so i guess i have reached up to the last chapter , wooooow is all i can say , time really passes by fast . lets hope youll enjoy it . this chapter will be cut into 2 halfs
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me : shlon t3arfeeen obooooy
i said and anger started to flow through my veins .
taiba : *smirks* obooch hatha ily kint mayta 3alay ohwa zoooje
me : shinuuuuu ?
i asked and it just seemed like a person has slapped my face 10 times .
taiba : eeee hatha rayleee ya 7aywana .
i froze in my place and i started looking at the guy on the ground and taiba . the thoughts in my mind werent corresponding . my mouth was wide open and i just seemed out of this world in a world that dosent expect the unexpected . i looked back at taiba as i have gotten back to reality .
me : min mita ?
i asked .
taiba: lama kina ib swiss hatha kan shahar il 3asal ..... bss ba3dain obooch shafich intay wa sara wa kan yabeekum it3eshoon ma3ana ... bss ana ma kint abee la2na adree ina obookum mara7 yihtam feene nafis gabil .... mako a7ad itloomena '3air obooch ... ohwa ily sawa feech chithe ohwa ily sawad 7ayatich ....
me :obooy mala sh'3el intay il maynoona ......
taiba : ishgiltay lujain ?
me : sima3tenee
taiba then approached my dad and she placed the metal on his head , she then spoke .
taiba : goolay ily giltay 3anee tawa
me : laaaaaa2 obooooooy mala sh'3eell wa5ray 3ana *Screaming*
taiba : ma7ad yab hal mishkila '3ayrech ...... *laughs*
and all of a sudden taiba's phone starts to ring . she takes it out then answers the call .
taiba : wainek ?
taiba : yallah ibser3a.......
and then she hungs up .
taiba : eee nesait agoolich 3indee mofaj2a lich lujain .....
she said and she was treating me like a little kid . i had nothing to do but play along .... i wasent ready to lose my long lost dad .... i want to get to know him ..... or atleast i want to call him dad because in the past years i havent been able to say that but now finally i could .
me : ay mofaj2a ?
i asked
taiba : why are you always in a rush .... its better you try smiling now for the last time because i promise you ... you wont do that anymore .
taiba's words made my heart beat faster and i felt that my heart fell into my stomatch ..... i knew she wasent up for something good because she will never be .. she was just pure evil .
and after a few mins of silence ...... a familiar car was being parked infront of us ...... i tried my best to peek through the driver seats but it wasent that clear .
all of a sudden a guy wearing a mask gets out of the car and he starts approaching us . i kept on wondering who might the person be behind the mask...... was it a close person .... or was it just a stranger .........
taiba : sheeela
she commanded him and he obeyed her .
then all of a sudden the guy removes off his mask ....... and this face appears a face i have known ........ no no no it cant beeeeee himmmmm .................. this is not trueeeeeee
the guy was
saleh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me : saleeeeh ?
i asked while being surprised
saleh wouldnt dare to look at my eyes .... it seemed that he was ashamed .
taiba : haaaaa 8italtaaa ?
she asked saleh and my heart rate was faster then ever................
saleh : la2 .......
taiba : ya 7aywaaaaan laish ma 8itaaaaltaaaaa
she scream at him ......
saleh : ma gidart taiba wa mara7 agdar 6oool 7ayatiiiii .
taiba : waaaaa5ir 3aneeee
she said while pushing him away as she walked towards the car and pulled off a tied up person that i couldnt define ........ the person's eyes were tied hand and legs .
waiiiiiitttttttt a seeeeeecoooooooond ........................................ thattttt hairrrrrrr i remember it really welllllll ................... no no no i must have been dreaming ...................... my body didnt know how to react, it sorta just...shuts down. my face went slack, mouth slightly open, body unmoving, and color draining from my face as i stare wide-eyed at the person tied up no one else can see. i just freeze up to a point where i can hardly be breathing, but when shock begins to melt away, everything returns slowly. huge amount of tears start running down directly ....... the tears of the flames of the longing ..........
as taiba unties the person and removed the cloth off his eyes ................ now i wassssss sureeeeee who that person was .................. it wasssssssssssssssssssss
m7amed !!!!!!!
me : what did you do to him *sobbing*
i asked and the tears have betrayed me for good this time .
taiba : saleh was supposed to kill him ...... but i guess its better now you watch me do that .
me : noooooooooooooo *screaming*
i scream my lungs out ....... or i can say my heart out ....... tears countinue running ....... it was a nightmare that just seems endless ...... i quickly run towards m7amed who was on the ground and i hug him tight ...... that hug felt sooo good ..... that hug that just made many memories pop out ...... and i turned around to look at his hair to notice it messy as always ..... i smiled to that and i looked down at his brused hand and i held it tight hoping he would be unconscious . i leaned down and i kissed his check .
and after seconds i felt a small grip on my hand as i turned around to m7amed ...... i found him blinking and when he finally became unconscious ... he turned towards me and said
m7amed : lujaaaain
he asked and he dosent seem to believe that this wasent a dream it just seemed that booth of us were caught up with our dreams rather then reality which makes us cherish everything we have and every moment that passes by .
me : m7ameeeed
i said to assure him that im there . i then suddenly feel him wrap his arms around me giving me a tight hug and did the same .
taiba : itshawgooon ......
she said and i know she was speaking sarcasm .
taiba : bss 7asafa .... mara7 tigdiroon it3eshoon 8e9at 7ub 7ilwa .....
m7amed : in jistay sh3ara min lujain ma tloomen ila nafsich
taiba : *laughs* ga3id ithadidne m7amed ?
m7amed : eeee .
taiba : saleh ..... 3a6ene mosadisik
she commanded and i held m7amed tighter while being scared of what she was about to do .
saleh : mara7 a36eech iya
he said and i felt a bit relived .
taiba : saleeeeeh
she called out his name now and she seemed annoyed and angry . saleh then takes out his gun and aims it at taiba .
saleh : wa5raaay 3aneee ....
he demanded .
taiba : *smirks* ta8telneee 9a7 ....... 3ogb ily sawaitlik iyaaa .....
saleh was speechless and it seemed that there were a million thoughts running through his mind .
taiba : 3a6neee il mosadas wa hathe a5ir marra ra7 agoolik iyaha .......
saleh : nowwwwwww
he scream and all of us were speachless and confused .
but then suddenly the police started to surround us with their guns and some ran towards taiba and they caught her
taiba : moveeee away
she said while trying her best to loosen their grip .
police : you are under arrest
he said while placing the hand cuffs around her hands and getting her into the car .
the police then helped us get out off the ground and they started asking questions and we answered them .
i then turned around to notice my dad being carried by the ambulance into the car and i knew that he was going to be alright .......
and i also knew all the answer for my questions ....... unexpected answers started to fill the missing pasges in my head as it starts to write down " taiba and saleh are unknown" after along .......... i then turned around to notice saleh standing far away staring at us .... me and m7amed ..... and i kept on wondering why did he save our lives while the truth he has making me live a dark life .
saleh then approaches the police and starts talking to them and all of a sudden he was hand cuffed now . i had a hint that he confessed the truth which made me respect him a little bit rather then denying it .
m7amed was quiet the whole time and i knew that all of this was a shock to him . i didnt blame him because i was in shock too .
* AFTER 6 MONTHS *
i was already back in kuwait .......saleh and taiba were judged to stay in jail for almost 11 years . my dad has gotten back to kuwait and we got the chance to discuss life and catch up ....... he was amazing and more than that ................And for m7amed we havent been able to talk that much and he was completly different then before ....... and i seriously mean different .... he would not call me alot like before he would only say "lujain" not more and he just seemed serious and i still havent figured out the reason behind all that .
i was sitting on my comfy bed and i was using my phone then all of a sudden this message pops up .
lujain ..... in those months that passed i had the chance to think about life .... to think about us .... i dont think it is going to work out anymore ..... you deserve a better guy who will understand you more and will love you forever ..... i dont think i can do that anymore .... im sorry.
-m7amed.
my eyes popped up and his words went like knives into me ....... m7amed has given up on us easily ??? no no ...... i cant believe ...... my one and only m7amed who i spent most of my time crying about hoping he would come back says that ....... ma9adiiiig ........ ana shisawaytlaa 3ashan iysaweee chitheee ......
and the tears of guilt started to run down my face ..... ruining my mascara .........
i quickly grabbed my phone and i started dialing his no . but he just wouldnt answer
i asked like that for about 2 weeks trying to call him or atleast trying to find out the reason but there was a day where i called him and the number wasent found anymore ....... i was sure that he changed his number ..... his life .... and he has moved on .
m7amed ba3neee ib r5ee9 wa ana lazim abee3a ham ........ ily sawa feenee '9ilm ikbeeer ..... ana ma asti7i8 hal shay ..... hal 3athab ...... il denya dawara .... manadre shi9eer .... bss adree ina ra7 iyeee yom wa ra7 yitajanee arja3laa ...... bss lil2asaf mara7 awaf8 la2na hathe kinat fir9at m7amed il a5eera .........
" lujain " "lujain "
my grandma was calling my name out . i quickly got off my room and i went downstairs . i walked towards my grandma , i kissed her forehead then i sat down .
grandma : lujain 7abeeebty ....... fe nas yaboon ya56iboonech wa il walad 5oosh wa7id ...... 6ayib 7aboob wa 9ig rayal .
me : shisma
i asked and i was hoping it would be m7amed because there was a little piece of hope .
grandma : rakan al x
me : mo china hatha cousin refejtee shoug......
ambaaaaaaih rakan ma '3ayraaa ....... cousin shoug .......
grandma : 3alaich noor ...... wa ohma yaboon iyoonlich ilyoom itha wafa8tay ?
i stayed silent ........ i didnt know if i wanted to start a new life with another person ...... but i knew that i wanted to get revenge from m7amed ..... i wanted him to suffer seeing me with another guy .... i wanted jelousy to run through his viens .... i wanted to get my rights .
me : 5ala9 ana imwaf8a
i said and i was sure . i climbed up the stairs and then i entered my room . i got out my phone and i texted shoug .
me : shoug itroo7en il 9aloon ?
and after a few sec she replied .
shoug : sima3tay il 5abar ..... rakan yabee ya56ebech .... ya ba5ta feech
me : eee ..... wa ana lazim aroo7 il 9alon all7en ityen ?
shoug : akeeed .... a9lan ma kint abee aroo7 broo7e
me : yallah badlay wa tijahizay bayeelich ...
shoug : la2 ...... ana bayeelich ..... intay itsoogen ba6ee2
me : ok
i got up took a warm shower then i wore this
i ran towards my ringing phone and i answered it .
me : alooo
shoug : alooo lujain nizlay ta7at
me : ok
i said then hung up . i ran down the stairs and i informed my grandma that ill be going with shoug she agreed . i got out then i entered shoug's car and we were off .
shoug : ambaaaaaih i still cant believe it ......
me : *fake smile *
shoug : intay o rakan itloogon 7ag ba3a'9 wayed......
and everytime she says rakan's name i hear it as "m7amed" .
and few mins we finally reached . shoug and i entered the saloon .... we got our hair done nails make up everything . then i went back home to wear this dress
with my back high heels and by then the visitors were down stairs already ........ i walked down the stairs slowly trying my best not to slip and fall and i succeeded . i then turned around to notice rakan , his mom and 2 of his auntiues with shoug who wouldnt stop smiling . she seemed happier then iam . i approached each one of them and i greeted them then i sat down beside my grandma and they started talking the whole time about the wedding the place and everything .... i was not that interested as i expected to be . it wasent planned at all ........ my life plan had m7amed to be the one to propose not rakan .
grandma : lujain ..... intay o rakan roo7aw gi3daw bl 9alah il thanya tikalimaw shwaya ... 3erfaw ba3a'9 akthar .
me : ok
i got up and i opened the other door that led us to the other 9alah ..... rakan followed me .
he was wearing his dishdasha ...... and his 8etrah wa 3gal .... i admit it he looked hot actually fire burning hot .
rakan : m7lawa mashallah
he said trying to break the silence . i turned smiled then said
me : thank you ...
rakan : tara il 3ers ba3ad 2 weeks ....
me : mo china imbachir ....
rakan : ee adree bss 3ashan awadeech shahar il 3asal wa lama in5ali9 nirja3 ihne 3ashan abnee shalaih 7agna .
me : ee 5ala9 ok ......
rakan : intay shaklich mitwatra wa 5ayfa ba3ad .....
me : il 9ara7a wayed .
rakan : lat5afeen ... mara7 asawee fech iily sawa nasser .... im a keeper
he said and i smiled to that . my heart ached about when i remebered that the only reason im going to start my life with rakan was to make m7amed jelous .
and after talking and planning the visitiors have already went .
* after 2 weeks *
rakan and i had a small wedding ..... which meant only close family and friends .... i wanted it that way .....
i was packing my bag because after a few mins our flight will leave to switzerland .
rakan : 7abeebty yallah .... bint2a5ar .
he said while closing his bag
me : kaneee 5ala9t
i said while closing my bag .
we got out of the room then we drove off to the airport . we boarded the plane sat down and waited for it to leave .
and after a few mins .......... the plane took off and we were off to switzerland .
*after 7 hours*
it was a longgg rideeeeee and it was tiring .............. rakan and i got off the plane .
rakan : shhal za7ma ..... kila kuwaityen
me : eee awal marra il3ada shwaya
rakan : 7abeebty shoofay ana basbegich wa baroo7 asawee il tathakir wa kil shay .
me : ok .... 3ayal a5ith il jina6 wa ayeelik
rakan : eee .....
he said then left . i carried the bag slowly down stairs ..... because it was a bit heavy then i walked up to the " arrivals " section to find a huge line infront of the passport side . i frowned to that la2na jad maly 5lg an6ir kil hatha .
"lujaaain " lujaaaaaain"
i could hear rakan calling my name out . i followed his voice and i cut through the line .
rakan : lujain ta3alay salmay 3ala refejee
he said and as i turned around i was surprised to notice it was m7amed ...........
my heart started to beat faster butterflies started to form ......... my face started changing colors ........ my mouth opened widley i was speachless . my heart started to ache again and the tears froze on the edge of my eyes .
m7amed was suprised as i was ..... but he had to broke the awkwardness ..... he leant his hand and i did too to shake it .
rakan : hatha m7amed 9a7bee lujain ......
me : il salam 3alaikum
little did rakan know that m7amed was my everything and still is ....... little did he know that i know him more then i know my soul .......... little did he know .........
rakan :m7amed hathe zoojte lujain
m7amed : allah iywafigkum 7ag ba3a'9
he said and i wanted him to say more than that ..... i wanted him to say that he gives up from this game ..... i wanted him to say that he wants me back but he didnt.
rakan : yallah i7na al7een binroo7
m7amed : allah iywafigkum ib ba'3ad
rakan : mashkoor wayed matga9er ...... ma3a al salama
m7amed : ma3a il salama
as rakan walked infront of me .......... i turned around to notice m7amed whipping away his tears ..... i looked through his eyes to feel the pain and sorrow and all i could think of is why did you did this to us m7amed
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the end !!!!!!!!!!!
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me : shlon t3arfeeen obooooy
i said and anger started to flow through my veins .
taiba : *smirks* obooch hatha ily kint mayta 3alay ohwa zoooje
me : shinuuuuu ?
i asked and it just seemed like a person has slapped my face 10 times .
taiba : eeee hatha rayleee ya 7aywana .
i froze in my place and i started looking at the guy on the ground and taiba . the thoughts in my mind werent corresponding . my mouth was wide open and i just seemed out of this world in a world that dosent expect the unexpected . i looked back at taiba as i have gotten back to reality .
me : min mita ?
i asked .
taiba: lama kina ib swiss hatha kan shahar il 3asal ..... bss ba3dain obooch shafich intay wa sara wa kan yabeekum it3eshoon ma3ana ... bss ana ma kint abee la2na adree ina obookum mara7 yihtam feene nafis gabil .... mako a7ad itloomena '3air obooch ... ohwa ily sawa feech chithe ohwa ily sawad 7ayatich ....
me :obooy mala sh'3el intay il maynoona ......
taiba : ishgiltay lujain ?
me : sima3tenee
taiba then approached my dad and she placed the metal on his head , she then spoke .
taiba : goolay ily giltay 3anee tawa
me : laaaaaa2 obooooooy mala sh'3eell wa5ray 3ana *Screaming*
taiba : ma7ad yab hal mishkila '3ayrech ...... *laughs*
and all of a sudden taiba's phone starts to ring . she takes it out then answers the call .
taiba : wainek ?
taiba : yallah ibser3a.......
and then she hungs up .
taiba : eee nesait agoolich 3indee mofaj2a lich lujain .....
she said and she was treating me like a little kid . i had nothing to do but play along .... i wasent ready to lose my long lost dad .... i want to get to know him ..... or atleast i want to call him dad because in the past years i havent been able to say that but now finally i could .
me : ay mofaj2a ?
i asked
taiba : why are you always in a rush .... its better you try smiling now for the last time because i promise you ... you wont do that anymore .
taiba's words made my heart beat faster and i felt that my heart fell into my stomatch ..... i knew she wasent up for something good because she will never be .. she was just pure evil .
and after a few mins of silence ...... a familiar car was being parked infront of us ...... i tried my best to peek through the driver seats but it wasent that clear .
all of a sudden a guy wearing a mask gets out of the car and he starts approaching us . i kept on wondering who might the person be behind the mask...... was it a close person .... or was it just a stranger .........
taiba : sheeela
she commanded him and he obeyed her .
then all of a sudden the guy removes off his mask ....... and this face appears a face i have known ........ no no no it cant beeeeee himmmmm .................. this is not trueeeeeee
the guy was
saleh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
me : saleeeeh ?
i asked while being surprised
saleh wouldnt dare to look at my eyes .... it seemed that he was ashamed .
taiba : haaaaa 8italtaaa ?
she asked saleh and my heart rate was faster then ever................
saleh : la2 .......
taiba : ya 7aywaaaaan laish ma 8itaaaaltaaaaa
she scream at him ......
saleh : ma gidart taiba wa mara7 agdar 6oool 7ayatiiiii .
taiba : waaaaa5ir 3aneeee
she said while pushing him away as she walked towards the car and pulled off a tied up person that i couldnt define ........ the person's eyes were tied hand and legs .
waiiiiiitttttttt a seeeeeecoooooooond ........................................ thattttt hairrrrrrr i remember it really welllllll ................... no no no i must have been dreaming ...................... my body didnt know how to react, it sorta just...shuts down. my face went slack, mouth slightly open, body unmoving, and color draining from my face as i stare wide-eyed at the person tied up no one else can see. i just freeze up to a point where i can hardly be breathing, but when shock begins to melt away, everything returns slowly. huge amount of tears start running down directly ....... the tears of the flames of the longing ..........
as taiba unties the person and removed the cloth off his eyes ................ now i wassssss sureeeeee who that person was .................. it wasssssssssssssssssssss
m7amed !!!!!!!
me : what did you do to him *sobbing*
i asked and the tears have betrayed me for good this time .
taiba : saleh was supposed to kill him ...... but i guess its better now you watch me do that .
me : noooooooooooooo *screaming*
i scream my lungs out ....... or i can say my heart out ....... tears countinue running ....... it was a nightmare that just seems endless ...... i quickly run towards m7amed who was on the ground and i hug him tight ...... that hug felt sooo good ..... that hug that just made many memories pop out ...... and i turned around to look at his hair to notice it messy as always ..... i smiled to that and i looked down at his brused hand and i held it tight hoping he would be unconscious . i leaned down and i kissed his check .
and after seconds i felt a small grip on my hand as i turned around to m7amed ...... i found him blinking and when he finally became unconscious ... he turned towards me and said
m7amed : lujaaaain
he asked and he dosent seem to believe that this wasent a dream it just seemed that booth of us were caught up with our dreams rather then reality which makes us cherish everything we have and every moment that passes by .
me : m7ameeeed
i said to assure him that im there . i then suddenly feel him wrap his arms around me giving me a tight hug and did the same .
taiba : itshawgooon ......
she said and i know she was speaking sarcasm .
taiba : bss 7asafa .... mara7 tigdiroon it3eshoon 8e9at 7ub 7ilwa .....
m7amed : in jistay sh3ara min lujain ma tloomen ila nafsich
taiba : *laughs* ga3id ithadidne m7amed ?
m7amed : eeee .
taiba : saleh ..... 3a6ene mosadisik
she commanded and i held m7amed tighter while being scared of what she was about to do .
saleh : mara7 a36eech iya
he said and i felt a bit relived .
taiba : saleeeeeh
she called out his name now and she seemed annoyed and angry . saleh then takes out his gun and aims it at taiba .
saleh : wa5raaay 3aneee ....
he demanded .
taiba : *smirks* ta8telneee 9a7 ....... 3ogb ily sawaitlik iyaaa .....
saleh was speechless and it seemed that there were a million thoughts running through his mind .
taiba : 3a6neee il mosadas wa hathe a5ir marra ra7 agoolik iyaha .......
saleh : nowwwwwww
he scream and all of us were speachless and confused .
but then suddenly the police started to surround us with their guns and some ran towards taiba and they caught her
taiba : moveeee away
she said while trying her best to loosen their grip .
police : you are under arrest
he said while placing the hand cuffs around her hands and getting her into the car .
the police then helped us get out off the ground and they started asking questions and we answered them .
i then turned around to notice my dad being carried by the ambulance into the car and i knew that he was going to be alright .......
and i also knew all the answer for my questions ....... unexpected answers started to fill the missing pasges in my head as it starts to write down " taiba and saleh are unknown" after along .......... i then turned around to notice saleh standing far away staring at us .... me and m7amed ..... and i kept on wondering why did he save our lives while the truth he has making me live a dark life .
saleh then approaches the police and starts talking to them and all of a sudden he was hand cuffed now . i had a hint that he confessed the truth which made me respect him a little bit rather then denying it .
m7amed was quiet the whole time and i knew that all of this was a shock to him . i didnt blame him because i was in shock too .
* AFTER 6 MONTHS *
i was already back in kuwait .......saleh and taiba were judged to stay in jail for almost 11 years . my dad has gotten back to kuwait and we got the chance to discuss life and catch up ....... he was amazing and more than that ................And for m7amed we havent been able to talk that much and he was completly different then before ....... and i seriously mean different .... he would not call me alot like before he would only say "lujain" not more and he just seemed serious and i still havent figured out the reason behind all that .
i was sitting on my comfy bed and i was using my phone then all of a sudden this message pops up .
lujain ..... in those months that passed i had the chance to think about life .... to think about us .... i dont think it is going to work out anymore ..... you deserve a better guy who will understand you more and will love you forever ..... i dont think i can do that anymore .... im sorry.
-m7amed.
my eyes popped up and his words went like knives into me ....... m7amed has given up on us easily ??? no no ...... i cant believe ...... my one and only m7amed who i spent most of my time crying about hoping he would come back says that ....... ma9adiiiig ........ ana shisawaytlaa 3ashan iysaweee chitheee ......
and the tears of guilt started to run down my face ..... ruining my mascara .........
i quickly grabbed my phone and i started dialing his no . but he just wouldnt answer
i asked like that for about 2 weeks trying to call him or atleast trying to find out the reason but there was a day where i called him and the number wasent found anymore ....... i was sure that he changed his number ..... his life .... and he has moved on .
m7amed ba3neee ib r5ee9 wa ana lazim abee3a ham ........ ily sawa feenee '9ilm ikbeeer ..... ana ma asti7i8 hal shay ..... hal 3athab ...... il denya dawara .... manadre shi9eer .... bss adree ina ra7 iyeee yom wa ra7 yitajanee arja3laa ...... bss lil2asaf mara7 awaf8 la2na hathe kinat fir9at m7amed il a5eera .........
" lujain " "lujain "
my grandma was calling my name out . i quickly got off my room and i went downstairs . i walked towards my grandma , i kissed her forehead then i sat down .
grandma : lujain 7abeeebty ....... fe nas yaboon ya56iboonech wa il walad 5oosh wa7id ...... 6ayib 7aboob wa 9ig rayal .
me : shisma
i asked and i was hoping it would be m7amed because there was a little piece of hope .
grandma : rakan al x
me : mo china hatha cousin refejtee shoug......
ambaaaaaaih rakan ma '3ayraaa ....... cousin shoug .......
grandma : 3alaich noor ...... wa ohma yaboon iyoonlich ilyoom itha wafa8tay ?
i stayed silent ........ i didnt know if i wanted to start a new life with another person ...... but i knew that i wanted to get revenge from m7amed ..... i wanted him to suffer seeing me with another guy .... i wanted jelousy to run through his viens .... i wanted to get my rights .
me : 5ala9 ana imwaf8a
i said and i was sure . i climbed up the stairs and then i entered my room . i got out my phone and i texted shoug .
me : shoug itroo7en il 9aloon ?
and after a few sec she replied .
shoug : sima3tay il 5abar ..... rakan yabee ya56ebech .... ya ba5ta feech
me : eee ..... wa ana lazim aroo7 il 9alon all7en ityen ?
shoug : akeeed .... a9lan ma kint abee aroo7 broo7e
me : yallah badlay wa tijahizay bayeelich ...
shoug : la2 ...... ana bayeelich ..... intay itsoogen ba6ee2
me : ok
i got up took a warm shower then i wore this
i ran towards my ringing phone and i answered it .
me : alooo
shoug : alooo lujain nizlay ta7at
me : ok
i said then hung up . i ran down the stairs and i informed my grandma that ill be going with shoug she agreed . i got out then i entered shoug's car and we were off .
shoug : ambaaaaaih i still cant believe it ......
me : *fake smile *
shoug : intay o rakan itloogon 7ag ba3a'9 wayed......
and everytime she says rakan's name i hear it as "m7amed" .
and few mins we finally reached . shoug and i entered the saloon .... we got our hair done nails make up everything . then i went back home to wear this dress
with my back high heels and by then the visitors were down stairs already ........ i walked down the stairs slowly trying my best not to slip and fall and i succeeded . i then turned around to notice rakan , his mom and 2 of his auntiues with shoug who wouldnt stop smiling . she seemed happier then iam . i approached each one of them and i greeted them then i sat down beside my grandma and they started talking the whole time about the wedding the place and everything .... i was not that interested as i expected to be . it wasent planned at all ........ my life plan had m7amed to be the one to propose not rakan .
grandma : lujain ..... intay o rakan roo7aw gi3daw bl 9alah il thanya tikalimaw shwaya ... 3erfaw ba3a'9 akthar .
me : ok
i got up and i opened the other door that led us to the other 9alah ..... rakan followed me .
he was wearing his dishdasha ...... and his 8etrah wa 3gal .... i admit it he looked hot actually fire burning hot .
rakan : m7lawa mashallah
he said trying to break the silence . i turned smiled then said
me : thank you ...
rakan : tara il 3ers ba3ad 2 weeks ....
me : mo china imbachir ....
rakan : ee adree bss 3ashan awadeech shahar il 3asal wa lama in5ali9 nirja3 ihne 3ashan abnee shalaih 7agna .
me : ee 5ala9 ok ......
rakan : intay shaklich mitwatra wa 5ayfa ba3ad .....
me : il 9ara7a wayed .
rakan : lat5afeen ... mara7 asawee fech iily sawa nasser .... im a keeper
he said and i smiled to that . my heart ached about when i remebered that the only reason im going to start my life with rakan was to make m7amed jelous .
and after talking and planning the visitiors have already went .
* after 2 weeks *
rakan and i had a small wedding ..... which meant only close family and friends .... i wanted it that way .....
i was packing my bag because after a few mins our flight will leave to switzerland .
rakan : 7abeebty yallah .... bint2a5ar .
he said while closing his bag
me : kaneee 5ala9t
i said while closing my bag .
we got out of the room then we drove off to the airport . we boarded the plane sat down and waited for it to leave .
and after a few mins .......... the plane took off and we were off to switzerland .
*after 7 hours*
it was a longgg rideeeeee and it was tiring .............. rakan and i got off the plane .
rakan : shhal za7ma ..... kila kuwaityen
me : eee awal marra il3ada shwaya
rakan : 7abeebty shoofay ana basbegich wa baroo7 asawee il tathakir wa kil shay .
me : ok .... 3ayal a5ith il jina6 wa ayeelik
rakan : eee .....
he said then left . i carried the bag slowly down stairs ..... because it was a bit heavy then i walked up to the " arrivals " section to find a huge line infront of the passport side . i frowned to that la2na jad maly 5lg an6ir kil hatha .
"lujaaain " lujaaaaaain"
i could hear rakan calling my name out . i followed his voice and i cut through the line .
rakan : lujain ta3alay salmay 3ala refejee
he said and as i turned around i was surprised to notice it was m7amed ...........
my heart started to beat faster butterflies started to form ......... my face started changing colors ........ my mouth opened widley i was speachless . my heart started to ache again and the tears froze on the edge of my eyes .
m7amed was suprised as i was ..... but he had to broke the awkwardness ..... he leant his hand and i did too to shake it .
rakan : hatha m7amed 9a7bee lujain ......
me : il salam 3alaikum
little did rakan know that m7amed was my everything and still is ....... little did he know that i know him more then i know my soul .......... little did he know .........
rakan :m7amed hathe zoojte lujain
m7amed : allah iywafigkum 7ag ba3a'9
he said and i wanted him to say more than that ..... i wanted him to say that he gives up from this game ..... i wanted him to say that he wants me back but he didnt.
rakan : yallah i7na al7een binroo7
m7amed : allah iywafigkum ib ba'3ad
rakan : mashkoor wayed matga9er ...... ma3a al salama
m7amed : ma3a il salama
as rakan walked infront of me .......... i turned around to notice m7amed whipping away his tears ..... i looked through his eyes to feel the pain and sorrow and all i could think of is why did you did this to us m7amed
بعد هالعمر التقيك .. وأصحابي يعرفوني فيك
وتسلم عليّه .. وكن ايديّه تلمس أول مره ايديك
تشرفنا .. يا اكثر شخص عارفنا
تشرفنا .. بمعرفتك تشرفنا
والغريب ياللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني فيك .. تشرفنا
لما قالوا اسمك وإسمي سوى
فجأه فز بداخلي كل الحنين
ومن لمست ايدك .. تذكرت الهوى
وقلبي عورني على ذيك السنين
المهم لا يشعرون .. باللي عدا واللي فات
وخل نسولف بالعيون .. ونستعيد الذكريات
والغريب ياللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني فيك .. تشرقنا
وتسلم عليّه .. وكن ايديّه تلمس أول مره ايديك
تشرفنا .. يا اكثر شخص عارفنا
تشرفنا .. بمعرفتك تشرفنا
والغريب ياللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني فيك .. تشرفنا
لما قالوا اسمك وإسمي سوى
فجأه فز بداخلي كل الحنين
ومن لمست ايدك .. تذكرت الهوى
وقلبي عورني على ذيك السنين
المهم لا يشعرون .. باللي عدا واللي فات
وخل نسولف بالعيون .. ونستعيد الذكريات
والغريب ياللي كنت اقرب قريب
وأغلى حبيب .. انهم يعرفوني فيك .. تشرقنا
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the end !!!!!!!!!!!
