Saturday, September 29, 2012

CHAPTER 14

hey what's up homies , I know that I'm not posting alot these days , it's just that I can't keep up with my normal life and blogging life . I'll try my best to type new posts when I get the chance . So please bare with me . I love u all to death ♥
-----------------------------------
got a new iphone , cool . go and tell m7amad that nasser gave u an iphone OR ELSE .......... !

- unknown

My heart is beating faster , I felt lost confused and worried . I didn't feel safe . scared is what Iam now . I shifte my eyes all around the place to make sure no one is here .

Fatima : shfeeech lujain ?

Me : haaaaa , la wala shay

Fatima : shga3da idawreen

Me : nothing

Fatima : sure

Me : Eee

Idk if I should tell Fatima and Farah. , but I really felt like pouring out my problems to someone .

Me : Fatima and Farah bagoolikum shay ?

Farah + Fatima : shino ?

My phone started vibrating

* zzzzzz *

it was a text message .

Don't tell anyone , and if u do they will get hurt and u will too

- unknown

I swallowed back the words .

Fatima : yallah goolay

Me : a7ibkum

Il7imdillah 3araft aragi3 il salfa , I didn't want to hurt Farah , neither Fatima . They mean a lot to me .

Fatima : awwww I luv u too

Farah : waaaaay 7asbaly 3indich salfa

Me : ra7 asawe Nafse masima3tich

Fatima : ohhhh , u got a new phone ?

I looked down at the new iPhone and I remembered Nasser .

Me : Eee

Fatima : 3alaich bl 3afiya

Me : Allah iy3afeech .

Farah : waaaai3 5ansawee shay .

Me : la2 Farah Malna 5ilg in6ee7 ib mo9eeba .

Farah : 3ayal al7een shinsawe it's only 7:00

Fatima : we can ride the rhino , but first lets ask m7amad .

Me : mala da3e I know the answer it will be the fattest NO

Fatima : trying wont hurt

Fatima and Farah got out of the room and went to the dewaneyia , I followed them . we opened the door to find no one .

Fatima : mako a7ad

Farah : which means , we can hang out here .

Me : la2 , maybe m7amad's friends are coming .

Farah : so what , mara7 yakloona

I sat down at the 8anfa and Idk why u remembered Nasser again . After that I spotted Farah looking around the place.

Farah : shoofaw , I found a camera

Fatima : Farah raj3ay il camera mayadry malat mino

Farah : then let's find out

Legafa :P . Farah opened the camera and we sat beside her .

Farah : hathe camerat Nasser

I started looking at the pictures . In each picture Nasser looked hoter than ever , u can say that he looked SEXY until I saw a picture of him and a girl

Farah : mino hathe il jaikara

she was right about the ' jaikara ' part

Fatima : madre bss shakilha 7abeebta

Farah : waaaai3 maliga '3air hathe , il Kuwait matroosa banat jameelat mithle

me : Tara Wayid im9adga 3omrich

You know that moment when u get mad and sad at the same time , that was the feeling in me and the word for it is ' jealousy ' , why do I care if he has a gf or not , he is Nasser abass , every girl would die to be his gf . I wouldn't have a chance with him . Allah iyhanee .

Me : Farah bss raj3ay il camera .

all of a sudden the door opened and someone spoke .

M7amad : shga3deen itsaween ihe

Walaaaaiyn Allah lay 9ali6na .

Fatima stood up and she went close to m7amad .

Fatima : m7amad

M7amad : shtabeen

Fatima : ta3al 3amte tabeek

M7amad : tawne shayifha

Fatima : la2 ta3al ma3ay

after that they left leaving me and Farah alone .

Me : Farah ibser3a raj3ay the camera and let's get the hell out of here .

Farah : Kani baraji3ha ni6ray

She quickly returned the camera and we ran back to our room . That was close . After a few min , Fatima came back .

Me : ha what happened

Fatima : m7amad thinks I'm crazy now

Me : maskeena

I started laughing .

Fatima : I'm so tired abee anam al7een

Me : me too .

After I changed into my piyjama .

Farah : 3ayal ill c u guys tomorrow bye

Us : bye

Farah closed the lights and left .































I woke up from the pain of my stomatch . My stomatch was making weird sounds , I know why becuase I'm hungry and I didn't eat dinner .

So then I got out of bed and I went downstairs to find a plate with 1 piracy of brownie

MYYYYY FAAAAAAAAAV <3 I quickly grabbed it and I started eating it . The taste was amazing , but then suddenly the taste of peanuts filled my mouth OH NO , THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING . IM ALLERGIC TO PEANUTS . I started coughing a lot non stop . I felt that I couldn't breathe .


**zzzzzz *** zzzzz*

I warned u !

-unknown

Suddenly , I fainted and everything went black !

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

CHAPTER 13


I rushed downstairs and then I walked towards the car . As I was opening the car door . I heard familiar voice calling me .

Nasser : lujain

ufffffff shyabee al7eeen , la2 wa ba3ad he comes and talks to me after what he did . i seriously dont get him . im just tooo pissed off because of him and abdullah .  i went in the car and i was searching for my purse .

me : na3am ?

nasser : inzain 6al3eeni , la ta36eeni '9ahrich .

maskeeen kisar 5a6ree , i know i was being too harsh on him . i turned around to face him . i seriously didnt want to stare at him , because whenever i do i get lost in his beautiful eyes . im dyiiiiiiiiiiiiiing <3

nasser : tara adry inich im3a9ba 3alay , bss  ma kan 8a9dy , m7amad ohwa nafis o5ooy ily  omy ma yabita . fa ya3ni ma2gdar a5ish ay shay 3ana . 7i6ay nafsich ib mokany .

this time he was right . i would never keep anything from taiba for example because shes so close to me . i plastered a smile and i looked at him .

nasser :  ur smiling , does that me u forgive me .

me :  eeee i do .

nasser : good , 3ayal we can start a new page .

me : yes .

nasser : ok then im nasser .

me : and im lujain .

as i was getting out of the car , ma kint mintabha fa suddenly ta3archabt and i almost fell on the floor , until i felt arms around me . i was alarmed by the move . the worst thing about it is 7adeee tifashalt , its like my cheecks were turning lava red . i quickly moved away before it became more awkward .

nasser: smila 3alaich .

umbaaaaaay i cant believe what happened . chan zain il ar'9 tinshag wa tibla3ni .

me : mashkoor .

nasser : il 3afo ma swait shay , derbalich mara thanya .

me : il 3afo .

i quickly grabbed my purse and i went back to my room , i laid on my bed  . the moment kept on repeating in my mind . i just couldnt let go of it . my train of thoughts got interrupted when my phone started vibrating .

watch out , nasser wont catch u when u fall next time .

- unknown 

as soon as i read the message , i quickly stood up and i went to look out of the window . i started looking around the shalaih and i spotted no one . i checked the message . who could it be , i m dying to know , and the most thing im dying to know is what does that person want . bull shit thats what this is called . i went downstairs and i started searching for fatima and farah . wain ra7aw ? i started calling fatima .

fatima : aloo

me : aloo fatima wainkum

fatima : i7na al7een 6al3een weya 3amti ra7 inroo7 nishtree a'3ra'9 min il jam3iya wa inrid .

me : laish matgoolooly .

fatima : nesaina .

me : malat 3alaikum . bye

i hung up . what should i do alone :( wallah i'm bored . lujain thiiiiiiiiink , thiiiiiiiiiiiink . i dont have anything to do . i just sat down watching tv until i received a text message .

bored , then i have some things for u to do .

- unknown

this is getting creepy , i freaked out and i was just surprised and shocked . how does this person know everything about me . i was afraid to sit alone so i started looking around the house and im officially home alone . lujain ur a big girl , and big girls dont get scared . i tried to convince myself to believe this sentence but i just couldnt because fear took over me .  the best thing is that i go to the dewaniya , atleast i might find someone there . i just cant stay alone because i dont feel safe at all . i quickly rushed to the dewaniya and i opened the door to find nasser alone sitting on his phone . GREAT ! as soon as nasser heard the door close , he jumped out of his seat and he shifted his eyes towards me . i couldnt hold back my laugh so i started laughing so hard .

nasser : haaaa te'97ikeen 3alay .

me : im sorry * laughing *

nasser : ya 7alat hal '9a7ka .

ummm ok ? i was just surprised of the sentence and all of a sudden my cheecks turned red . THANKS NASSER . i was just stood there staring at my phone .

nasser : laish wagfa , gi3day .

should i go back or stay here . i kept on trying to convince myself to go back to the shalaih , but the problem is that i kept on thinking about the message which makes me freak out . its ok im just going to sit here until the rest of the people come . i walked slowly toward the 8anafa and i sat far away leaving a distance between me and nasser . i just didnt want to make this awkward so i started playing with my phone .

nasser : eee nesait , ba36eech shay ?

me : shino

nasser : ni6ray , wa ra7 itshoofeen

nasser went and got his bag . he opened it and he got an IPHONE .

me : hatha mo maly .

nasser : from now on it is , i got it for u , because u know after the accident .

me : la2 na9ir fashla im not going to take it , thank u

nasser : la2 u will take it , i insist .

me : nasser

nasser : shhh , take it .

i took the iphone and it looked so new .

me : jad jad thank u , matga9ir .

nasser : u dont need to

after that i heard the sound of a car parking . their back .  i stood up and i started talking .

me : i have to go now and thnx again for the new phone .

nasser : are u trying to run away from me ?

me : no why ?

nasser : la2na when ever i c u , u just seem that ur running away from me .

me : la2 dont get me wrong but u know m7amad and how he thinks . if he saw us talking he would get the wrong idea .

nasser : typical m7amad .

me :*i smiled * eee .

me : ana al7een lazim aroo7

nasser : 5anshoofich mara thanya 3ashan nil3ab playstation

me : inshallah iy9eer 5air bye .

after that i left the dewaniya and i went back to my room . i saw fatima and farah sitting down talking .

me : finally u came back

fatima : eee shwaitay when u were home alone ?

me : wala shay just watching tv .

i didnt want to tell them about the nasser part , mala da3y they know . my phone started vibrating again . before i opened the message i kept on saying in my heart . ' please dont be from the unknown , please dont be from the unkown ' . i opened the message

























































and unfortunatly it was from the unknown number .

got a new iphone , cool . go and tell m7amad that nasser gave u an iphone OR ELSE .......... !

- unkown number .


-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

finally i posted a chapter . I KNOW ITS VERY SHORT BUT THE PROBLEM IS THAT I MISSED TYPING SOO MUCH SO I DECIDED TO TYPE A POST AND SHARE IT WITH ALL OF US . GIVE ME UR FEEDBACKS PLEASE <33333333 XXXXXX

Friday, September 21, 2012

CHAPTER 12

farah : tara wallah m7amad inarfiz . ana abeee starbucks wa ra7 a5ith starbucks . hmmmm how about we steal the car key then we can go to starbucks ?

fatima + me : yalllah :D

Fatima : Farah dishay da5il wa yeebay il mifta7 .

Farah : la2 mabeee aroo7 intay roo7ay

Fatima : la2 intay il ra7 itroo7een it's ur idea

And they continued on arguing . They are giving me a huge headache .

Me : bssssssss chuuuub * screaming *

Me : all of us ra7 nid5al da5il wa ily mara7 idish da5il mara7 iyee starbucks fahmeen ? *screaming *

Fatima + Farah : Ee

We snuck Slowly inside and we made sure that no one was there . We kept on searching for the key and then few minutes passed by and we finally found it on the table . As soon as we spotted the key we ran towards it and we started fighting over it .

Me : Ana 5athaiyta awal

Fatima : la2 Ana

Farah : may9eeer yal 7ameer I took it first .

We kept on fighting over the key until we heard Foosteps coming closer . Farah quickly grabbed the key and she hid it behind her . Isabel came and she started searching for something on the table .

Isabel : do you know where are the car keys ? Because m7amad told me to keep it with me .

Farah : i7na shdarana wain il mifta7

I suddenly started laughing . I have a habit where I start laughing when I know someone is lying . Malat 3alay . Now Isabel ra7 itshik feena .

Isabel gave us the * I know u have the keys look *

Isabel : give me the keys now

Farah : I told u , we don't have the keys .

Isabel : then what are u hiding behind ur back

Farah : nothing

Isabel : show me

Ri7naaaa feeha !!!!!! . After that ,Farah showed Isabel her right hand .

Isabel : now show me ur left hand

Farah quickly ran away and I followed her also with Fatima . We entered the car fast and Farah drove off .

Me : Farah intay '3abeeya tadreen al7een Isabel ra7 itgool 7ag m7amad

Farah : la2 shako yawailha itha galatla

I don't why but I have a feeling that running away to Starbucks isn't a good Idea . the worst thing about it , is that Farah mat3arif itsoog nafis il awadim.

Me : Farah ga9raaay il i'3neya

Farah : uffff ur such a mood wrecker .

Haw ?

Fatima : yir7am omich shoofay il shar3 24 sa3a 3ala il twitter

Farah : omee mo maita .

Waaaaaaaay ma2gdar 3ala il Nikta ! :/

Fatima : a'97ak mathalan ?

Farah : eeee * laughing *

Fatima: 7imdillah Wil shikir .

We finally arrived Starbucks . Thank god we are alive ! We got of the car and we went to order . We we're waiting for the order . SUDDENLY FATIMA STARTED HITTING HER FACE . SHFEEEEHA ? SHE'S SCARING THE HELL OUT OF ME .

Fatima : shift m7amad shifta .

were dead !!!!!!!!!

Me : 9ig :O waina ?



Fatima : Kahoo Barra Weya na9ir

I peeked though the window and I saw them looking at our car . Mo9eeba 9abatna . Kila min Hal thoola Farah !

Me : 5anroo7 il 7amam nin5ash

Farah : Mabee ashrab my drink bl 7amam waiii3

Me : 9malla . Fatima ta3lay 5alee Farah ihnee .

I quickly grabbed Fatima and we entered the bathroom . We got in and we locked the door .

Fatima : wain hathe il thoola Farah ?

Me : laykoon gi3dat tan6ir her drink .

Fatima : wallah Madree bss Farah itsaweeha .

Me : baroo7 ashoof wainha

Fatima : la2 gi3day ihnee , la tkbar il mishkila .

Me : la2 fatima mara7 tikbar Lazim alga Farah .

I opened the door and I was surprised to find






































































NASSER :OOOOOOOO . Laykoon ai7na dasheeen 7amam il reyayeel . Ambaaaaih fashlaaaaaa . I was so embarrassed to look at Nasser . My eyes were glued on the floor .

Nasser : lujain ? Shga3da itsaween ib 7amam il reyayeel .

Me : haaa .... La tifhamne '3ala6 Ana dashait ihnee bl '3ala6 7asbaly 7amam il 7areem .

Nasser : Tara m7amad 7adaa im3a9ib minkum . Wa ohwa galy Ina mara7 yi6la3 min Starbucks ila Lama ishoofkum

Me : Nasser tokfa sa3dna . 5al m7amad yirja3 il shalaih . Wa i7na ra7 nirja3 ba3dain .

Nasser : wallah lujain m7amad rasa yabiss itha yabee shay Lazim yA5tha .

Me : al7eeen shlon niftak min m7amad

Nasser : a7san shay itha 6la3taw Barra il 7amam wa ri7aw 3ind m7amad

Me : la2 Nasser . Tokfa latgoola Ina Ana ihnee .

Nasser : Ana Asif lujain bss Lazim agool 7ag m7amad . Ma2gdar achathib 3ala refeej 3omre .

Me : nasser .

Nasser : Asif

He went out of the bathroom and as soon as the door closed Fatima came out .

Fatima : we're dead

Me : I know .

All of a sudden . The door got slammed hard , and an angry m7amad was standing Infront of me . Thanks Nasser :/

M7amad : 9ig ma tist7oon 3ala wayihkum , mo giltlikum mako roo7a * screaming*

Me : m7amad in6ir 5al ashra7lik

M7amad : o9999 wala kilma , yallah imshaw jidamy . * screaming *

Me :m7amad raja2n latkalimna ib hathe il 6aree8a i7na banat Ikbar .

M7amad : lo 9ig banat ikbar chan sima3taw il kalam . Yallah imshaw * screaming *

Nasser was just staring at us and u could c that he felt sorry for us . i was so mad at m7amad + Nasser . But mostly m7amad . As I was leaving the bathroom I gave Nasser a stare and I left . Then we left starbucks and now we are in the parking lot . I found Farah standing there drinking her coffee .

M7amad : 3a6oonee mifta7 il Sayara

Farah : Hak

She handed him the key .

M7amad : Nasser i5ith il mifta7 wa yeeb il Sayara 3ind il shalaih .

Nasser : ok

We followed m7amad towards the car and we entered it . Then he drove off to the shalaih . The whole time I look at the mirror I see m7amad staring . When our eyes meet . I turn them away fast because I was mad at m7amad . The whole ride back was awkward and it was filled with silence . we finally arrived back to the shalaih I got of the car and I went back to my room then I laid on my bed .

Fatima : the first and last time we sneak out of the shalaih . Maly 5lg m7amad iy3a9ib .

Me : I agree with u

I started searching for my purse . Wainaaaaa ? I got a mini heart attack .

Me : SHIFTaw wain my purse ?

Fatima : Eee u left it in the car .

Me : oh ok al7een ayeeba .

I rushed downstairs and then I walked towards the car . As I was opening the car door . I heard familiar voice calling me .

Nasser : lujain

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

CHAPTER 11

farah and i rushed to the living room . china mo shayfeen 5air :PPPPPP . 9ar hijooom 3ala il pizzas . as i was opening  my box of pizza .






















i was shocked to find . A PICTURE OF NASSER AND I :OOOOOOOO . im seriously freaking out . how can someone take a pic of me and nasser in the bathroom , i was sure that we were alone . i really need to find out who , as soon as possible . i took the picture and i looked at it closely . a5aaaaaaaaaaaaaih nassser shirtless <3 <3 , why dont i keep the picture . mara7 a5sir shay . whats wrong with me . im acting weird maybe because i didnt eat dinner . i turned the picture and i was surprised to find a note on it .

how cute u look together . well , that cuteness will end if u dont follow my demands . enjoy your meal

- unknown .

is this person threating me . how can that person do this , what have i done to them. i seriously have alot of questions in my mind and i just need the answers . i quickly tore the paper into tiny pieces than i threw it in the garbage .

fatima : min wain lich hal wirga .

me : haaa , madree 3an il ma63am a'3beya 7a6eeley wiriga da5il il 9andoog .

fatima : oh . inzain basna kalam iklay gabil ma yabrid il akil .

i started eating the pizza . it had a weird taste , but when ur hungry u just it the food whether its tasty or not . the way the hot cheese stretches when u take a bite <33333333 <3_<3 . im inlove :P . we finished eating within 10 minutes :P i know thats fast bss shinsawee yiwa3a .

me : ba6neeeee ma2gdar atnafas .

farah : ham ana .

fatima : eee me too .

we were too lazy to do anything so we just sat on the living room watching the x factor <3 . faj2a the door got slammed hard . all of us jumped from our seats . we got so scared . i placed my hand on my heart .

farah : bismillah , galbee kan ra7 yogaf .

wa bedat tidala3 :)

m7mad : shfeeekum awal mara ithshoofoon wa7id .

fatima : la2 bss inta shift shlon 9akait  il bab 7imdillah wil shikir .

m7mad : allah iyshafeekum .

farah : il7midillah mafeena shay . laish itgool chithee .

m7mad : a7san itha matkalamt .

after that he left us and he went back to his room . we continued watching the movie and as soon as we finished we went back to our rooms and we slept . we woke up the next morning to the sound coming from m7amad's room . uffffffff ya3ni ma7ad yigdar inam . i tried to go back to sleep but i couldnt . thanks m7amad for waking me up :/ . i stood up and i went to the bathroom , i did the same routine then i wore this

 
i grabbed my phone and as i was going down the stairs i can still hear sounds coming from m7amad's room . what is that noise . i was curious to know .

should i go and c the sound , or should i just ignore it and go back downstairs .

curiosity took over me . i took a step back and i started approaching m7amad's room . i started knocking the door . no one answered me . then i slowly turned down the handle . i peeked in and i saw nasser . thats strange . what is he doing here . as i was pushing the door . it made a sound . then nasser turned his eyes towards me .

nasser : 9aba7 il 5air .

me : gm .

nasser : tabeen shay ?

me : la2 salamtik .

what should i say or what should i do now . its going to start becoming awkward if i just stood there staring at him . he was so attractive <3 with his shorts and hacket shirt naaaaaaaar :*. i walked in the room and i sat on the bed . nasser was sitting on the floor . i looked at the tv and he was playing play station soccer . one word waiiiiiii3 -,- .

me : kil 9bayan il kuwait habaw bl play station . tara wallah wai3 ma3ndik tho8 .

i was trying my best to start a convo .

nasser : eee la2na ili3ba 3ajeeba . shlon 7ekamtay ibser3a a9lan fe mara la3abtay .

me : la2 wala mara . wa mabeee al3ab .

nasser : ola kil hal kirh 7ag il play station mino imkarhich bl li3ba .

me: madree kil ma adish mokan fi i9bayan lazim iykoonoon ga3deen yil3boon play station .

nasser : inzain laish ma tig3deen yamee  wa ana a3almich .

me : madreee .

nasser : yallah 3ad shda3wa lay hal daraja t5afeen ta5sreen

oh no he didnt just say that .

me : bring it on . 3a6nee il play station controller .

nasser handed me the black 1 .

me : ma2beee il aswad , abee the blue 1 ily inta maska .

nasser : la2 hathe malte .

me : shda3wa .

nasser : ok take it bss latabcheen 3alaina .

me : thank u :D

the game started and i started pressing random buttons . i was lost and i didnt know how to play . its embarrassing . nasser 2 point and i had NO points :(

nasser : goooooal afa 3alaich .

me : may9eer inta it3arif til3ab wa ana ma3arif .

nasser : inzain goolay ma t3arfeen la tifalsfain  . ta3aly gi3day yamee wa ana a3almich . 

me : um ok

i stood up then i sat a bit far . ma kint abe alzig fi la2na 3aib .

nasser : shfeeech eb3eeda , ta3alay yamee tara ana ma ra7 aklich .

me : inzain .

i stood up again and i went and i sat beside him. my heart 's speed started increasing . i was a bit nervous . nasser started explaining  . i tried my best to understand the word's coming out of his mouth but the problem is that every second atniiii7 3alay . wallah he is irresistible .

nasser : fahmtay .

me : eee .

we started playing . my skills were improving . i was getting better in play station soccer . thanks to nasser .  faj2aaaaa the door opened . i jumped out of my place and i shifted my eyes towards fatima and farah .

fatima : tara il 9ooot sawaly 9oda3 .

farah : eeee gowamtoona min il noom .

nasser : wallah asif ma kint adree . al7een ag9ir il 9oot .

i didnt know that nasser was going to take the remote , so by mistake , both of our hands touched . talk about awkwardness .

my cheeks started turning red : asfa .

nasser : la2 3ade ma 9ar shay .

he took the remote and he made the voice low .

fatima : eee 9a7 intay shga3da itsaween ib dar m7amad .

me : haa .. kint ga3da al3ab play station .

fatima : mo china giltay mat7been play station

me : eeee bss nasser 3alamne shlon al3ab wa 9irt a7ib  al3iba shwaya .

farah : 3ayal na9oor 3alemnee shlon al3ab al7een , ma3nee shay ( farah )

na9oooor ????? inshallah mo chithee . mal a7ithif il remote 3ala wayiha .

nasser : yoom thane inshallah , ana al7een lazim anzil ta7at  3nd m7amad 3ashan ohwa na6rne . 3ayal ashoofkum ba3dain .

kaaaaaaaaaaaak indagrat farah a7saaaan . dont ever think of coming close to nasser . 

before he left he looked at me with his beautiful eyes , smiled then went downstairs .

fatima : lujain yallah 5al nanzil ta7at in'3ayir jaw .

me : come on

we went downstairs and as we were walking toward the beautiful sea . we saw m7amad's car park . he went out of the car holding a bag of STARBUCKS . wait what ? starbucks . allah abeeeeeeeee :( .

me : shoofaw m7amad yayibleena starbucks .

farah : wanasa 3ad i was craving it so bad .

we approached m7amad .

fatima : 9aba7 il 5air ya a7la cousin bl 3alam .

m7amad took of his sunglasses . he is looking hot today. whats up with the boys today . why are they more attractive than ever . its getting hot in here .

m7amad : 9aba7 il 5air . mi minta ana a7la cousin bl 3alam .

fatima : min awal ma shifnak.

m7amad : fatima goolay shtabeen

fatima : inta mshallah 3alaik it3arfnee 3adil . wain our drinks .

m7amad : ay drinks .

fatima : inta al7eeen masik bag min starbucks .

me : min 9ijkum ayeeeblukum . 6eeraw .

fatima : i take my words back .

me : 5ala9 3ayal 3adee ana awadeekum starbucks .

m7amad : mako ro7a .

fatima : laish ba3ad ? 7aram 3alaina wa 7alal 3alaik

m7amad : eee . shiftaw starbucks kil haileg wa 3agad . mostawa wa6ee .

fatima :  inta tawik ri7t starbucks fa inta min il 3agad wa il haileg 9a7 .

fatiiimaaaaaaaa il chalba is sooooo funny <3 a7ib hal bint . she always makes me laugh .

 m7amad : '3ala6 . yallah ana badish da5il la2na mo fa'9y likum .

 waiiiiiiii3 laish chitheee he controls us 3ala kaifa china we are his robots .

farah : tara wallah m7amad inarfiz . ana abeee starbucks wa ra7 a5ith starbucks . hmmmm how about we steal the car key then we can go to starbucks ?

fatima + me : yalllah :D

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

ENJOY THE SHORT POST <3 

   

Saturday, September 15, 2012

CHAPTER 10

THE SONG ' MALAT 3ALAIK ' GOT ME IN THE MOOD OF TYPING . I HOPE I CAN FINISH THIS POST IN TIME . and mostly enjoy :) !

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

as i was leaning down to place the marag on the floor farah was taking a step back . so then all of a sudden i lost control of the plate and all the marag fell on one of the guys .

OPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!! im sure now all of us are in trouble . ri7na feeha :) . the guy was screaming in pain .

guy : a77777 , a77777777

me : ana asfa wallah .

i shifted my heads to the front and i didnt find m7amad nor farah and fatima . im sure he is talking to them now . i hope he didnt c what happened just now . after that i quickly rushed back to the shalaih to get some ice for the guy . i felt sorry for him . i put the ice on the bowl and i quickly went back to the dewaniya . there is no sign of m7amad . i felt relieved .

wain ra7 il rayaal , faj2a i5tifa . i decided to go and check in the bathroom , cause he might be there . as soon as i opened the door i screamed so loud and i covered my eyes fast of what i saw infront of me .

guy : shhhhh shfeech it9ar5een .

i dont know why but his voice was familiar . its like i have heard it some where . i moved my hands off my eyes .  i was surprised to c nasser , wait what ? is it really him . i cant believe m7amad and nasser are friends .

me : ana asfa bss kan 7asbaly ina inta naked *shyly *

oh no . i cant believe i said that . i'm so embarrasing .  after that he chuckled . and he gave me a bad boy smile . ohhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyy gooooood . stop it . i'm melting . ana shaga3id a5arbi6 .

nasser :  why would u think i was naked ?

ya3ni lazim tis2al hal so2al , shlon ajawib al7een .

me : la tifhamne '3ala6 bss yani shiftik

i shifted my eyes and noticed that he was wearing his boxers and did i mention that he was shirtless . kill me <3_<3 thanks to me for letting the marag fall on his shorts and shirt . * evil laugh * . its not like i did it on purpose . and i seriously love farah for this idea . and i continued talking

me : shirtless wa kan 7asbaly in u were naked .

nasser : la t5afeen ana mo maynoon akoon naked wa ana bl 7amam il dewaniya .

and before i said something i heard m7amad calling nasser . and his voice wasent close so it seems that m7amad was a bit far away .

all of a sudden i heard footsteps and i didnt know who it was . i panicked and i didnt know what to do.























suddenly :0





































nasser pulled me in the bathroom with him and he closed the door then . GREAT :) !. he was a few inches away . i could smell his manly perfume . how much i adore it and i cant get enough from it .

nasser: shhhhh . la tsaween 9oot m7amad ba3dain ra7 iy3arif ina intay ihne wa r7 ya5ith fikra mo zaina 3ana .  * whispering *

me : eee 9a7 kalamik . * whispering *

m7amad : bo na9ra .

nasser : hala

m7amad : 9arlik sina bl 7amam mita ra7 ti6la3 3ashan ra7 nabde nil3ab play station

nasser : shwaya , intaw al7een li3baw , wa ana ayeelikum ba3dain .

m7amad : 3ala ra7tik .

and u could hear m7amad's footsteps getting lower and lower each second and then it disappeared  , after that i wanted to fix my fair so then i placed my  . and as soon as i placed it there , nasser shifted his eyes toward it .

nasser : laykoon intay il bint ily da3mtha bl '3ala6 wa inksar telephonha .

finally he remembered me :D

me : ee ana * smiling shyly *

nasser : tara ana 7adee asif wa i owe u another phone .

me : la2 3adee , u dont have to .

nasser stared at me deeply as i was fixing my hair , i was getting shy so i tried my best to fix it fast .

nasser : magilteele shismich .

me : ana lujain .

nasser : fer9a sa3eeda .

me : wa ana as3ad .

i smiled and i  turned the door handle to leave . i turned around to face nasser , i gave him a smile and i left . that was awkward . i slowly sneaked out of the door , and i ran out of the dewaniya before m7amad can spot me . i went up stairs and i was surprised to find the door open . m7amad was inside he was giving me my back and fatima and farah were facing me . shyabeee m7amad laykoon chakne . inshallah la2 .  i looked at fatima and she was doing the ' go sign '

m7amad  : shig3ada itsaween , '3abeya .

fatima : ummm kan fee ...... thobana wa kint ga3da awa5irha .

waaaaaaaaaaaaay fatima is awesome . hal bint it3arif itragi3 , lazim at3alam minha . after that i left the room and i went to the living room and i sat on the coach . i started cheeking twitter because i got bored , and as soon as i heard people coming down the stairs i pretended to be sleeping because 7ada im not in the mood 3ashan asma3 his mo7a'9ara .

m7amad : mita medaha itnam hathee .

and then i heard the door close . i opened my eyes and i sat strait .

fatima : ambaaaay muneera wain kentay , tara wallah 7asait ina i got a mini heart attak .

me : ri7t awadeee thalj 7ag il rayal ily 6aya7t 3alay il marag .

fatima : ok ok .

i then heard my anti open the door . so basically the shalaih is huge . there is like a door that seperates the adults side  and the teens side , which i something i find cool :P

anti : hala bl banat shlonkum . yowa3a ?

all of us : zaineen .

farah : eeee wayid a7is ina ra7 amoot al7een

anti : smila 3alaich .

waaaaaaaaay ma2gdar 3ala il dala3 , ( typical farah )

anti : yibt 3 boxes of pizza 7agkum

me : mashkoora .

anti : il 3afoo .

roo7aw il living room wa ra7 tilgoona 3ala il 6awla . fatima , farah and i rushed to the living room . china mo shayfeen 5air :PPPPPP . 9ar hijooom 3ala il pizzas . as i was opening  my box of pizza .






















i was shocked to find . A PICTURE OF NASSER AND I :OOOOOOOO  
 
 

Friday, September 14, 2012

CHAPTER 9


* zzzzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzzz *

i got a text message .

unknown number : dont act so brave because i know ur weakest point !


oh nooooo la2 i cant believe it , could it be m7amad the unknown person . wallah itha its m7amad ra7 awaree . i was so mad thinking that m7amad was behind this i just laid on my bed and my mind filled with unpleasant thoughts .


fatima : lujain shfee wayhich gilab a7mar .

me : la2 wallah shay .

i just didnt feel like explaining the problem to fatima from the start because its too complicated and i'm sure she wont understand . i just kept quiet staring at the message and thinking why the hell would m7mad do such a thing .

ALL OF SUDDEN THE DOOR OPENED . I SHIFTED MY EYES FROM THE PHONE TO M7AMAD . THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED " KNOCKING '' HAS HE EVER HEARD OF IT ? i just looked at him in a cold way and i didnt even bother smiling back .

fatima : ever heard of knocking .

fatima is 3ajeeeeba , its like she reads my mind .

m7amad : asif 3amte fatima , bss yeet agoolikum ina ilyoom rab3ee ra7 iyoon 7ag il 3asha fa la dishoon il diyewaneya . wa hatha il kalam yin6ibi8 7agich lujain ham .

i looked at him in a cold way and said : lat 5af mara7 itshoof rig3at wayhe . 

m7amad : wa goolaw 7ag farah hatha il kalam ham .

fatima : inshallah .

after that m7amad left and he closed the door after him . ma meda ila il bab infach mara thanya wa farah dashat .

farah : fatima shoofay fee sayarat barra , wa ga3da ashoof i9bayan idishoon da5il il dewaniya .

fatima : eee btw m7amad gal la idishoon il dewaniya .

farah : uffff wai3 m7amad gal chithee wa m7mad gal chithee tara wai3 la3at chabdee , cant we break the rules for once .

me : eeee 9a7 kalam farah laish kil ma iygool m7amad shay nisma3 kalama .

its the first time since i came here farah and i agreed on the same thing . its a miracle :P

farah : yes were on the same page , so who is coming to the dewaniya with me .

me : im in

farah : fatima ?

fatima : ummmm madree

me : yallah fatima it will be fun to c the look on m7amad's face when he sees us .

fatima : then count me in .

farah : sim3aw il 5i6aaaaa .


and farah explained the plan to us , i was impressed because it was actually a good idea .


farah : come on follow me both of u .

we followed farah and she lead us to the kitchen .

isabel : what are u doing here ?

farah :  umm m7amad told me to tell u that u can go and sleep now because lujain fatima and i will be serving the food to the men there .

isabel had a suspicious look on her face .

isabel : are u sure ?

farah : yes

isabel : ok then i will go now . gn .

farah : gn

fatima : lujain intay sheelay il marag  , farah intay shilay il 3aish , wa ana ra7 ahseel the juices .

me : ok .


i started carrying the marag , the plate was hot , really hot

me : a77777

farah : follow me

we continued following farah to the dewaneya and before we opened the door and entered .

fatima : 5ala9 5ala9 ra7 arja3 ma2bee , a5af ra7 i9eer shay mo zain

and she continued talking

farah : fatima chubay shwaya wa latkooneen chabana .

fatima : ufff inzain i shouldnt have put my self in this horrible situation. as soon as farah turned the door knob , my heart started beating  faster . a bit of fear took over me , thinking that something will go wrong . as soon as the door opened . the whole guys there shifted there eyes towards us . and as soon as m7amad saw us . he was shocked . the look on his face was hilarious . i held back my life .

m7amad kept on giving us death stares .

as i was leaning down to place the marag on the floor farah was taking a step back . so then all of a sudden i lost control of the plate and all the marag fell on one of the guys .

OPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!




---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

THNX TO WHO EVER ASKED ME QUESTIONS ON ASK I SERIOUSLY LOVE U ALL , UR THE REASON WHY I TYPE THESE POSTS . ENJOY AND IM SORRY IF THERE ARE ANY GRAMMAR + SPELLING MISTAKES . IM NOT PERFECT:P   

Thursday, September 13, 2012

CHAPTER 8

i took my bag and i went downstairs , i entered the car and i drove off to the shalaih .

* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

unknown number : the sun's light is strong and the clouds are dancing . its the perfect time for shalaih.


what the ? im seriously getting more scared every time i get a message from this unknown person .

who could it be ?

is it a prank ?

well ,  i guess abdullah and yousif might be pranking me . i hope they are . i plugged in my beats head phone and i started listening to good time by owl city ft carly rae jepsen <3 .  this song is catchy <3




































 






several minutes passed and i finally arrived the shalaih . i was a bit nervous because it has been a long time since i've seen my family from my dad's side . i carried my bag and i made way inside the shalaih . my heart was beating faster than ever . as soon as i entered all eyes were on me . i just spotted my aunt and uncles there but the rest are unrecognizable people. i said hi to all and as i approched my aunt to say hi .

aunt : hala 7abeebty shlonich ? sh5barich . minziman 3anich . kabra wa mi7lwa  mashallah.

 me : * smiling shyly *  umm zaina . mashkoora .

i was so shy .

aunt : isabel ta3alay i5thay jan6at lujain wa wadeeha darha .

isabel : inshallah mama.

isabel came and took my bag + she lead me to my room . the room had 2 beds . i started unpacking my clothes until suddenly the door handled turned and a long girl with dark brown long hair and greenish eyes came in . she was really pretty . i stood up and smiled .

girl : hi

me : hi , i'm lujain .

girl : and im fatima .

 me : so we are cousins right ?

fatima : yes we are , its weird how i never saw u or i might not remember u  .

me : ya

i continued unpacking and as soon as i finished i laid on my bed playing with my phone .

fatima : umm lujain tabeen insawee shay .

me : ee yallah il ga3da ihnee mala .

fatima : ok bss 5al anadee farah .

me : let me guess farah is my cousin too right ?

fatima : ya she is .

fatima : faaaaraaaaaaaaaaaah * screaming *

fatima : faraaaahhhh o 9oma5 * screaming *

farah : haaa haa shtabeeen * dalooo3a voice *

waaaaaaaaaaaay la2 ma2gdar . lay 6ee7 ni9ha . farah came in the room and my face went from this :) to this :O . farah was the girl with m7amad , i cant believe it + i cant believe that shes my cousin . farah was  wearing long high heels and her face was filled with make up and her dress was so short i thought it was her underwear . farah shifted her eyes towards me and u could c that she was confused .

farah : mino hathee .

3adlay isloobich 7abebty la al7een 6rag ;)

fatima : hathee 3ndaha isim wa isimha lujain . lujain hathe farah .

i faked a smile and said : hi .

farah : hala .

farah : waaaaaaaaaaaay fatima lama ana kint barra shift cute boys shirtlessss . a5aaaaaaaay yallah lazim inroo7 barra ta3alay ma3ay .

wa ana shino 6ofa jidamich:) + 7adeeeech 5afeeefa wai3 !

fatima : farah waiii3 shino ma2bee itha intay tabeen roo7ay ana maly sh'3il , si2lay lujain .

farah : lujain ityeen  ?

me : la2 3adee bag3ad ma3a fatima .

fara : waiii3 malee8een .

after that she went out of the room . fatima and i were alone .

fatima : lujain lets change wa ba3dain inroo7 insawee tan ow tabeen nisba7 ?

me : maly 5ilg siba7a insawee tan a7san .

fatima : yalla 3ayal .

i took my cloths and i went into the bathroom to change . this is what i wore .





as soon as i finished i went out and i found fatima dressed already , wow shes fast .

fatima : yallah inroo7

me : yallah

i grabbed my phone + my orange beats then i went downstairs with fatima . i saw farah laying on the coach listening to music and singing along .

fatima : faraaaaaaah , faraaaaaaaaaaah *screaming *

fatima got annoyed so then she removed the headphones off farah's ears .

farah : haa shtabeen ?

fatima : m7mad barra ?

farah : madree

fatima  : roo7ay shoofay , 3ashan itha ohwa ihnee insawee tan ba3dain .

me : laish sh3alaina min m7amad .

fatima : ya thekya m7mad ma yer'9a nalbis chithee . ra7 iy3a9ib wayid .

me : kaifa 5al i3a9ib maky sh'3il fee ana mo 5ayfa .

fatima : yallah farah goomay shoofay itha ohwa barra .

farah : ufffff inzain

farah forced her self to get up and then after that she went out to check .

farah : mako yallah roo7aw .

fatima : ok yallah lujain

fatima and i went outside and we laid on the sand . we were enjoying our type resting until a shadow appeared i turned around and i saw m7amad . its unbelievable m7mad ma'3ayra the same guy in 360 and starbucks . i was literally surprised . and u could c the look on his face too .

m7mad : lay koon intay lujain .

me : eee ana .

m7mad : 9idfa 7ilwa .

fatima was confused .

fatima : intaw it3arfoon ba3a'9

me : eee  9adafna ba3a'9 2 times .

fatima : oh

as soon as fatima and i stood up m7mad was looking at us in a cold way .

m7mad : shlabseen intaw , 3aib cham marra ana giltlikum matalbsoon bikini

fatima: ma kina nadree farah galat ina inta ma kint ihne .

allah 3ala il'3aba2 ya fatima .

m7mad : la ya3ni intaw kintaw talbsoon chithee wa ana madree

fatima : la2 m7mad inta fahamt '3ala6

m7mad : ay '3alat . yallah jidame dishaw da5il .

me : ma2bee adish ? shino ra7 itsawe

may9eeer i9ari5 3alaina chitheee jidam il nas la2na il 9ar7a ohwa fashalna .

m7mad : na3am lujain ishgiltay .

me : sima3tnee .

m7mad : '39ban 3alaich ra7 idisheen .

me : laish ? indish al7een i7na ma sawaina shay '3ala6 .

m7mad : imbala hathe a9lan akbar '3al6a itsawoonha , shiftaw il ma95ara ihnee . kila i9bayan wa 8ilat adab .

fatima * whispering * : lujain bss dont get us in trouble .

me : la2 fatima may9eer isawee chithee feena .

m7mad : imbala iy9eer wa ni9

i was so mad on how m7mad was treating us . he was acting like a ass h*le .

i skipped m7mad and i went back and i laid on the sand . i put my beats on and i played the song ' malat 3alaik by badir al sh3aibi * .

suddenly i felt hands around my waist and i was in someone's arms .

me : haaaaaay haaaaay ishga3id itsaweee m7mad .

m7mad : ra7 idisheen da5il whether u like it or not .

i kept on pushing m7mad away but he was so strong . i dont blam him if he got mad on me because i admit that i'm 3aneeda . we entered the shalaih and he let me back on the floor .

me : u know that i have legs i can walk alone .

i put on my beats and i continued listening to the song , i didnt wait for m7mad to say a word . i went back to my room and i laid on my bed . after that fatima and farah came in .

fatima : lujain intay thoola , tadreen al7een m7mad shino ra7 isawee feena ?

me : 5al isawee ily yabee ana mo 5ayfa .

lujain : wow 7adich brave

me : eee * faking a smile *

fatima : lujain mo giltay ina m7mad ma kan mowjood

lujain : well i might be wrong .

fatima : lujain tadreene ina ur the reason for this problem

lujain : u deserved it because thats what u did to me last time .

fatima : i did it by mistake .

farah : and lujain said that she wasent scared so it didnt really matter .

after that farah left the room .

me : does she always act like this ?

fatima: yes typical farah .

* zzzzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzzz *

i got a text message .

unknown number : dont act so brave because i know ur weakest point ! 










Monday, September 10, 2012

CHAPTER 7

We woke up the next morning at 11:00
We went downstairs and we ate breakfast .

Nora : wain Abdullah wa Yousif .

Me : atwa8a3 naymeen .

So basically Yousif had a sleepover in our house . Hmmmmmm I have an evil idea .

Me : nora 3a6eene il whip cream ily
Yamich.

Nora : ok .

Me : Nora 5anroo7 dar Abdullah .

Nora : inzain yallah .

She held me hand and we slowly opened the door . I did the ' shhh ' sign .

The room was MESSY . WAIIIIIIIIII3 . Socks and shirts are every where . And left overs are all over the place . It was disgusting . Nora and I tip toed towards , I took the whip cream and I sprayed it all over him ,mwahahahahha * evil laugh * . Abdullah ib sabi3 nooma :P . suddenly I shifted my eyes towards Yousif and his eyes were open . Oh no we are caught . I did the * SHH* sign for Yousif , but he had an evil smile .

Yousif : Abdullah goom

Oh noooo ! I quickly took Nora's hand and we ran out of the room. 1 over 1 it's even now Abdullah . nora and i entered my room quickly and we closed the door .

suddenly someone started knocking the door in a difasha way .

abdullah : fichaaaaaaaaw il baaaaaab .

nora shifted her eyes towards me and it seemed that she was waiting for my answer .

me : la2 latficheen il bab . abdullah ra7 imil wa ra7 iroo7 . *low voice *

nora nodded .

after 5 minutes abdullah stopped knocking . finally some peace around here .

as soon as nora turned the door knob to open the door . the peace ended because abdullah had a whip cream in his hand .

me : abdullah yawaylik itha rashait 3alaina .

abdullah looked the opposite of scared . he had a huge grin on his face . and it was a sign that evil was coming .

all of a sudden abdullah started spraying the whip cream on nora's face .  i felt so sorry for nora because it wasent her idea .

nora : ayyyyy i3yooni . ma2gdar ashoof .

her voice sounded like she was about to start crying . and she did . i took a tissue to whip the cream out of her face . as i was whipping the cream off her face . abdullah started spraying the whip cream on my hair . he should regret the moment he did that because i got so mad . and u could c nora laughing at me .

me : abdullllllaaaaaaaaah ( screaming )

i didnt feel like following him and getting revenge instead i went to take a shower . as soon as i finished my shower i wore this 


 

i went downstairs to find my grandma sitting down on the coach . i kissed her forehead .

grandma : gm

me : gm

grandma : 7abebty gi3day abee agoolich shay .

my heart started to beat faster . i started getting nervous .

me : shino 9ayir .

grandma : la2 wallah shay . bss 3amitich dagat 3alay wa galatly ina ohma ib yig3doon bl shalaih wa yaboonich ma3ahum .

are they serious ? how many times should i tell them the answer is a big fat NO . so let me tell u more about this . this might be the 3rd or 2nd time my aunt calls my grandma and tells her to let me come to the shalaih . i never go  there because my dad's brothers are JERKS . i know its rude to call them that but they deserve it . whenever i'm around them they would always offer me to live with them . its not because they want me with them . its because they want to STEAL the money that my dad has left for me ,thats why i hate staying around them . my aunt is so different then my dad's brothers she likes me and she loves me alot and shes so sweet .

me : yadeetee intay it3arfeen laish ana ma2bee aroo7 ihnak .

grandma : 7abeebty a3arif bss may9eer chithee 3aib , lazim itroo7een wa itzooreenhum . mita a5ir mara zirteehum?

me : lama kan 3omre 6 .

thats a really long time , and i dont remember anyone there . and the worst thing about it is that i never had the chance to meet my cousins from my dad's side .

grandma : 3ayal  7abeebty 3ashanee roo7ay . mara7 ta5sereen shay .

me : yadeetee madree afakir .

grandma : mako wakit itfakreen , 3amtich na6ra jawabee 3ashan ijahzoon darich wa kil shay .

yes

no

these words were running around my mind .  idk what should i say .

me : 5ala9 ra7 aroo7 .

i hope saying ' yes ' is a good idea .

grandma : zain wafa8tay , 3imtich ra7 itkoon wayid mistanasa .

 me : mita ra7 aroo7 ?

grandma : yoom il 5amees .

me : oh ya3ni bacher , fa bss 3ndi ilyoom . 3ayal ra7 aroo7 shopping ,

grandma : eee roo7ay wa 5alay il yahal 3ndi .

me : mashkoora .

i took my hermes cross bag and i drove off to the avenues mall . as soon as i reached there i entered zara .  while i was looking for a nice outifit my phone started vibrating .

* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *

i got a text message .

unknown number : i'am watching u !

the message made my heart beat faster and i 'm starting to get worried .

who would sent this message to me ?

could it be that guy in the skating rink ?

i needed answers . i started looking around the shop to make sure that i'm safe .

after that i contiued shopping around the whole avenues and as soon as i finished i went back home . i started packing my bag . i finished packing around 11 :00 i was tired and exhausted so i decided to sleep .











































i woke up the next morning to the sound of my grandmother .

grand mother : lujain 7abeebty goomay yallah sayig 3amitich na6ir barra .

me : inzain .



i forced my self out of bed , i went to the bathroom i did the same routine then i wore this



 
as soon as i finished i took my bag and i went downstairs , i entered the car and i drove off to the shalaih .

* zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz * zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

unknown number : the sun's light is strong and the clouds are dancing . its the perfect time for shalaih.






 

Friday, September 7, 2012

CHAPTER 6

This post is dedicated to @AsuliamanT
------------------------------------------
i got out of the long line . finally i cant breathe . i swear it was so hot . as i was about to enter the bathroom my phone vibrated .

unknown number : 20 minutes left and if u dont show up , then that small girl with u will be in danger.

noooooooraaaaaaaaaa ;( .

my heart started to beat faster , fear took over me .

who could it be ?

why would he do this ?

what does he want ?

dosent he have a heart ?

these questions took over my mind .

suddenly someone bumped me really hard and my phone fell on the floor and cracked . I put my hands on my mouth . Lujain don't cry ur a big girl . I leaned down to pick my phone i saw it and the screen got damaged . my new phone ;( . I shifted my eyes to this muscular figure who wasent tall . He was like my height . He looked ok not hot and not ugly .he was wearing sunglasses . For god's sack ur in a mall and there is no sun . The guy tana7 3alay . Talk about awkwardness . Hello are u going to talk ?

Guy : uhh ... Ana Asif Wayid , Hatha ra8meeDigay 3alay wa ra7 nitfaham .

Before I could say a word he left . Is he serious ? Does he think that I will call him ? I barely know him . I found the nearest garbage and I threw the number in. I didn't feel like entering the
Line again so I decided to go to the magazines side . I <3 magazines . I kept on reading different magazines until Taiba called me and told me that she was waiting in the car . I quickly went back to the car .

Taiba : Ambaaay lujain 6afich

And she kept on talking and talking

He hugged me and he thanked me .

Me : good to know .

what is so good about this actor ?

Taiba : look at this picture

Taiba handed me the signed paper .

Omg I can't believe it .














Nasser was the dude that I bumped into . I was officially shocked and surprised . My face was like this :O

Taiba : lujain shfeech ? Ur freakin me out ?

Me : u won't believe it .

Taiba : believe what ?

Me : Nasser abass that actor ur inlove with was the dude I bumped into today when I wanted to go to the bathroom .

Taiba : whaaaaaat ? Taiba min9ijich wallah ur joking ?

Me : wallah. Ba3ad he have me his number but I threw it in the garbage .

I wish I never told her that . Taiba 'a face changed into different colors . U could say that she wanted To cry .

Me : shfeech ?

Taiba : mo Zaina . Ma9adig u threw his number in the bin .

Me : shda3wa . Ya3ni shasawee ib ra8ma .

Taiba : Chan 3a6ayteenee iya .

* ZZZZZZZZZZZ* *ZZZZZZZZZZ*

' GRANDMA CALLING *

Grandma : aloo lujain

Me : Hala yaditee .

Grandma : wainech 7abeebty

Me : Ana 6al3a Barra ma3a Taiba al7een .

Grandma : 9ig ? Ana 7asbaly Ina intay ga3da ib darich fa chithee 6ila3t .

Me : shino ?

I got a mini heart attack . Noraaaaaa is alone + she's in danger . I need to go back home now .

Yaditee : 7abeebty rij3ay il bait al7een

Me : Kani raj3a al7een

Yaditee : ok bye

She hung up .

Me : Taiba ibser3aa Wadenee il bait

Taiba : laish faj2a ga3da it9ar5eeen . What's happening ?

Me : Taiba Agoolich ba3dain la2nee 7addi mitwatra wa 5ayfa .

Taiba : ok fine . Take a chill pill .

The whole ride home I have been thinking about Nora. I hope she's alright . I finally reached home . I got out of the car fast and I entered the house . I found Yousif and Abdullah playing play station . Typical Kuwaiti boys . -,-

Me : Abdullah wain Nora ?

Abdullah : shdaranee .

me : shino shdaranee ?

Abdullah : mo ga3da itshoofene al3ab .

I got so mad so I went and I closed the tv .

Abdullah : haaaaaay laish sakartee .

I skipped him and I went to search for Nora

Me : noraaaaaaa

.....................


Me : noraaaaaaaaaaaa

.......................

silence was all I got . My heart started to beat faster . And i was starting to sweat. I could feel my temperature getting higher .

I looked every where I didn't find Nora . What should I do now ?

I'm responsible of Nora and now I don't even know where she is ?

If Sara know . She will kill me . And she will never take me seriously anymore .

I entered my room and I started crying

what should I do ?

Should I call the police ?

Should I tell my grandma and Sara ?

These questions were on my mind . I needed answers to help me . I needed someone by my side now .






I suddenly heard a sound coming from my closest . I had a bit of hope that Nora would be inside . I quickly opened the closet and I saw











Nora .

Me : nora . I quickly pulled her into a huge hug .

Nora : 5altee laish ga3da tabcheen ?

Me : la2nii ta3bana shwaya .

I felt so relived that nothing happened to Nora and that she's alright .

Nora : tabeen ayeeblich dowa .

Me : la2 Mashkoora .

I kissed her cheeck

Me : shino Kintay ga3da itsaween bl closet .

Nora : Kint ga3da al3ab 9ayda ma9ayda ma3a Abdullah .

Well , Abdullah ditched the game and he went to play play station .

Me : shrayich ni6ba5 cupcakes

Nora : Eee please yallah .

Me : yallah
Nora and I went down stairs we started cooking cupcakes . As soon as we finished we ate them . They were deleicious .

Nora and I spent the rest of the night
Watching spongebob . we slept around 12 at night .










We woke up the next morning at 11:00
We went downstairs and we ate breakfast .

Nora : wain Abdullah wa Yousif .

Me : atwa8a3 naymeen .

So basically Yousif had a sleepover in our house . Hmmmmmm I have an evil idea .

Me : nora 3a6eene il whip cream ily
Yamich.

Nora : ok .

Me : Nora 5anroo7 dar Abdullah .

Nora : inzain yallah .

She held me hand and we slowly opened the door . I did the ' shhh ' sign .

The room was MESSY . WAIIIIIIIIII3 . Socks and shirts are every where . And left overs are all over the place . It was disgusting . Nora and I tip toed towards , I took the whip cream and I sprayed it all over him ,mwahahahahha * evil laugh * . Abdullah ib sabi3 nooma :P . suddenly I shifted my eyes towards Yousif and his eyes were open . Oh no we are caught . I did the * SHH* sign for Yousif , but he had an evil smile .

Yousif : Abdullah goom

Oh noooo ! I quickly took Nora's hand and we ran out of the room. 1 over 1 it's even now Abdullah .

-------------------------

My phone is running out of charge I didn't check the post so I hope there isn't any mistakes and enjoy ;****

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

CHAPTER 5

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO THE LOVELY JUSTIN BIEBER KUWAIT . NASSER ABASS <3 <3 :D
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

as soon as we reached there we went up to the cashier and we got our skating shoes . we wore it and we are ready to skate . i was :O surprised to find the rink crowded with haileg and 3agad . oh god this cant be happening .

me : nora shrayich inroo7 mokan thanee

nora : la2 la2 ma abee .

she crossed her arms and u could c her eyes tearing . when she gets sad i get sad .

me : 5ala9 3ayal 5al nel3ab  .

nora : mashkoora

u could c her frown turn into a smile . i really enjoy watching people smile and i'm the reason behind it :D .

we entered the skating rink and i was facing a hard time to skate . we kept on skating and skating until i suddenly slipped and i hurt my bum .

me : a77777 .

suddenly a guy held my hand . my heart started to beat faster and i started shaking . i turned around to find this haileg dude . waiiiiiiiii3-,-

me : wa5ir 3any .

i was giving him death stares .

guy : laish il 7ilwa im3a9ba

me : ughhhh

i held nora's hand and we went to the cashier to return the skating shoes back . after that  we entered the car .

nora : laish ra7 nirja3 al7een

now how can i explain to her that i'm not comfortable with the 3agad there. 

me : nora 7abeebty 3ashan ana shwaya ta3bana . bss tabeenee awadeech ay mokan thane

nora : ee abee ashteree 3a9eer .

me : 5ala9 al7een inroo7 nishtree 3a9eer .

i started searching for my phone in my bag so i can my grandma .


I DIDNT FIND IT .

i had a mini heart attack .

where have it left it ?


thinking ......................................

.......................................................
........................................................


...............................................................









i remmber i left it on the chair 

i quickly ran back inside towards to the chair and i found nothing on it . WHOOO TOOK MY PHONE ;( . I WAS ALMOST GOING TO START CRYING LIKE A BABY UNTIL THIS CLEANING GUY TAPPED ON MY SHOULDER .

cleaning guy : excuse me , this is ur phone

as soon as i saw it my frown turned into a smile 

me : yes

cleaning guy: there were 2 big boys playing with ur phone after that i took it from them and i kept it with me .

wai3 ishayboon . shal legafa il zayda . 

me : thank u very much .

i felt sorry for  him so i decided to give him 5 kd .

guy : thank u

me : ur welcome .

i quickly grabbed nora's hand and i went back  to the car . then i drove off to this famous place called 3A9EER IL '9A7EYA  im sure u know it . who dosent :P

i parked the car and i started beeping so the dude would come and ask for my order . the dude came running towards me .

dude : hello

me : hi  . excuse me may i have 1 3awar galb and 1 orange juice .

dude : sure .

I'AM AN 3AWAR GALB ADDICT . ITS MY FAV JUICE IN THE WORLD . I WOULD DO ANYTHING JUST TO GET A SIP OF IT NOW :P .

while i was waiting for the drinks to come , i turned around to find this familiar face .


NO NO , THIS CANT BE HAPPENING .














































































I WAS SHOCKED TO FIND M7AMAD WITH A GIRL I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE . u know that moment when u feel that ur heart has been shattered into many pieces . yes thats how i'm feeling . i tear escaped its way out of my eyes . mam' the dude intereppted my train of thoughts .  i quickly whipped the tear away

me : oh . thank u.

i hope m7amed didnt notice me .

i took our drinks and went back home .

abdullah : allah 3a9eer il '9a7ya 3a6oonee .

nora : la2 mayeebnalik hatha mal 5altee lujain .

me : la2 3adee i5ith 3a9eere ana 7adee mo mishtahya .

after that i went back upstairs and i laid on my bed thinking .


WHY DO I CARE IF M7AMAD HAS A GF OR NOT ? WHY .

 BECAUSE HE MADE ME FALL FOR HIM .  FROM THE FIRST TIME I SAW HIM IN 360 I FELL INLOVE WITH  WITH HIS SMILE . HIS FACE . EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM. HIS GF IS SO LUCKY TO HAVE HIM .

 my train of thoughts got intereppted by this message .

unknown number :  hala wa ghala yal 7ilwa . abee ashoofich bacher at 8:00 yam starbucks il nuzha . itha mayetay . matloomeen ila nafsich .

 what the ? who would send me this message .  wallah i'm freaking out  .  my heart started to beat faster and i started shaking .

why is this happening to me ? ;( . i dont feel protected at all .



should i tell sara ? no . i dont want to ruin her holiday with her husband .

should i tell my grandma ? i dont want her to get into this problem .

i decided to sleep and ill find a solution for this problem tomorrow .

































i woke up the next morning around 11 :00 i went to the bathroom , i did the same routine then i wore this




after i went downstairs to have breakfast .  * zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz * * zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz *

' TAIBA CALLING '

me:  aloo .

taiba : aloo . lujain ilyoom 3indich shay ?

me : la2 laish ?

taiba : min9ijich mat3arfeen laish ?

me : eee

taiba : ambaaaaay ilyoom nasser abass ra7 iykoon ib sultan center ily ib sharq . he will be signing his new book .

me : shil ma6loob ?

taiba : waaaaay lujain shfeech mo mit7amsa nafsee . tara ana amoooot 3alaih ohwa 7ail ishawig

 and taiba kept on talking and talking and talking .

me : taiba breatheee

taiba : * breathes * fa please ta3alay ma3ay .

me :  maly 5ilg

taiba : please please please ta3alay 

me : inzain inzain wa  5alay yousif iyee ihnee yil3ab ma3a abdullah .

taiba : 5ala9 ok . 

i hung up .


i spent the rest of the hours watching PLL <3 . time flied by so fast .

*phone vibrates *

taiba : i'm outside .

i took my hermes bag and i left . i greeted taiba and we drove off to sultan center .

me : mara7 in6awil 9a7 ?

taiba : 3ala 7asab il za7ma

allah i3enee ;(

we reached their . and the place was CROOOOOWWWWDED with crazy fans . it was loud . we entered the long line and we waited for our turn .

me : taiba ola 9arlina ni9 sa3a ihnee .

taiba : lujain please la tit7al6main al7een dorna ra7 iyee .

me : inzain . ana ra7 aroo7 il 7amam al7een .

taiba : inzain .

i got out of the long line . finally i cant breathe . i swear it was so hot . as i was about to enter the bathroom my phone vibrated .

unknown number : 20 minutes left and if u dont show up , then that small girl with u will be in danger.

noooooooraaaaaaaaaa ;( .

my heart started to beat faster , fear took over me .

who could it be ?

why would he do this ?

what does he want ?

dosent he have a heart ?

these questions took over my mind .

suddenly someone bumped me really hard and my phone fell on the floor and cracked .


------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

if so sorry for not posting for so long . i hope u will enjoy this chapter :D . 



Monday, September 3, 2012

STOP BULLYING - STAY STRONG LOVELY -

OK EVERYONE THIS POST ISNT PART OF THE STORY I JUST WANTED TO SHARE THIS WITH THE PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED . HERE IT GOES .

THIS IS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND ........ ( SORRY I CANT MENTION HER NAME )

so basically my friend calls me today telling  me this . 

she : umm can i tell u something ?

me : sure .

she : this will stay between us on?

me : yes sure . 

she : a girl called me a lesbian and she was like i have a crush on this girl and all that . i really cant take this anymore . 


me :  wtf , screw her .

she : i really cant stand this . who would say this to me ?

me : bitches ;)

she : i still  cant believe a girl in my school would say this to me .

me : well people are 2 faced and u have to deal with it.

she : i know and i'm not the only person getting the hate . my other friends are

me : we really need to do something .

she : yes we have to

well does that stupid girl think its ok to call an innocent girl a lesbian  ? well no it isnt its wrong .

now everyone what would u do if u got called lesbian ? arent u going to get mad or freak out . well yes im sure u will .


she : and do u know i even get bullied in school ?

me : wtf why would they do this to u ? do they think its ok ? u really need to do something . stand up for urself .


she : i know but i can curse infront of the teachers and students then ill end up  getting  suspended .

me : i know u cant but u gotta fight back . u have to show them that u arent weak .

she :  u know that this bullying thing  started to make me hate my life  so then i started cutting myself  i know its bad , but its addicting  no one knows about it even my parents

i dont blame her for cutting herself seriously . why would they do this to an innocent girl . bully her isnt a solution . they think that bullying is ok ? well no it isnt it and it will never be . my friend started cutting her self  because of bullying  . some people may suicide from bullying .

me : i swear if they would just do anything to i will show them

she: thank u alot .

me : u dont need to thank me ? what are friends for ?

she : i love


me : more












 STOPPPPPP BULLYING . COME ON EVERYONE SPREAD THE WORD PLEASE .





















THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO MY LOVELY FRIEND ...........

STAY STRONG AND U SHOULD ALWAYS KNOW THAT I WILL BE RIGHT BY UR SIDE .


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3< 3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3

Sunday, September 2, 2012

CHAPTER 4

as soon as i entered the bathroom i was surprised to find my face covered with colors .

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa . this cant be happening . im so embarrassed . now how can i get out of here looking like this ?

i kept on thinking

thinking .................

















1 minute





























2 minutes



















3 minutes





i found it :D

ill take some toilet paper and ill cover my face with it . i'm so smart :D ( nerd :P ) . i took some toilet paper and i covered my face with it . it was hard to see where i was going . i opened the bathroom door and i started walking slowly . i cant c ;( . i tried my best to peek through the papers  .  lujain slowly slowly slowly and baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam i smashed my face through the door . it hurts sooo much

me : ahhhhhhhhhhhh

man : excuse me may i get some ice . please hurry up .

this voice wasent strange to me . i turned around to find the same hottie . as soon as he saw me with the tissues he started giggling . please stop smiling because im meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeltiiiiiiiiiiiiing <3_<3  . the starbucks dude gave some ice to the hot guy .

man : thank u . now remove the tissues off ur beautiful face

did he just say beautiful ?

me : what ?

man : ugh i mean ur face

u could c that he was embarrassed . as soon as i removed the tissues he started giggling .

me : haaaaaaaay ?

man:  5ala9 mara7 a'97ak . laish rasma 3ala wayhich ?

me : tara ana mo lay hal daraja '3abeya arsim 3ala wayhe . bint i5tee ihya ily irsimat 3ala wayhe.

man : inzain i5thay il thalj wa 7i6ee 3ala ur forehead la2na ishwaya mintifi5 .

me : mashkoor.

man : il3afoo

i'm starting to get embarrassed because everyone in starbucks had their eyes on us . so i glued my eyes to the floor .after that i placed the ice on my forehead . it burns ;'( .  

man : nesait a3arfich 3ala nafsee . ana m7amad . 

my phone interrupted the moment . ' GRANDMA CALLING'

me  : aloo

grandma : hala binty wainech

me : ana al7een ib starbucks

grandma : inzain ta3alay il bait al7een la2na il yahal yaboon yakloon

me : inshallah al7een yaya

grandma : inshallah . ma3a al salama

she hung up .

me : asfa bss lazim aroo7 al7een . mashkoor wa  bye

and as i was leaving i could here him say : wait

i ignored him and i left . lazim a9eer ithgeela shwaya :) . i rode my car and i went back home . as soon as i entered the house my grandma spoke .

grandma : wa a5eeran we9altay . il yahal 3aweraw rase mawgifaw 7ana min awal ma ri7tay .

me : ana asfa youma  ma kint a3arif .

i went up to my grandma and i kissed her forehead . suddenly my grandma started laughing

grandma : shino hatha ily ib wayhich?

me : nora lawinat ib wayhee .

-,-

me :  ee 9a7 wainhum al7een ?

grandma: 5alaithum idishoon darich.

me : la2 laish ida5leenhum daree .

grandma : 3adee mara7 isawoon shay .

i quickly ran up to my room . i opened the door slowly . and as soon as i opened it slowly i saw abdullah reading from my diary ? WHAT ? MY DIARY ? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

abdullah : ams kan a7la youm ib 7ayati shift wa7id ishawig ib 360 naaaaaaaaaaaar <3 inshallah a9adfa mara thanya .

abdullah started laughing .

abdullah : 5altee it7ib il rayal ily zafnee . ma9adig . tara wallah waiiiii3 jaikar fee wayed a7la mina .

hey hes not ugly . his perfect in my eyes <3 . 

nora : abdullah ana mafahamt .

before abdullah started explaining to nora i spoke .

me :haaaaay haaaaay inta laish ga3id tigra my diary .

i was mad and furious . who wouldnt be ? everyone has their own diary where they express their feelings . and i dont like to share my secrets with everyone because these days no person in the world should be trusted .

abdullah : 3adeee mara7 iy9eer shay itha garaita .

me : imbala ra7 iy9eer shay . yallah 3a6nee my diary .

abdullah : ma 2bee .

me : tara abdullah ana saktatlik al7een ba3dain tara ra7 a3a9ib .

abdullah : mara7 a36eech iya . ta3alay 9eedeene . 

la2 la2 please . ma2gdar labsa high heels wa maly 5lg . i started running after abdullah .

me : abdullah ogaf

abdullah : ma2bee .

he continued running .  my legs are killing me now ;'( .  i stopped running because i got tired . what should i do ? i cant catch him because he is a fast runner . i kept on thinking and thinking . his phone :D  . i quickly went to the living room .

me : youma wain telephone 3abdullah

grandmother: kahoo bl 6awla .

 me : * evil smile *

abdullah : la2

i started running towards the table and i quickly got abdullah's phone .

me : haaaaaa . i got ur phone .

abdullah : 3a6eene iya .

me : unless u give me my diary back then ill give u ur phone back

abdullah : ok

me : on the count of 3 ull give me my diary and ill give u ur phone .

1......................

2....................

3.............................


we quickly exchanged . i finally got my diary back . i started hugging it . i love my diary <3

abdullah : ola kil hatha bss 3ashan hal kitab .

me : eeee ish3abalik . all my secrets are in here .

nora : 5altee lujain abee akil .

me : inzain al7een asaweelukum akil .


i started cooking lunch for all of us .

if ur wondering what i cooked  i cooked majboos deyay <3 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my fav ;* . we finished eating  so then i decided to take a nap . i woke up at 6:00 oclock .  i went downstairs and i could c abdullah and nora fighting .

nora : abdullah 3a6nee il remote .

abdullah : mabee yallah thelfay .

as soon as nora saw me . she started walking towards me .

nora : 5altee lujain shoofay abdullah may5alene a6ali3 tom and jerry .

i miss the old times where i spent most of my time watching cartoons . mostly tom and jerry <3 . memories . NOW BACK TO THE STORY :P

me : 7abeebty 5alee . tabenee a6al3ich barra .

nora : eeee 5altee tokfain .

me : wain tabeen itroo7een ?

nora : abee aroo7 skating .

abdullah : ishm3na i6al3een nora wa ma i6al3eene .

me : inta mo min9ijik . nesait shino sawait lama kina ib 360 wala tabeenee athakrik .

abdullah : la2 ma nesait .

me : itha tabee ityee skating ma3na , ta3al .

abdullah : wai3 shino skating . wain ga3deen .

me : kaifik . nora ana al7een ra7 abdel ni6rene bl sayara .

nora : inshallah .

i went upstairs and i started searching through my closet . thats the hardest challenge a girl can face in her life . after 2 minutes i finally made up my mind and i wore this  :D


i took my lv cross bag and i entered the car . i tweeted

' omw to skating with my niece <3 '

me : nora laish resamtay 3ala wayhee .

nora :ha um la2 ma resamt

when nora panics while speaking that means she is lying .

me :nora latchathbeen . tara ba3adain mara7 akalmich.

nora : umm ee ana lawant 3ala wayhich 3ashan abdullah 5atha l3bty  wa galy itha lawant 3ala wayhech ra7 iraj3leeiyaha .

abdullah -,- u want to play it in the hard way then its on .

as soon as we reached there we went up to the cashier and we got our skating shoes . we wore it and we are ready to skate . i was :O surprised to find the rink crowded with haileg and 3agad . oh god this cant be happening .

me : nora shrayich inroo7 mokan thanee

nora : la2 la2 ma abee .

she crossed her arms and u could c her eyes tearing . when she gets sad i get sad .

me : 5ala9 3ayal 5al nel3ab  .

nora : mashkoora

u could c her frown turn into a smile . i really enjoy watching people smile and i'm the reason behind it :D .


-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 ENJOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY ;D  . GUESS WHAT ? I MIGHT BE ABLE TO POST ANOTHER CHAPTER OF THIS TODAY . BUT I 'M NOT SURE ;) .