and I started eating it . The taste was amazing , but then suddenly the taste of peanuts filled my mouth OH NO , THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING . IM ALLERGIC TO PEANUTS . I started coughing a lot non stop . I felt that I couldn't breathe .


**zzzzzz *** zzzzz*

I warned u !

-unknown

Suddenly , I fainted and everything went black !

















































LUJAAAAAAAAIN ........ LUJAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN

i heard many voices calling me . i tried my best to open my eyes , i managed to open the right 1  and then the left 1 . i found farah and fatima looking at me . a smile formed on their faces .

fatima : ambaaaay lujain , salamat sh9ar ?

me  : allah iysalmich , long story .

fatima :ay long story , m7amad wa nasser ihnee was 3amtee ham .

me :  ola shda3wa kilhum yaw , mafeene shay .

farah : mafeeech shay 7abebty ? legainach 6ai7a 3al ar'9 . 9igggg film hindi .

me : film hindi ib 3ainech , ana mo fa'9ya amathil .

as i was about to speak , the door opened and m7amad entered the room .

m7amad : il 7imdillah 3ala il salama lujain .

me : allah iysalmik .

m7amad : tara 9ig 5ara3tena , bss ana shak ina hatha tamtheel .

me : haw ? ay tamtheeel .

m7amad : ya3ni , ana lama shiftech gabil , ma kan feech shay .

me : inta a9lan matdree shino 9ar , im allergic to peanutes , wa il brownie kan da5la peanuts fa bl '3ala6 kalaita chan magidart atnafas wa i fainted and now im here .

m7amad : ola kila hatha 9ar . tara kint ga3id at'3shmar weyaich adree inich mo ga3da itmathleen .

me : lo kint adree ina u were joking chan ma ta3bt nafsee wa giltlik il salfa kilaha .

m7amad : ambaaaaih im sorry * girly voice *

me : m7aaaaamad * daloo3a voice *

m7amad : 5ala9 5ala9 irta7ay , yallah ya banat ya 7ilween

fatima : ishraboo il 7aleeba lil9i7a wa lil8owa wa nadoo il 6abeeb .  *singing *

m7amad : a'97ak ?

fatima : * laughing hard* eeee .

m7amad : 7imdillah wil shikir . ma 3arfkum .

after that he left leaving fatima , farah and i alone .

me : ambaaaih shino ra7 asawee ihnee ?

fatima : nothing ... duh just rest .

me : wai3 i've only been here for 5 min and im already bored .

farah was looking at her phone and then suddenly she started shouting

farah : ambaaaaaaih ... ambaaaaaih * screming *

me : shfeeeech ?

farah : nazilaw a new cartier bracelet .

fatima : tara mo waktich .

farah : wallah kaifkum ra7 aroo7 360 wa ra7 ashtree il bracelet gabil ma its sold out . 

fatima : 3ayal ra7 aroo7 weyach ,,,, a7taj ashtree some stuff from 360

farah : 3ayal ta3alay yallah .

me : laaaaaaaa2 ni6raw lat5aloooneee.

fatima : we wont be late , we promise .

me : bss shasaweeee broo7y ?

fatima : ur not alone m7amad and nasser are here .

farah : yallah fatima .

fatima : ok bye lujain

and they left leaving me alone . its sooooooooo boring what should i dooooo ? i took the remote and i opened the tv and as i was surffing through the channels . i stopped at the ' SPORTS CHANNEL ' a match between barcelona and real madrid was on . IM TEAM BARCA BABY :D . i watched the match carefully and idk why , nasser popped up in my mind. i remembered how he taught me to play football playstation . as i was deeply looking at the tv  , the door openeing again . i shifted my eyes to find nasser ? 3omra 6weeeeel .

nasser : hi , salamt lujain , matshoofeen shar ?

me : allah iysalmik , thnx  u

nasser : il 3afo , shiftay 3abdullah ?

me : la2 wallah

nasser : madree wain hal 5ibil ra7

while nasser was looking at me his eyes turned to the tv .

nasser : ohhh ga3da it6al3een il match .

me : eeee .

nasser : iy9eer a6al3a weyach .

me : sure .

nasser grabbed the chair and he pulled it close the me then he sat down on it .

nasser : inshallah real madrid iyma95roon barcelona

me : la2 wai3 real madrid , goooo barceelona .

nasser : shoofay , itha barca fazaw asawee ily tabeen wa itha real madrid fazaw intay itsaween ily ana abee .

me : deaaaal

i continued watching the match .

















































the match finished and BARCELONA WON . !!!!!!!!!! wooohhhooooooo . in ur face real madrid :P

me : shgitlik . fazaaaw barcelona .

nasser : may9eer il coach '3shaaash .

me : la2 iy9eer wa ni9

after that nasser looked at me and he had the ' bad boy ' look on his face . im meeeeeelting ya naaaaaaaaaaaaas . sa3dooooooni .

nasser : intay fiztay , shino tabeen asaweelich  ?

me : hmmmmm let me think ?

me : eeee i got it ..... get me out of this place .

nasser : shlon ? may9eer il doctor gal , lazim itnameen yoom ihnee .

me : laaaaaaaaaa2 ma2beeeee , wallah malait min il ga3da ihneee , abeee shalaih .

nasser : shinsawee ba3ad , ta7milay ishwaya wa inshallah il wakit imir ibser3a .

me : inshallah .


silence filled the whole room . talk about AWKWARDNESSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

nasser : soooo , what do u want to do ?

me : madreeeee ?

nasser : tabeeeen in6ali3 aflam ?

me : eee , bss nasser itha 3indik shay tara 3adee roo7 mo 2la u stay here with me .

nasser :  it9adgeen 3ad , today is ur lucky day , ma3ndee shay asawee .

me : ashwaaa . 3ayal which movie do u want to watch .

nasser : a scary 1

me : la2 please ,, jad i cant sleep at night , ill get nightmares .

nasser : its ok ill be here with u , there is nothing to be scared of .

me : madreee nasser a5aaaaf

nasser : there comes a day where u have to let go of ur fear .

nasser : ana al7een baroo7 il bait , wa ra7 ayeeeb film wa ra7 arja3 . mara7 at2a5ar .

me : ok tyt .

nasser left leaving me alooooonee. there was nothing to do , so i decided to sleeeeeep























































 i woke up ,then i sat up straight , i looked at the time and it was already 12 at night , omgggggggggg i slept alot , its maybe because of the medicine they gave me . wait nasssssseeeeeeer , maskeeen he might have came and he found me sleeping . i looked around the whole place , then i spotted a red rose with a box of chocolate . i extended my arm and then i grabbed the flower and the box of chocolate .





it was frooooooooooooom ?????????????????????


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I KNOW THIS  IS A SHORT POST , BUT I COULDNT CONTINUE , MY EYES 3AL YALA THEY CAN BE OPEN . IM TIRED AND TODAY WAS A ROUGH DAY FOR ME . I HOPE U ENJOY IT AND UR FEED BACK MEANS THE WORLD TO ME . THNXS READERS . !