CHAPTER 5

 I turned around to find a tall skinny girl with long ombre hair. Her face had alot of makeup on it  and I got disgusted right away. Natural beauty is always the best. " ampaih sorry" she said and I could feel that she Wasent sorry at all. mal ko3 iyda5lha bl 6ofa. " 3ade " I fake smiled and the truth is I was dying on the inside. It took me a whole hour to draw the loggo and then this slut comes up and ruins my shirt oh ill show her. She left and I could hear her giggle her way to thary. I shot them both a stare. " Nora hathe ur first warning" thary left keeping her in shock. Was thary doing me a favor ? Was he on my side?  Questions were dancing in my head. But then I brushed them off as soon as I remembered that thary was the manager and it was his job. " wai3 shtabe hathe " one of the campers threw a comment. " 5aloha m7tara min the shirts" I replied. And all my campers threw stares at her I couldn't help but laugh and I'm sure she heard it. I gave her a challenging look and she gave me a disgusting one back . Winnnnn !!! :p . after we finished doing the shirts it was lunch time all my campers were eating. And the leaders have their own table. I got my food then sat down. I noticed everyone present except thary what's up with him. " Ali wain thary" I asked . Ali looked at me then back at his food. " atwa8a3 bara" he said . " fe shay " I wondered and I suddenly cursed myself for caring . "La2 bs shway ta3ban" he replied. And I could sense that he was lying. What an excuse that most Kuwaitis use . I peeked out the window and I could see Farah standing playing with her hair trying to act girly and all that . she wouldn't stop smiling and every second she keeps on getting closer to thary . wai3 she's so horny. I could hear someone chuckle . I turned to face Ali who wouldn't stop laughing . All of a sudden he started to choke . His face started to turn red and he couldn't breathe shit shit shit ambaaaaaih shasaweee.  Don't just stand there do something. I quickly ran to the food table and grabbed many water bottles  . I opened one and madre shasawe chan agi6a 3ala his face . Thary came in and he saw me throw the water on his face . " shisalfa" he looked clueless. " he can't breathe madre shsasawe" I quickly said . " shako itgi6en may 3alay" he screamed. " madre shasawe ya3ne" I screamed back. Thary quickly started hitting Ali's back and finally he started to breathe again. " mo mal a7ad iy5alik m3aha ba'3ait itmot 3alaina" thary gave me a stare and I shoot him a death stare in return . " ihya malha shi'3el Ana '39ait ibro7e" he gave me a smile. jad thary is getting on my nerves and it's the first day and I had to be patient with him it's the only key . " 5atak il so " a dlo3a voice spoke. I turned to find Nora " bla5". " 5a6ach il lash" he replied without even looking at her . Kafu wallah Ali. " Mara thaya Ana bag3ad ma3ak 3ashan ma iyserlik shay" I looked up to find her  staring at me. shakilha she wants me to hit her hard 3ashan it3adil 7acheha il mo3awa8. " la2 3ade Mashkora" he said and in my head I was like ohhhhhhhhh dagraaaaaaa. I seriously like where this was going. Ali is chithe *thumb up*  "3ala rahtik" and she left . Faka finally -.-. " shfe wayhich" he started laughing. " mafe shay laish ;p " I wondered. " kil ma itye Nora wayhich yinglib madre shlon chinech shama re7a 5aysa" he said and I couldn't help but laugh . " iybayin" I couldn't stop laughing. " eee " he chuckled. " wallah il 9ara7a mo bla3tha" I said . " ham Ana it9adgen" he agreed with me. And I couldn't stop smiling. Lunch finished and I went back to my group and as soon as I sat down . I could see it through their eyes that they wanted to tell me something. " shfekum" I asked . And one of the campers nudged the other camper. " laish tahwashtay weya thary. " umm we didn't fight we were just having an argument " I tried to aragi3. " ma firg argument nafs a fight . Ya 7ibhum 7ag il legafa. " bs kina 5ayfen 3ala Ali " I answered. " ohhhh ohhhh Shoug it5afen 3alay" my campers teased. I couldn't help but blush wa wayhe 9ar nafis 6omata. " 3aib 3alaikum ma3inde hal sowalif" I said and jad ma7ib chithe sowalif it's pointless and full of shit . " 5air 5air " they said and I ignored. And by that that time passed by and the  day was over. Everyone started leaving and I went out to the parking lot to find Manar standing alone. " ha shlon ur day " I asked . " wallah zain " she replied. " how was urs" she asked . " good " I replied." Umm inzain Manar bas2lich so2al and I want you to be honest latlifen yimen wa yisar" I came closer to her. " si2lay" she said. " shisalfatich weya Shahad sima3t il convo today " I said and u could see the worryness drawn on her face . " umm la2 mafe shay" she hesitated. and her voice was shaky . Liar . " Manar" I gave her a stare. " mako shay " she tried to assure me and again she's lying. " itha mara7 itgolele bagol 7ag Shahad intay ily ga6aitay coke 3ala her teddy bear" I crossed my arms. " haa uff 5ala9 bagolich".

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CHAPTER 4

1 hour passed by and we were doing nothing. campers were all talking and complaining on how boring it was and I couldn't agree less. Thary finally showed up and his face seemed different he looked sad. And it had me wondering what's wrong with him but again idc it's his life not mine. he walked up to the stage and cleared up his throat then started to speak. " Shoug .. Wain Shoug" I walked up closer to the stage . " Kane " I raised my hand. " 9i3day fog" he ordered and I followed his order. He started calling out the leaders names including Shahad and Manar's and again they had scarfs around their face. Both of them stood beside me and I was in between them. " shelaw the scarfs " I whispered. " Shahad bashela ma2gdar atnafas" Manar said and she took off the scarf. " la2 Manar" and before she countinued thary interuppted. " shoug intay ra7 ta5theen group red bulls" he pointed at the group. " ok" I said . " Manar intay blue whales wa Shahad intay small puppies"  and thary countinued putting leaders with their groups. " small puppies laykon yahal" Shahad had a frown drawn on her face right away I couldn't help but giggle. " '97kay '97kay" she crossed her arms.  Thary told us to go and introduce ourselves to our groups. I walked up to my group . " hi shlonkum inshallah ib5air isme shoug" I said and silence took over. Okay ..           a-w-k-w-a-r-d I thought. " intay leader" a boy asked. " eee" I smiled. " ga3d t9ayden 3alay" he said and I couldn't help but open my jaw wide in shock. " Tara Ana mo a9'3ar i3yalik itkalimne chithe " I shot him a stare. ma ashti'3el 3inda 3ashan iykalimne chithe wallah ba3ad hatha ily nagi9. And before I spoke up thary interuppted. " kil shay okay " he asked the group. " eee okay " I replied. " mabe aga3d bhal group " the same boy spoke. " laish" thary asked while looking at me in a weird way. " hathe ga3da itnafis 3ala afay chine bayig 7alaha" the boy said . And I swear I cursed him in my head a hundred times . " Shoug ta3alay shway" thary pulled me to the side. " 5air" I crossed my arms. " Tara tawna baden wa ga3da it76en dobich ib dob il campers lay mita Shoug " he said and seemed mad . shfe hatha 7a8id 3alay he didn't even hear my side of the story.  5ara fe wa shakla . " awal shay ohwa 8al adaba 3alay wa Ana mo yahil 3ashan iykalimne ib Hal islob " I spoke up . " Tara ma aloma shaklich yahil " thary said and I swear I was about to punch him the face bs misakit nafse wa ta3awatht min ibles. " hatha ur 2nd warning Shoug ..  Itha biy9eron 3 bagi9 ma3ashich" he said. " fek shay thary " I asked because from the beginning of the day he seemed upset somehow and I guess that's why imnafis 3alay. " la2 " he answered. " itha za3lan min shay or mit'9ayig mala da3e itgi6 7aritik 3al awadim na9e7a bs " I said because jad lay mita chithe ibnig3ad and I didn't even give him a Chance to speak up . I walked back to my group . " wa a5aren 5ali9aw " I could hear a girl say that. " sorry 3al ta5eer " I said . " ta3alaw ma3ay 5ansawe il logo 7ag groupna. " they followed me into the room and all the campers were seated in different tables. I found an empty table and sat down with the campers beside me . We started disgussing about the logo and after 30 mins we finally chose on. and each of us had to draw it on the shirts. manar's table was beside me and beside her was Shahad's table . I couldn't help but hear the convo between them . " ambaih '3areba ma tithakarna" Shahad said . " waaaay Ana shigtlich ... Ya3ne 9arla 3 months wain yithakar" Manar replied. " m7law mashallah" Shahad threw a comment. " fe a7la" Manar said. Who was the person they were talking about was it thary or was it ali or another leader. curiosity was hungry and I couldn't help but want to feed it . Ill find out in my own way what's going on between them. I countinued drawing on my shirt and while I was drawing suddenly cola got spilled all over the shirt. Anger rushed through me . WTFFF . I turned around to find ..............................

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CHAPTER 3

as I got out I found a car parked right behind my car and like my car was almost scratched . I looked at the car to find 2 guys in. " o5oy iy9er itwa5ir sayartik shway la2na ihne mo parking " I said politely . " la2 mara7 awa5ir" he said . All my mind can think about now is where the hell is my sister Shahad to save me . I stayed for about a min just looking at the 2 guys in the other car because I was really shocked and didn't know what to do . " shofay ya 7ilwa , ra7 asahlich iyaha wa agoolich Hal kalam wa itha bitsm3en bawa5ir wa itha mara7 tisme3en 3ayal shay thane biy9er" he said and I was wondering what he meant . " ta36ene ra8mich wa al7en aroo7 aw it3anden wa ra7 at3bich ma3ay " he continued." Shinu " I almost screamed . " Ana a3arifik , inta it3arifne ?" I asked . " la2 bs wede nit3araf akthar" he gave me a smile that made me almost vomit infront of him , bla55 disgusting. And before I started speaking . I can hear someone calling my name . I turned around to find Shahad . A let out a sigh of relief . " wainech ma yitayy" she crossed her arms. Mo wakta Shahad jad mo wakta . " Shahad sa3dene " I whispered to her and she turned her eyes to face the car with the guys in it. " shfech" she whispered back . " laish ga3den titsasron" the guy interrupted then lets out a laugh . Shiy'9a7ik bl'9abt 7ada malee8 wai3 . " inta hay shtabe " Shahad screamed at the guy . 3ashat Shahad 3ashat my sis . In my head I'm clapping so hard for her . " haday shfech im3a9ba bayig 7alaich wa Ana madre" the guy said and Shahad wouldn't stop stomping her leg on the floor . Oh no Shahad's mad . " shoof inta ma3a itha al7en ma 7araktaw ba3ad ma a3id lay il 3ashra ra7 adig 3ala o5oy iye wa iykaf5kum wa inzil dam Minikum wallah ra7 tandimon" she opened her phone and started dialing numbers. " yallah degay 3alay 7asbalich 5ayfen minich wa Mina " he said . " nesait agolikum Ina o5oy '9ab6 wa 3ade jedan iyda5lkum il sigin al7en " she puts on a challenging smile . " 7amood imsh imish" the other guy said and the car took off fast . Shahad really blew me away she really knows how to lie and scare people off . " and that's how we do it " she smiled . "You really know how to lie " I smiled back . " afa 3alaich bs mo awal Mara kil ma iy9er chithe agolhum nafis il shay Ina o5oy '9ab6 wa Hal 7ache " she chuckled. " ufff madre laish a7is Ina wede o5oo al7een" I let out a sigh . " it9adgen ham Ana ya3ne Hal Mara 3adat 3ala 5air Mara thanya yimken ma it3ade " she said and I started to worry . She's right we need a guy who would protect Us Adre Ina we have a  father  bs obona rayal ikber ma nabe inta3ba ma3ana ily fe kafe Allah iy5ale Lina * baba if your reading this I love you <33 *  After that we went in  the aiport to take our parents then we   went back home .  " ha shisawaitaw wa i7na msafren" my mother asked. " bs jam3eya wa ga3dna bl bait" I replied. " Akeed" she teased . " eee aked " I chuckled. " 3ad laish al7en il 9aif mako Madrisa may9er bs tig3don bl bait 6il3aw weya rabi3kum , sawaw shay " she suggested. "Eee Ana ba9er  leader ib kcamp wa nafis il wakit ya36ona flos" I said . " i5thay Shahad ma3ach " she said . " la2 la2 mabe " Shahad said . " haw laish ... Ro7ay ma3a i5tech" my mother tried convincing her . " kaifha 5aloha 3ala ra7atha ... Ba5itha weyay il 7adaga madam ma 3indaha shay " my dad looked at Shahad while smiling . " ha .. 7adag la2 a9lan Ana kint ga3da at'3ashmar baro7 weya Shoug il camp " she said and In my head I was laughing so hard . I know that Shahad hates fishing . winnnnnn she's coming . finallyyyyy . " zainn 3ayal lazim itnamon imbachir ilyoom" she said . " eee lazim yallah Shahad 5anam" I got up and I could hear say "ufff" both of us went into our bedrooms. I changed into my pyjs brushed my teeth then threw myself on bed and Within minutes everything turned black .

"Teeeeeeeet "teeeeeeet"teeeeeet"

I woke up in fear from the loud noise coming from my phone . I quickly unlocked it to find the alarm I set last night going on . Ufffff it's 6 in the morning and we have to be there @8:00 . I turned the alarm off then went into the bathroom did my things and  wore the shirt that Ali gave me with jeans and toms . I went up to Shahad's and opened the door slowly  room to find her awake all of a sudden but she was still in her pyjs . " shittttt" she screamed and placed her hand on her chest . " 5ara3tene ya 5ara " she rolled her eyes . " shimga3dich Hal 7aza " I wondered." Ana nimt 3ashan agoom .... 6il3ay yallah banam " she threw a pillow on me . I opened the lights and she covered her face quickly . " 9ikaaay il laittttt " she ordered. I walked up to her and I took the blanket off . " ra7 nit2a5ar  5al9ena " I said and i hoped she's stop being hard headed for once. " uffff inzain inzain" she complained and cursed me on her way to the bathroom and after half an hour she finally came out and it's already . " a5eeran" I said and both of us got in the car. " Manar ra7 ityelena ihnak" she said . " mashallah 3alaiha a7san minich itgom imbachir  " I said." Chub wa Abe  Starbucks la2na mo nayma wa ra7 anam 3alaikum ihnak" she said and she was being serious . " inshallah 3amte" I rolled my eyes. We went to Starbucks got our drinks and then we went to kcamp . I looked at my watch and it was 8:15 shitttttt it's our first day and we are late . " ambaaaiah t2a5arna" I worried . " shfech mishta6a Tara 3ade . " she said . " agol bs 6il3ay 5andish" both of us got out of the car and made our way in . Manar was sitting on the chat in the reception. She came up and greeted us . " Tara 7adna mit2a5ren" Manar said . And I shot Shahad a stare and ignored it . We walked up to the room where all the leaders and campers are . " shit " I could hear Shahad whisper . " a777" Manar whispered back . Shisalfa 0.0 . Thary came up to us . Uff 3ad maly 5lga . " wainech ta25artay" he asked . Mako Salam wala shay :) mashallah 3ala il a5la8 . 5alone sakta BSs . " 9arle  '9aroof " I rolled my eyes . " Hal Mara bamarirha lich wa Mara thanya latit2a5rain " he said . " inshalalh ". " I turned around to not find Manar nor Shahad . Haw 0.0 wain ra7aw . I went back to the reception to see them sitting whispering stuff to each other . " wain ri7taw" I asked. " bs kint ga3da adawir shay " Shahad said . " inzain yallah dishaw " I said and we went back to the room . I started looking around the room and I finally spotted Ali .  I walked up to him . " hii" I smiled . " Hala " he smiled back .  " shiftay thary " he chuckled. " eee madre shfe imnafis " I replied . " Hal walad ma iyoooz " he said . " minu ma3ach " he smiled while looking at Shahad and Manar . " my sister wa refejatha " I said . " yabon yishtarkon 9a7" he asked . " ee I replied " . " hakum " he handed them papers with shirts . They filled the papers up then changed into the shirt .  Thary went up the stage to speak up . " al7een banade asame il leaders .  He said out names and finally came up to our names . " Shoug " he called . " il mit2a5ra " he countinued while giving me a stare . I shot him a stare and didn't bother raising my hand . " Shahad and finally Manar " I turned to face them and they had scarfs covering their face and their eyes only showed.  " here " both of them raised their hands .  " what the hell .. sh7a6en ib wayikum" I asked .  " kaifna intay ish3alayich" Shahad said . " Tara ga3den itfashlone" I crossed my arms and I was really annoyed from them . " shinsawe ba3ad il re7a 5aysa " they said . They were seriously acting weird . What the hell is wrong with them . Ill let them tell me whether they like it or not . 

CHAPTER 2

the next morning I woke up to the noises of loud bangs on the floor. I sat straight then scratched my head and curiosity lead me to follow the noises.  They were coming from Shahad's room. walaain shisalfatha hathe al7een. I unlocked the door without knocking even to find Shahad playing wii fit -.- . " hay hay 5air shako dasha bedon ist2than" she screamed . " walah it's not my problem 7asbale 9ar shay " I rolled my eyes . " shaklich yaya itsolfen 9a7" she crossed her arms." Agool baba Tara hathe mo 7ala kil yom imga3datne min 9ba7 Allah 5air min il a9wa6 ily i6al3enha " I moaned . " ya3ne ish7arach ga3da asawe riya'9a 3ashan a9er nafis adriana Lima " she said . Ok I get it adriana Lima is hot and all that but believe me she struggles every day just to stay on the same weight . She exercises 2 hours a day or even 4 . Above that my sister Shahad isn't fat at all bl3aks jimha 7ilw mashallah bs madre minu la3ib 3alaiha wa gaylaha ti'93af. " ma3indech salfa 7imdillah wil shikir " I left her room and went into my room took a shower changed and did everything . I  got out of the house and went into the car and drove off to Olympia mall to attend the registration event for kcamp. I finally reached after 15 mins and made my way in carriebou to find 2 guys. I greeted them and it was kinda awkward actually it was really awkward x_x " Ana isme thary wa hatha Ali " he said . " oh hi Ana Lujain " I said . Let's describe them 

Thary : 170 cm tanned skin curly hair (Kesha) has braces on and it looks like he has biceps . 

Ali : shorter than thary ib wayed yimken 6ole or a6wal bishway. He has dirty beard and his hair has been jelled up one word hot .

" Lujain abech itwa83en Hal wirega wa fill up all the questions please " Ali said . " shhal 5a6 bala shlon ashof" thary mocked. My face was like this 0.0 shfe omaaa was all  I was thinking about. Ali quickly stepped on thary's leg and I could hear him say " ay" in a low voice kafu wallah Ali . " malich shi8el fe " Ali chuckled and I could sense that he got a bit nervous.

I countinued filling up the paper and from time to time I could see Ali giving thary stares. I keep on holding myself from giggling and I did . After filling up the papers and signing they passed me a shirt. " please wear this tomorrow" ali smiled and his dimple sank in . a555 he has a dimpleee cute . " eee manabe bikini wa Hal swalif" thary threw a comment. And again my face went like this 0.0 min9ige hatha shfe is he drunk high shinu ni'9ama bl '9ab6. " ga3d yith7ak ma3ach" Ali chuckled and I know he was covering up for thary . Allah iy3ena 3ala thary this is the first I met him and I already don't feel comfortable around him but Ali is such a sweetheart ill stick with him wa ra7 a36e thary a8wa skip. " ee gabil ma aroo7 I was wondering if my sister and her friend could  participate too  "I asked . "eee sure let them come tomorrow to the camp and they can fill up the papers there " he said . " ok thank you very much " I said then made my way out and went back home . I went up the stairs and Shahad's door opened . She came out dressed really fancy. " wain ray7a" i asked . " ma3ach 0.0" she replied. " shinu minu gal inye ba6la3" I said and I was literally confused. " yal '3abeya ilyom mama o baba biyridon min il sifir " she said and I cursed myself alot. " ambaihhh I forgot I literally forgot " I hit my head. " mo wakta al7en yalah 5anro7 the aiport na5ithhum ma boga shay 3ala il 6ayara" she said In a hurry . " yallah yallah imshay" I said . We rode the car then drove off to the aiport. Shahad said that she would wait for me inside while I was parking the car .  I stayed a while in the car looking at twitter insta Etc.. And finally as I got out I found a car parked right behind my car ( my parents car actually I'm not supposed to drive even :p but yolo )  and like my car was almost scratched . I looked at the other car to find 2 guys in it. " o5oy iy9er itwa5ir sayartik shway la2na ihne mo parking " I said politely . " la2 mara7 awa5ir" he said . All my mind can think about now is where the hell is my sister Shahad to save me . 

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Hello guys , I know have been out of the blogging world for a long time and it's just because I have been really busy with stuff but right now things are settled thank god . I came back with a new story which will be different . I hope you guys enjoy it and Ramadan kareem I know it's kinda late but oh we'll ;pp . Let the story begin 

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" Shougggg" screamed an annoying voice through the empty house . "haaa" I screamed back. " ta3alay 5alnil3ab truth or dare " I was able to identify the voice and it was my annoying twin sister Shahad . I climbed up the stairs then made my way into the room . " mo min9igikum" I crossed my arms. " truth " Shahad said to her friend Manar . " hmm let me think oh wait wait legaita ..would you save your sister or thary from a fire " Manar had an evil smirk on her face and quickly after that Shahad slapped manar's arm . " ayyyy" Manar laughed . " next time it's going to be harder" said Shahad and she seemed serious . Who's thary I wondered as I looked at Shahad who seemed pretty annoyed . ill ask her later when were alone . As you can see my name is Shoug and I'm 17 years old I'm tanned and I have long brown hair and I just placed sunn on it so its light brown I have hazel eyes that glow under the sun's light . Everyone loves my hazel eyes out of everything I'm made off and it's nice to know that . I have an annoying twin sister called Shahad . she's taller than me which is kinda annoying because people always think she's the eldest but it isn't true I'm born before her in 1 min so yeah . she has long brown hair too same color of eyes . We're identical and  most of the times people can't differentiate us but the most annoying difference is that she's taller :/ a9lan 3ade il g9er hotttt right ? No okkk . Back to the story . As u can see my parents were out of town for business so me and my sis are home alone with our second mother marry ;p she's the best 59oo9an lama itzif Shahad ;pp . our family is made of 4 members me Shahad and Shoug with our parents . I like it that way but sometimes I wish that I would have an older brother who would take me out whenever he is free and that bs it's okay a9lan Shahad 3an 3ashir reyayel mashallah . Manar left the house around midnight which made me and Shahad alone . Finally I can ask her the question I have been thinking about the whole time . " minu thary " I asked Shahad who had here eyes on the tv . as soon as she heard my question her eyes bagigaw but she didn't know that it was obvious. " ha .. Ay thary " she asked and her voice was shaky = liar . " 5al9ene goolay" I said . " a9lan Ana madre laish ma36etich wayih intay malich shi8el " she turned her attention to the tv . " la2 embala le shi8el Shahad la2na if you and this guy thary have something going on then it won't be good for the family il som3a wa il karama fog kil shay don't you ever forget that " I said  and Shahad was surprised from the words . " you don't even know anything so please don't judge " she quickly left the living room and went up to her room . ugh kaifha 5al tathlif she's so sensitive ba3ad hatha ily nagi9 . I spent the rest of night watching tv and talking to my friends. I was scrolling through the tweets until I reached a tweet that caught my eye " we need  more leaders for kcamp , ages should be 17 and above if your willing to participate please contact 99******"  Allah that looks fun . It's summer and mako wayed ashya2 asawe fa let's give it a try. I'm so participating in it and Shahad is coming with me '3a9ban 3alaiha. I quickly saved the number on my phone then what'sapped them and I gave them my sister's name and my name and they said we should meet them tomorrow  . I asked my other friends if they wanted to participate but all of them were busy so I guess it's just me and my sis . I went up the stairs and I started knocking on Shahad's wooden door . " Shahad" "Shahad" I screamed hoping she would answer back . " shtaben" she replied . " just open the door for a sec " I said . And finally il i5t Shahad gamat wa fachat il bab . " 5air na3am ishtaben itha yaya itgolele karama madre shinu Tara Ana 3inde mo5 wa fahamt " she rolled her eyes . " Ana t7achait bsmillah ... Agool shofay kcamp yabon wa Ana gilt madam ma3indina shay insawe inro7 wa insa3adhum wa nafis il wakit we earn money " and as soon as I said that Shahad had the "wtf" look on her face . " Ana I baby sit a bunch of kids agool lifay wayhich wa dishay darach a7sanlich gabil ma iyelich ko3 iyda5lich bl 6ofa " she moved back and as she wanted to close the door I placed my leg in " you can bring manar ma3ach " I suggested. " ashoof yallah thilfay banam" she slammed the door hard . Weja3 inshallah . Tokfon hathe i5it bs 5aloha 3al Allah . I made my way into the room . Closed the door changed my clothes and brushed my teeth  then drifted in my sleep . 

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CHAPTER 4

Me : Rakan ugh ... I can explain .

I said as he stood staring at me coldly .

Rakan : Mita bin5ali9 min m7amed ? 

He asked me and he seemed deadly serious this time . I looked down at the ground then back at Rakan . 

Rakan : jawbene lujain 

He ordered . My tongue was all tied up because I had nothing to say really . And I was finding trouble putting out the right words.

Me: ma3a il ayam 

I replied .

Rakan : inshoof

He said while taking his phone from my hand. 

Rakan : Yallah imshay

He spoke as I followed him around the garden . Silence was loud while words weren't . The mood was too quiet and awkward. I wanted this day to end so badly. 

All of a sudden a young boy tripped in front of me , then started crying in pain . I quickly bent down to pick him up . 

Me : are you okay ? 

I asked the crying kid.

Kid : my leg 

He cried . I pulled up his pants to find his knee bleeding badly 

Rakan : hach

He said while handing me napkins . I slowly placed it on the kid's injured leg and told him to calm down .

And after that a women came running towards us .

Women : my baby

She worried . She picked up her son and carried him from the ground .

Women : thank you so much .

Me : your welcome 

And after that she left and Rakan and I continued touring around the garden .

Rakan : it3arfen it3amlain weya ila yahal

He threw a comment suddenly . I turned around to face him then say 

Me : ee *slight smile*

Rakan : il walad kan 7ilw 9a7 ?

He asked and I was getting uncomfortable with his questions . It seemed that he was trying to tell me something . ashkara ga3id iygi6 na'3zat. 

Me : eee mashallah 

Rakan : shakla 7abich 

Me  : la2 shda3wa 

Rakan : ya 7alat il yahal .. Iywanson il wa7id wallah .

I couldn't hold it anymore ... Because I know what does he mean . so I scram at him

Me : bssss Rakan bssss 7issss fene shwaya ... Tara Ana admeya 7ale 7alik 3ind galb ... 

Rakan opened his mouth in shock . He wasent expecting me to burst in anger .

Rakan ; shfeech it9ar5een jidam il awadim Ana isghilt.

He scram back . And I looked at his face which has turned fire red from anger.

Me : inta it3arfe akthar mine wa 3ala fikra ilyom sima3t il mokalama weya 9a7bik ... Wa itha 3ala balik Ana mo 9aydtik Think twice .

I replied and as I was about to walk out . He held my wrist. I turned around to face him .

Rakan : lujaaain 

He scram

Me : rakan mo wakta nitfaham bl hotel.

I said as I took the taxi and drove back to the hotel. Tears started to fall . I wa sent happy with my marriage with rakan . I guess we rushed with things. We should have waited before taking the next step.  and as soon as I reached to the Hotel I went up to the room and I laid my head on the bed with the memories of me and m7amed playing .

*flash back *

me and m7maed were sitting on kuwait's warm sand facing the beach .

M7amed : hach 

He said while placing a rock in my hand .

Me : shasawe bl 95ara ?

I asked while being clueless .

M7amed : taklenha it9adgen...

Scacrism dropped from every word he said and it made me laugh .

Me : min9ige shasawe feha ?

I asked again.

M7amed : gi6e bl ba7ar 

I threw the rock but it didn't fly far away . 

M7amed : ista'3farllah fe a7ad iygi6 chithe .

Me : *laughs* ha 3ayal shlon ?

I replied.

M7amed suddenly wrapped his hand around mine . then said 

M7amed : gi6eha chithe 

both of us threw the rock in the sea and this time it flew far away .

I turned around to face him and I already found him staring at me . I couldn't read his eyes really . But I guess it was pure love . He suddenly placed his head on my lap and said

M7amed : Allah la iyfarigna.

Me : ameen.

it hurts so bad . The memories that this person has left behind . The person left but the memories never left with him . It stayed right here in my heart and they were memories that I guess I won't be able to forget instead ill pray to god that one day I could relive them again . 

And all of a sudden my eyes started to close and I fell asleep . 

*next morning *

I woke up from my long sleep . I turned around to find rakan sleeping.i slowly tip toed my way to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and combed my hair . Then applied a bit of make up then wore a long floral dress with black heels. I got out of the bathroom to notice flowers on the table .

I approached the table and I carried the flowers with the paper attached to it . I opened to find this .

" Ana Asif Lujain ... Sam7ene 3ala my actions these days ... Can we start again ? " 

- rakan 

The flower had an unbelievable scent that was beyond amazing . 

Suddenly rakan's morning voice called my name .

Me : Hala 

Rakan : i3jobich ?

He asked while smiling

Me : eee wayed

Rakan : Tara Ana Asif wa 7agich 3alay Lujain.

Me : wa Ana asfa ham .

Rakan then walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me giving me a warm hug.

Rakan : Tara ilyom a5ir yoom ib shhar il 3asal wa bachir lazim Inrid.

Me : eee 5ala9 3ayal ill pack the bags after breakfast

Rakan : la2 la2 3ogb breakfast inroo7 wain ma taben ba3dain u pack .

Me : 5ala9 ok 

I replied while smiling .

Rakan : yallah Ana babdil wa intay nizlay wa 7ijzelena 6awala.

Me : ok yallah see you .

As said as I left the room and waited for the elevator to come and when it finally did . It opened and I entered it .

All of a sudden the buttons in the elevator were going on and off . and then baaaaaaaam the elevator stopped . My heart started to beat faster. I was literally shaking in my place . I was sweating like a pig. The lights suddenly went off .

Me : heeeeeeelp 

I scram and continued to for about a minute .

as soon as the lights went open I looked at the elevator's door to find a note . I opened to find this .

your skies are blue 

Your days are bright 

How about I take away some of the light

And let you suffer all night .

Can you guess who am I 

Iam a terrible lie 

That you can't deny 

My name starts with a U and ends with an N 

I'm unknown and I'm back b*tch

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