Me : Rakan ugh ... I can explain .
I said as he stood staring at me coldly .
Rakan : Mita bin5ali9 min m7amed ?
He asked me and he seemed deadly serious this time . I looked down at the ground then back at Rakan .
Rakan : jawbene lujain
He ordered . My tongue was all tied up because I had nothing to say really . And I was finding trouble putting out the right words.
Me: ma3a il ayam
I replied .
Rakan : inshoof
He said while taking his phone from my hand.
Rakan : Yallah imshay
He spoke as I followed him around the garden . Silence was loud while words weren't . The mood was too quiet and awkward. I wanted this day to end so badly.
All of a sudden a young boy tripped in front of me , then started crying in pain . I quickly bent down to pick him up .
Me : are you okay ?
I asked the crying kid.
Kid : my leg
He cried . I pulled up his pants to find his knee bleeding badly
Rakan : hach
He said while handing me napkins . I slowly placed it on the kid's injured leg and told him to calm down .
And after that a women came running towards us .
Women : my baby
She worried . She picked up her son and carried him from the ground .
Women : thank you so much .
Me : your welcome
And after that she left and Rakan and I continued touring around the garden .
Rakan : it3arfen it3amlain weya ila yahal
He threw a comment suddenly . I turned around to face him then say
Me : ee *slight smile*
Rakan : il walad kan 7ilw 9a7 ?
He asked and I was getting uncomfortable with his questions . It seemed that he was trying to tell me something . ashkara ga3id iygi6 na'3zat.
Me : eee mashallah
Rakan : shakla 7abich
Me : la2 shda3wa
Rakan : ya 7alat il yahal .. Iywanson il wa7id wallah .
I couldn't hold it anymore ... Because I know what does he mean . so I scram at him
Me : bssss Rakan bssss 7issss fene shwaya ... Tara Ana admeya 7ale 7alik 3ind galb ...
Rakan opened his mouth in shock . He wasent expecting me to burst in anger .
Rakan ; shfeech it9ar5een jidam il awadim Ana isghilt.
He scram back . And I looked at his face which has turned fire red from anger.
Me : inta it3arfe akthar mine wa 3ala fikra ilyom sima3t il mokalama weya 9a7bik ... Wa itha 3ala balik Ana mo 9aydtik Think twice .
I replied and as I was about to walk out . He held my wrist. I turned around to face him .
Rakan : lujaaain
He scram
Me : rakan mo wakta nitfaham bl hotel.
I said as I took the taxi and drove back to the hotel. Tears started to fall . I wa sent happy with my marriage with rakan . I guess we rushed with things. We should have waited before taking the next step. and as soon as I reached to the Hotel I went up to the room and I laid my head on the bed with the memories of me and m7amed playing .
*flash back *
me and m7maed were sitting on kuwait's warm sand facing the beach .
M7amed : hach
He said while placing a rock in my hand .
Me : shasawe bl 95ara ?
I asked while being clueless .
M7amed : taklenha it9adgen...
Scacrism dropped from every word he said and it made me laugh .
Me : min9ige shasawe feha ?
I asked again.
M7amed : gi6e bl ba7ar
I threw the rock but it didn't fly far away .
M7amed : ista'3farllah fe a7ad iygi6 chithe .
Me : *laughs* ha 3ayal shlon ?
I replied.
M7amed suddenly wrapped his hand around mine . then said
M7amed : gi6eha chithe
both of us threw the rock in the sea and this time it flew far away .
I turned around to face him and I already found him staring at me . I couldn't read his eyes really . But I guess it was pure love . He suddenly placed his head on my lap and said
M7amed : Allah la iyfarigna.
Me : ameen.
it hurts so bad . The memories that this person has left behind . The person left but the memories never left with him . It stayed right here in my heart and they were memories that I guess I won't be able to forget instead ill pray to god that one day I could relive them again .
And all of a sudden my eyes started to close and I fell asleep .
*next morning *
I woke up from my long sleep . I turned around to find rakan sleeping.i slowly tip toed my way to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and combed my hair . Then applied a bit of make up then wore a long floral dress with black heels. I got out of the bathroom to notice flowers on the table .
I approached the table and I carried the flowers with the paper attached to it . I opened to find this .
" Ana Asif Lujain ... Sam7ene 3ala my actions these days ... Can we start again ? "
- rakan
The flower had an unbelievable scent that was beyond amazing .
Suddenly rakan's morning voice called my name .
Me : Hala
Rakan : i3jobich ?
He asked while smiling
Me : eee wayed
Rakan : Tara Ana Asif wa 7agich 3alay Lujain.
Me : wa Ana asfa ham .
Rakan then walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me giving me a warm hug.
Rakan : Tara ilyom a5ir yoom ib shhar il 3asal wa bachir lazim Inrid.
Me : eee 5ala9 3ayal ill pack the bags after breakfast
Rakan : la2 la2 3ogb breakfast inroo7 wain ma taben ba3dain u pack .
Me : 5ala9 ok
I replied while smiling .
Rakan : yallah Ana babdil wa intay nizlay wa 7ijzelena 6awala.
Me : ok yallah see you .
As said as I left the room and waited for the elevator to come and when it finally did . It opened and I entered it .
All of a sudden the buttons in the elevator were going on and off . and then baaaaaaaam the elevator stopped . My heart started to beat faster. I was literally shaking in my place . I was sweating like a pig. The lights suddenly went off .
Me : heeeeeeelp
I scram and continued to for about a minute .
as soon as the lights went open I looked at the elevator's door to find a note . I opened to find this .
your skies are blue
Your days are bright
How about I take away some of the light
And let you suffer all night .
Can you guess who am I
Iam a terrible lie
That you can't deny
My name starts with a U and ends with an N
I'm unknown and I'm back b*tch
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