Sunday, June 23, 2013

CHAPTER 4

Me : Rakan ugh ... I can explain .

I said as he stood staring at me coldly .

Rakan : Mita bin5ali9 min m7amed ? 

He asked me and he seemed deadly serious this time . I looked down at the ground then back at Rakan . 

Rakan : jawbene lujain 

He ordered . My tongue was all tied up because I had nothing to say really . And I was finding trouble putting out the right words.

Me: ma3a il ayam 

I replied .

Rakan : inshoof

He said while taking his phone from my hand. 

Rakan : Yallah imshay

He spoke as I followed him around the garden . Silence was loud while words weren't . The mood was too quiet and awkward. I wanted this day to end so badly. 

All of a sudden a young boy tripped in front of me , then started crying in pain . I quickly bent down to pick him up . 

Me : are you okay ? 

I asked the crying kid.

Kid : my leg 

He cried . I pulled up his pants to find his knee bleeding badly 

Rakan : hach

He said while handing me napkins . I slowly placed it on the kid's injured leg and told him to calm down .

And after that a women came running towards us .

Women : my baby

She worried . She picked up her son and carried him from the ground .

Women : thank you so much .

Me : your welcome 

And after that she left and Rakan and I continued touring around the garden .

Rakan : it3arfen it3amlain weya ila yahal

He threw a comment suddenly . I turned around to face him then say 

Me : ee *slight smile*

Rakan : il walad kan 7ilw 9a7 ?

He asked and I was getting uncomfortable with his questions . It seemed that he was trying to tell me something . ashkara ga3id iygi6 na'3zat. 

Me : eee mashallah 

Rakan : shakla 7abich 

Me  : la2 shda3wa 

Rakan : ya 7alat il yahal .. Iywanson il wa7id wallah .

I couldn't hold it anymore ... Because I know what does he mean . so I scram at him

Me : bssss Rakan bssss 7issss fene shwaya ... Tara Ana admeya 7ale 7alik 3ind galb ... 

Rakan opened his mouth in shock . He wasent expecting me to burst in anger .

Rakan ; shfeech it9ar5een jidam il awadim Ana isghilt.

He scram back . And I looked at his face which has turned fire red from anger.

Me : inta it3arfe akthar mine wa 3ala fikra ilyom sima3t il mokalama weya 9a7bik ... Wa itha 3ala balik Ana mo 9aydtik Think twice .

I replied and as I was about to walk out . He held my wrist. I turned around to face him .

Rakan : lujaaain 

He scram

Me : rakan mo wakta nitfaham bl hotel.

I said as I took the taxi and drove back to the hotel. Tears started to fall . I wa sent happy with my marriage with rakan . I guess we rushed with things. We should have waited before taking the next step.  and as soon as I reached to the Hotel I went up to the room and I laid my head on the bed with the memories of me and m7amed playing .

*flash back *

me and m7maed were sitting on kuwait's warm sand facing the beach .

M7amed : hach 

He said while placing a rock in my hand .

Me : shasawe bl 95ara ?

I asked while being clueless .

M7amed : taklenha it9adgen...

Scacrism dropped from every word he said and it made me laugh .

Me : min9ige shasawe feha ?

I asked again.

M7amed : gi6e bl ba7ar 

I threw the rock but it didn't fly far away . 

M7amed : ista'3farllah fe a7ad iygi6 chithe .

Me : *laughs* ha 3ayal shlon ?

I replied.

M7amed suddenly wrapped his hand around mine . then said 

M7amed : gi6eha chithe 

both of us threw the rock in the sea and this time it flew far away .

I turned around to face him and I already found him staring at me . I couldn't read his eyes really . But I guess it was pure love . He suddenly placed his head on my lap and said

M7amed : Allah la iyfarigna.

Me : ameen.

it hurts so bad . The memories that this person has left behind . The person left but the memories never left with him . It stayed right here in my heart and they were memories that I guess I won't be able to forget instead ill pray to god that one day I could relive them again . 

And all of a sudden my eyes started to close and I fell asleep . 











*next morning *

I woke up from my long sleep . I turned around to find rakan sleeping.i slowly tip toed my way to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and combed my hair . Then applied a bit of make up then wore a long floral dress with black heels. I got out of the bathroom to notice flowers on the table .

I approached the table and I carried the flowers with the paper attached to it . I opened to find this .

" Ana Asif Lujain ... Sam7ene 3ala my actions these days ... Can we start again ? " 

- rakan 

The flower had an unbelievable scent that was beyond amazing . 

Suddenly rakan's morning voice called my name .

Me : Hala 

Rakan : i3jobich ?

He asked while smiling

Me : eee wayed

Rakan : Tara Ana Asif wa 7agich 3alay Lujain.

Me : wa Ana asfa ham .

Rakan then walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me giving me a warm hug.

Rakan : Tara ilyom a5ir yoom ib shhar il 3asal wa bachir lazim Inrid.

Me : eee 5ala9 3ayal ill pack the bags after breakfast

Rakan : la2 la2 3ogb breakfast inroo7 wain ma taben ba3dain u pack .

Me : 5ala9 ok 

I replied while smiling .

Rakan : yallah Ana babdil wa intay nizlay wa 7ijzelena 6awala.

Me : ok yallah see you .

As said as I left the room and waited for the elevator to come and when it finally did . It opened and I entered it .

All of a sudden the buttons in the elevator were going on and off . and then baaaaaaaam the elevator stopped . My heart started to beat faster. I was literally shaking in my place . I was sweating like a pig. The lights suddenly went off .

Me : heeeeeeelp 

I scram and continued to for about a minute .

as soon as the lights went open I looked at the elevator's door to find a note . I opened to find this .

your skies are blue 

Your days are bright 

How about I take away some of the light

And let you suffer all night .

Can you guess who am I 

Iam a terrible lie 

That you can't deny 

My name starts with a U and ends with an N 

I'm unknown and I'm back b*tch


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6 comments:

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  3. post!!!! why did u stop? :'(

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  4. Allaaah y5aleeeki post!!!!! Ur amaaazing mashallaah!!! <3___(3

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  5. Omg your story in the beggining is as same as the Series that came in ramadhan بركان ناعم wow really i finished your story in one day and it was hell good but i really wished that you ended the story before by a happy ending with mohammed and loujain it would be easier for you and you could of gone on with their love story but in anyway the story is wonderfull as the writer is cant wait for the next <3
    With all love, support and respect Noura Saad

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